SAKURA YAMAUCHI RE: NO SUBJECT I WANT TO EAT YOUR PANCREAS.
Create a pitch-dark room and close your eyes
So you won't notice the pain in your heart
The one to open the curtain blocking out the dazzling rays
Is none other than me and my shaking hands
Stop running away, pretending not to see
Even your unpleasant and cowardly sides
If you acknowledge and embrace them
There will be a new you
Passing through the night
And trekking through the darkness
I'll come meet you
Even the sea of wounds and the forest of sorrows
Won't get in my way
I'll take the poison
Passing through the night
And trekking through the darkness
I'll come meet you
I won't look away from the bright morning light
So I just keep blinking
I WANT TO EAT YOUR PANCREAS
LIVING WITH DYING
I'M GOING TO DIE IN A FEW YEARS. I'M WRITING TO HELP ME COPE WITH MY ILLNESS. FIRST, THE PANCREATIC DISEASE I HAVE IS...
YAKINIKU ORGAN MEAT ALL-YOU-CAN-EAT
MESSAGE RECEIVED
SAKURA YAMAUCHI
KOKORO SOSEKI NATSUME
KOKORO
LIST OF THINGS WE WANT TO DO TOGETHER!! EAT YUMMY PASTA!
GO BOWLING!
I KICKED HIS BUTT! HE'S NOT ATHLETIC, JUST LIKE I THOUGHT...
TAKE PHOTOS IN A PHOTO BOOTH!
I MADE HIS FACE LOOK REALLY SILLY! YOU HAVE TO LAUGH MORE!
I WANT TO GO TO KARAOKE!
EXTENDED FOR FOUR HOURS!! BUT I WANTED TO SING FOR TWO MORE HOURS AND I WANTED HIM TO SING FOUR MORE SONGS
SAKURA YAMAUCHI
THE LITTLE PRINCE
I'M STUCK IN THE HOSPITAL FOR TWO MORE WEEKS! COME SEE ME TONIGHT!!
Rubbing both eyes, then opening them
An afterimage of the residual night remains
Sinking into the pillow are pieces of memories
It was a dream of a summer night
My senses are faint and not all there
I'll hold your hand until I can feel your warmth
It's a secret, this dream I had
How remembering it could make me so happy
It's a secret, this dream I had
That it would come true in your warm arms
In this eternal dream
Rubbing both eyes, then opening them
It's the same dream again today
I'M LEAVING THE HOSPITAL THIS MORNING! LET'S GET LUNCH
I WISH I COULD BE LIKE YOU
I WANT TO EAT YOUR PANCREAS
CHECKING MESSAGES
NO NEW MESSAGES
SAKURA YAMAUCHI (17) DECEASED FOUND LYING ON THE STREET AFTER BEING STABBED IN THE CHEST.
DECEASED
THE LITTLE PRINCE
CONDOLENCE MONEY
MARCH 12TH: EVERYONE SAYS IT'S SAD WHEN THE CHERRY BLOSSOMS SCATTER IN THE WIND, BUT I GET SAD WHEN I SEE THEM BLOOMING...
HIS NAME IS...
HEY THERE! THANKS FOR HANGING OUT WITH ME TODAY
MY WILL (THIS IS A DRAFT...)
TO MY CLASSMATES (WRITE TO SOME INDIVIDUALLY?) TO DAD, MOM, AND MY BROTHER (SHOULD THESE BE INDIVIDUAL?)
TO KYOKO
LASTLY, TO YOU.
RE: NO SUBJECT I WANT TO EAT YOUR PANCREAS
LIVING WITH DYING
The forecast for the cherry blossoms was in vain
All of the blooms were scattered by a downpour
The breeze in April was still chilly
And the nights were still long
The stale firework shells
Waiting in the closet for their time
Bothered by the smoke but still happy
That's how I remember you
You started copying me by keeping your nose in a book
You'd fallen asleep with your head on my lap one fall day
Not too fond of the cold So we shared our warmth
Even the freezing season
Wasn't so bad anymore
Thank you and goodbye
They're both here
I'm sorry and I want to see you
Still remain, too
I'm happy and I'm lonely
They're both left behind
I miss you and I'm in pain
I never even had the chance to tell you
When the wind blows again And I'm reminiscing
Spring, summer, fall, and winter Cycle again
The taste of food, the color of flowers The natural, sweet smells
That the warmth of others weren't just numbers You taught me with your touch
In my ears, so significantly
You've changed all my senses
It might be too late But there are all these things
Thank you and goodbye
They're both here
I'm sorry and I want to see you
These feelings I've fostered
I'm happy and I'm lonely
I can now express them in words
I miss you and I'm in pain
I've embraced them
When the wind blows again And if you ask me to hurry
I should go soon
It's my turn
For thousands and millions of times I'll think back upon our time
For thousands and millions of times For the next seasons
Spring comes, then summer
Then fall, then winter
And back again to spring
And then the spring after that
To meet you once again
In the spring I've been longing for