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<i>Previously on "Battlestar Galactica":</i>

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<i>(Adama) Leoben's a very clever Cylon.</i>
<i>He's gonna try to get into your head.</i>

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We haven't been properly introduced.
l'm Leoben.

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<i>(Starbuck) l want the Cylon interrogated.</i>

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Do it.

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This has happened before.

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And all of it will happen again.
Your destiny has already been written.

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Assaulted, Miss Thrace.
A lot of old fractures from childhood.

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Children of abusive parents often fear
passing that abuse to their own children.

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Get out!

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l'm trying to help you, Kara. l only want
you to see the truth of your life.

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The reason you suffered.
The reason you struggled for so long.

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Was there something to what Leoben
said about you and a special destiny?

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Kara Thrace and her special destiny?

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That sounds like a bad cover band, Sam.

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<i>(Adama) l think the nova does look like</i>
<i>the mandala inside this temple.</i>

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Maybe it was a road sign. Show
me the direction it's headed to next.

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<i>(Helo) l'm curious about something.</i>

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<i>Those paintings you did</i>
<i>from your apartment on Caprica.</i>

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This... was on the temple.
Where did you get the idea to paint yours?

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That's something l've been doodling
since l was a kid. l liked the pattern.

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<i>(Helo) Well... they built the temple</i>
<i>4,000 years ago.</i>

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- What is it?
- Just something Leoben said once.

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That l had a destiny.
That it had already been written.

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What's up?

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Nothing. Go back to sleep.

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You're up early.

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You too.

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Yeah.

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Hera gets these nightmares.

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Wakes up crying and shaking.

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By the time we calm her down
and get her to sleep, l'm wide awake.

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All that crap she went through on
New Caprica really left its mark on her.

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l know how she feels. l wish you'd never
shown me that picture of that mandala.

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l dream about it and that bastard Leoben
every godsdamn night.

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l feel like l'm losing my mind here.

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You know, Kara, there's a, um...
<i>psychiatrist aboard Inchon Velle.</i>

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We've made an appointment for Hera.
Think about seeing her.

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Are you kidding me? Most shrinks are
more frakked up than their patients are.

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You know, you might want to check out
that Oracle camped in Dogsville.

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People say she interprets dreams.
Sees things in them. Predicts events.

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Hey.

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You OK?

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l don't know.

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<i>Hello? (clears throat)...</i>

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<i>(woman) The goddess Aurora.</i>

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Take it. It's yours.

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- What the hell am l gonna do with this?
- You'll know when the time comes.

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Sit.

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I, uh...

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l can't sleep.

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- Having these nightmares.
- About the Cylon.

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The one who held you captive
on New Caprica.

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Leoben.

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He was just...

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He knows you better than
you know yourself... Kara Thrace.

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He sees the truth about you.
About your destiny.

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You don't...

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Enough of that.

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The only destiny l have
is as a world-class frak-up.

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Who hurts everyone she cares about.

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That was your mother's gift to you,
wasn't it?

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You were born to a woman who believed
suffering was good for the soul,

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so you suffered.

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<i>Your life is a testament to pain.</i>

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You want to believe it because
it means that you're bad luck.

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You're like a cancer
that needs to be removed.

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<i>Because you hear her voice every day.</i>

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<i>(Leoben) And you want her to be right.</i>

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Somebody told you
what Leoben said to me.

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Did you ever tell anyone about that?

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You learned the wrong lesson
from your mother, Kara.

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You confused the messenger
with the message.

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Your mother was trying
to teach you something else.

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You don't know crap about my mother.

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Leoben does.

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He sees the patterns,
sees how it all fits together.

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- Shut up.
<i>- He's coming for you.</i>

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<i>Soon.</i>

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Shut the frak up.

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You can't stop him.

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And he will show you the way.

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l'm on a shuttle in a half an hour.
Ask for your leave, come with me.

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You could use the downtime.

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It sounds tempting.

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So do it. No strings, OK? We don't even
have to talk about our relationship.

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l'll think about it.

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Which means no.

