1 00:01:03,272 --> 00:01:08,027 SAKURA YAMAUCHI RE: NO SUBJECT I WANT TO EAT YOUR PANCREAS. 2 00:03:34,089 --> 00:03:37,927 Create a pitch-dark room and close your eyes 3 00:03:37,927 --> 00:03:42,431 So you won't notice the pain in your heart 4 00:03:42,806 --> 00:03:46,685 The one to open the curtain blocking out the dazzling rays 5 00:03:46,685 --> 00:03:51,649 Is none other than me and my shaking hands 6 00:03:51,649 --> 00:03:55,986 Stop running away, pretending not to see 7 00:03:55,986 --> 00:03:58,072 Even your unpleasant and cowardly sides 8 00:03:58,072 --> 00:04:00,366 If you acknowledge and embrace them 9 00:04:00,366 --> 00:04:02,701 There will be a new you 10 00:04:03,577 --> 00:04:05,746 Passing through the night 11 00:04:05,746 --> 00:04:08,040 And trekking through the darkness 12 00:04:08,040 --> 00:04:10,000 I'll come meet you 13 00:04:10,167 --> 00:04:14,296 Even the sea of wounds and the forest of sorrows 14 00:04:14,296 --> 00:04:17,841 Won't get in my way 15 00:04:17,841 --> 00:04:21,220 I'll take the poison 16 00:04:21,220 --> 00:04:23,389 Passing through the night 17 00:04:23,389 --> 00:04:25,641 And trekking through the darkness 18 00:04:25,641 --> 00:04:27,768 I'll come meet you 19 00:04:27,768 --> 00:04:31,939 I won't look away from the bright morning light 20 00:04:31,939 --> 00:04:37,319 So I just keep blinking 21 00:04:37,319 --> 00:04:47,454 I WANT TO EAT YOUR PANCREAS 22 00:05:41,133 --> 00:05:42,718 LIVING WITH DYING 23 00:05:49,808 --> 00:05:56,690 I'M GOING TO DIE IN A FEW YEARS. I'M WRITING TO HELP ME COPE WITH MY ILLNESS. FIRST, THE PANCREATIC DISEASE I HAVE IS... 24 00:11:52,421 --> 00:12:04,683 YAKINIKU ORGAN MEAT ALL-YOU-CAN-EAT 25 00:30:15,147 --> 00:30:17,149 MESSAGE RECEIVED 26 00:30:17,149 --> 00:30:18,776 SAKURA YAMAUCHI 27 00:48:04,340 --> 00:48:07,802 KOKORO SOSEKI NATSUME 28 00:52:32,441 --> 00:52:36,863 KOKORO 29 01:00:29,793 --> 01:00:32,171 LIST OF THINGS WE WANT TO DO TOGETHER!! EAT YUMMY PASTA! 30 01:00:35,758 --> 01:00:36,759 GO BOWLING! 31 01:00:36,842 --> 01:00:38,135 I KICKED HIS BUTT! HE'S NOT ATHLETIC, JUST LIKE I THOUGHT... 32 01:00:41,472 --> 01:00:42,473 TAKE PHOTOS IN A PHOTO BOOTH! 33 01:00:42,556 --> 01:00:43,807 I MADE HIS FACE LOOK REALLY SILLY! YOU HAVE TO LAUGH MORE! 34 01:00:47,394 --> 01:00:48,395 I WANT TO GO TO KARAOKE! 35 01:00:48,479 --> 01:00:49,730 EXTENDED FOR FOUR HOURS!! BUT I WANTED TO SING FOR TWO MORE HOURS AND I WANTED HIM TO SING FOUR MORE SONGS 36 01:01:10,376 --> 01:01:18,884 SAKURA YAMAUCHI 37 01:08:28,605 --> 01:08:32,609 THE LITTLE PRINCE 38 01:08:41,368 --> 01:08:48,375 I'M STUCK IN THE HOSPITAL FOR TWO MORE WEEKS! COME SEE ME TONIGHT!! 39 01:11:27,951 --> 01:11:33,581 Rubbing both eyes, then opening them 40 01:11:33,581 --> 01:11:38,378 An afterimage of the residual night remains 41 01:11:39,671 --> 01:11:45,260 Sinking into the pillow are pieces of memories 42 01:11:45,260 --> 01:11:50,432 It was a dream of a summer night 43 01:11:50,932 --> 01:11:56,730 My senses are faint and not all there 44 01:11:56,730 --> 01:12:06,197 I'll hold your hand until I can feel your warmth 45 01:12:09,117 --> 01:12:14,581 It's a secret, this dream I had 46 01:12:14,581 --> 01:12:20,712 How remembering it could make me so happy 47 01:12:20,712 --> 01:12:26,301 It's a secret, this dream I had 48 01:12:26,301 --> 01:12:35,769 That it would come true in your warm arms 49 01:12:40,815 --> 01:12:44,736 In this eternal dream 50 01:13:25,110 --> 01:13:30,740 Rubbing both eyes, then opening them 51 01:13:30,740 --> 01:13:35,662 It's the same dream again today 52 01:13:38,915 --> 01:13:42,043 I'M LEAVING THE HOSPITAL THIS MORNING! LET'S GET LUNCH 53 01:17:28,394 --> 01:17:34,025 I WISH I COULD BE LIKE YOU 54 01:17:40,031 --> 01:17:46,746 I WANT TO EAT YOUR PANCREAS 55 01:18:33,084 --> 01:18:36,838 CHECKING MESSAGES 56 01:18:36,838 --> 01:18:38,464 NO NEW MESSAGES 57 01:18:54,147 --> 01:18:58,151 SAKURA YAMAUCHI (17) DECEASED FOUND LYING ON THE STREET AFTER BEING STABBED IN THE CHEST. 