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<i>(sighs)</i>

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You know, l hate to say this, but that
whack-job oracle... she's got a point.

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Your mother frakked up your head
long before Leoben ever got to you.

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She was dealing with a lot, Sam.

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She told me that l was
different from other kids,

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that l needed to be a warrior, like her.

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Taught me that fury gets you killed.
And anger keeps you alive.

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Well, she gave you plenty
to be angry about, didn't she?

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Split your head open with a broom
because you didn't make your bed.

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- l ever tell you how l got back at her?
- No.

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In the first Cylon war, she was stationed
with the first marines on Medra.

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Stinking jungles you wouldn't believe.

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Had this phobia of insects
for the rest of her life.

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Hated the damn things.

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So l go out and l buy a bunch of
rubber bugs and l slip into her closet...

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and l put 'em all over her shoes.

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And?

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She screamed her frakking head off.

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l go in...

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and she's trying to smash them
with her shoes.

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But that's just making 'em
bounce around even more.

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You must have caught hell for that.

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She grabbed my hand, held it in
the doorjamb, and slammed the door.

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Frak me.

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It was worth it, though.

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<i>(Hotdog) lt's "Galactica". We had some</i>
<i>valve failures. We're restarting the unrep.</i>

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<i>(Dualla) Great. Hotdog, settle in. We're</i>
<i>gonna be out for another three hours.</i>

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Hotdog, what the hell are you doing?

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Enjoying blue skies again. About
the only thing l miss about New Caprica.

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<i>Galactica, Starbuck. Showtime.</i>

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Bogey. My right one,
in the soup at 45. Committing.

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Starbuck, Hotdog. No joy. Press.

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Abort the unrep.
Unhook those fuel lines immediately.

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<i>Refuelling ships, Galactica. Immediate.</i>
Cease all under-way replenishment ops.

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We've got both Starbuck and Hotdog
on DRADIS, but no contact on the bogey.

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We're lucky we can see anything.
That planet's synchrotron radiation...

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has been kicking the crap out of every
DRADIS in the fleet since we got here.

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Price you pay for a good place
to hide and refuel the fleet.

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Looks like it's also a good place
for hiding a Cylon Raider.

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Starbuck, Apollo.
What have you got?

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Apollo, we got one turkey playing
hide-and-seek in the clouds. No sparrows.

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Engaging offensive.

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One heavy Raider.
No fighter escort.

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<i>(Gaeta) Still no bandits on DRADIS.</i>

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If that bastard jumps,
the Cylons could be all over us in minutes.

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Alert the fleet to stand by for a jump.

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Starbuck, Hotdog.
No visual on the Raider! l'm losing you!

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Dammit. Starbuck, blind!
l say again! l lost you in the clouds!

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<i>(Hotdog) Starbuck, we have no DRADIS</i>
<i>on your bogey. Do you have visual?</i>

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Affirmative.
He just ducked into the storm system.

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<i>(Hotdog) Do you see him?</i>
<i>Do you see him?</i>

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<i>Galactica, Starbuck.</i>
Tally. Weapons hot.

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<i>Galactica, Starbuck.</i>
Took a hit but still flying.

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<i>- (Hotdog) Starbuck, where did you go to?</i>
<i>- l'll be on him in a few seconds.</i>

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- Where the hell is that Raider?
<i>- (Gaeta) Sir.</i>

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Starbuck's close to the hard deck.

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The atmospheric density could
keep her from reaching orbit again.

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Then the pressure will crush her
like a cheap soda can.

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<i>(Apollo) Starbuck, you're getting too low.</i>
<i>Break off and climb.</i>

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<i>l repeat. Starbuck, you're getting too low.</i>
<i>Break off and climb.</i>

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<i>Starbuck.</i>

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Pull out before you don't have
to smash to regain orbit.

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<i>You got to come in.</i>

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Where the hell is she going?
Get outta there.

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<i>(Apollo) Starbuck, come in. Do you read?</i>
<i>You're getting too low.</i>

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- Get up.
<i>- (Apollo) Have you a visual on Starbuck?</i>

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<i>Starbuck, come in! Do you read?</i>
<i>Starbuck! Pull up!</i>

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That is an order. Pull out!