58 01:19:11,914 --> 01:19:13,916 DECEASED 59 01:19:54,665 --> 01:20:10,932 THE LITTLE PRINCE 60 01:21:13,578 --> 01:21:15,580 CONDOLENCE MONEY 61 01:23:47,023 --> 01:23:53,946 MARCH 12TH: EVERYONE SAYS IT'S SAD WHEN THE CHERRY BLOSSOMS SCATTER IN THE WIND, BUT I GET SAD WHEN I SEE THEM BLOOMING... 62 01:24:00,703 --> 01:24:02,705 HIS NAME IS... 63 01:24:56,133 --> 01:24:57,927 HEY THERE! THANKS FOR HANGING OUT WITH ME TODAY 64 01:27:31,789 --> 01:27:33,290 MY WILL (THIS IS A DRAFT...) 65 01:27:35,417 --> 01:27:39,713 TO MY CLASSMATES (WRITE TO SOME INDIVIDUALLY?) TO DAD, MOM, AND MY BROTHER (SHOULD THESE BE INDIVIDUAL?) 66 01:27:39,713 --> 01:27:43,759 TO KYOKO 67 01:27:43,759 --> 01:27:45,511 LASTLY, TO YOU. 68 01:33:25,934 --> 01:33:29,438 RE: NO SUBJECT I WANT TO EAT YOUR PANCREAS 69 01:37:45,360 --> 01:37:47,112 LIVING WITH DYING 70 01:38:10,844 --> 01:38:18,101 LIVING WITH DYING 71 01:41:17,655 --> 01:41:22,494 The forecast for the cherry blossoms was in vain 72 01:41:22,702 --> 01:41:30,376 All of the blooms were scattered by a downpour 73 01:41:32,378 --> 01:41:36,883 The breeze in April was still chilly 74 01:41:37,217 --> 01:41:40,762 And the nights were still long 75 01:41:41,971 --> 01:41:46,810 The stale firework shells 76 01:41:47,018 --> 01:41:54,943 Waiting in the closet for their time 77 01:41:56,528 --> 01:42:00,740 Bothered by the smoke but still happy 78 01:42:00,949 --> 01:42:04,828 That's how I remember you 79 01:42:05,036 --> 01:42:10,625 You started copying me by keeping your nose in a book 80 01:42:10,834 --> 01:42:16,714 You'd fallen asleep with your head on my lap one fall day 81 01:42:16,923 --> 01:42:22,053 Not too fond of the cold So we shared our warmth 82 01:42:22,262 --> 01:42:26,599 Even the freezing season 83 01:42:26,808 --> 01:42:33,815 Wasn't so bad anymore 84 01:42:35,400 --> 01:42:38,194 Thank you and goodbye 85 01:42:38,403 --> 01:42:41,114 They're both here 86 01:42:41,322 --> 01:42:44,159 I'm sorry and I want to see you 87 01:42:44,367 --> 01:42:47,287 Still remain, too 88 01:42:47,495 --> 01:42:50,248 I'm happy and I'm lonely 89 01:42:50,456 --> 01:42:53,293 They're both left behind 90 01:42:53,501 --> 01:42:56,379 I miss you and I'm in pain 91 01:42:56,588 --> 01:42:59,549 I never even had the chance to tell you 92 01:42:59,757 --> 01:43:06,139 When the wind blows again And I'm reminiscing 93 01:43:06,347 --> 01:43:12,896 Spring, summer, fall, and winter Cycle again 94 01:43:36,211 --> 01:43:42,258 The taste of food, the color of flowers The natural, sweet smells 95 01:43:42,467 --> 01:43:48,139 That the warmth of others weren't just numbers You taught me with your touch 96 01:43:48,348 --> 01:43:54,270 In my ears, so significantly 97 01:43:54,479 --> 01:44:02,528 You've changed all my senses 98 01:44:08,076 --> 01:44:10,912 It might be too late But there are all these things 99 01:44:11,120 --> 01:44:13,957 Thank you and goodbye 100 01:44:14,165 --> 01:44:16,751 They're both here 101 01:44:16,960 --> 01:44:20,046 I'm sorry and I want to see you 102 01:44:20,255 --> 01:44:23,049 These feelings I've fostered 103 01:44:23,258 --> 01:44:26,052 I'm happy and I'm lonely 104 01:44:26,261 --> 01:44:28,846 I can now express them in words 105 01:44:29,055 --> 01:44:32,058 I miss you and I'm in pain 106 01:44:32,267 --> 01:44:35,270 I've embraced them 107 01:44:35,478 --> 01:44:41,818 When the wind blows again And if you ask me to hurry 108 01:44:42,026 --> 01:44:47,407 I should go soon 109 01:44:47,615 --> 01:44:52,662 It's my turn 110 01:44:53,663 --> 01:44:59,627 For thousands and millions of times I'll think back upon our time 111 01:44:59,836 --> 01:45:05,800 For thousands and millions of times For the next seasons 112 01:45:06,009 --> 01:45:08,594 Spring comes, then summer 113 01:45:08,678 --> 01:45:11,514 Then fall, then winter 114 01:45:11,723 --> 01:45:14,642 And back again to spring 115 01:45:14,851 --> 01:45:17,520 And then the spring after that 116 01:45:17,729 --> 01:45:20,440 To meet you once again 117 01:45:20,648 --> 01:45:24,068 In the spring I've been longing for