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Apollo, Starbuck. Wilco!

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Come on!

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- Where'd l take the hits, Chief?
- Looks like nowhere, Captain.

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What? l felt the impact.

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Damn Viper felt like it hit a brick wall.

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Well, we'll keep checking,
but so far not a scratch.

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<i>(Starbuck) It has to be there.</i>
Run it again.

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- We've watched it twice.
- Then this isn't my film.

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<i>(Sharon) No one else</i>
pulled a trigger all day.

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<i>We checked Galactica's DRADIS records.</i>
There was no paint on your Cylon.

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And we all know that DRADIS
can be wonky near this planet.

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Maybe the Raider jumped away
before you fired.

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Or maybe it never existed to begin with.

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It was there.

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Gonna ground her?

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Karl says she's physically fit,
but an emotional basket case.

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In peacetime, he'd ground us all.

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So it falls back on you.

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Yeah.

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Even screwed up,
she's still the best Viper driver l've got.

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Sometimes it's hard to admit
that the best of us... can burn out.

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Do you think she has?

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l don't know.

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l think her identity as a steely-eyed Viper
jock is the only thing holding her together.

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So if l ground her...

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Everyone gets rattled sometimes.

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But the bottom line is...

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when the bullets start to fly...

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can she handle it?

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So where do you want to go
when you bite the big one?

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l want to go right there.
Next to Kat.

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A water-walking Viper jock.

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A royal pain in the ass,
but a hell of a stick to have on your wing.

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You can put me right here.

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Next to Duck and Nora.

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Good card players.
Nice way to spend eternity.

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Whoever croaks first, the other one makes
sure their picture goes in the right place.

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Deal?

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Deal.

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So what did the old man have to say
about my combat report?

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"Starbuck's finally gone off the deep end.
Unfit for duty."

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He said l'm the CAG.
It's my call.

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Ah.

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And what do you say?

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l say l trust your eyes over DRADIS
any day of the week.

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Something could have been there,
vanished in the cloud cover.

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So you don't think l'm nuts?

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l didn't say that.
You're a raving lunatic.

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As demented and deranged
as the first day l met you.

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And you're a bastard.

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Look, um...

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stress has made us all twitchy.

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After what that Cylon put you through
on New Caprica,

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you've had more than your share.

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Get some rest...

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or you will start seeing things.

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Yeah.

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<i>(Adama) That leaves</i>
six civvies in line to refuel.

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<i>- (Roslin) In another ten hours we're done.</i>
- Yeah.

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Starbuck?

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- What do you hear?
- Nothing but the rain.

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Well, then grab your gun
and bring in the cat.

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Wilco, Admiral.

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- Madam President.
- Captain. How is it out there?

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- Hell of a view.
<i>- (Adama) We're almost to the finish line.</i>

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Then we can jump the hell
outta this system.

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So say we all.

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Um... Actually...

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Sorry. Boss.

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l have something for you.

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l thought that it would be a nice
figurehead for your model ship.

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Aurora. Goddess of the dawn.

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Yeah. She brings the morning star
and a fair wind.

230
00:20:50,685 --> 00:20:52,549
A fresh start.

231
00:20:52,649 --> 00:20:54,149
Thank you.

232
00:20:55,560 --> 00:20:58,154
- Good hunting.
- Thank you.

233
00:21:03,320 --> 00:21:04,630
<i>(Chief) Harness assembly?</i>

234
00:21:04,730 --> 00:21:10,340
Lap and shoulder retaining pins installed.
Retraction reel correct.

235
00:21:10,760 --> 00:21:15,435
Disconnect block locking indicator,
yellow flag visible.

236
00:21:19,680 --> 00:21:20,904
<i>(gasps)</i>

237
00:21:21,004 --> 00:21:23,195
You all right, Captain?

238
00:21:24,640 --> 00:21:25,390
Uh...

239
00:21:26,720 --> 00:21:29,359
Give me a minute here, Chief.

240
00:21:41,440 --> 00:21:44,352
<i>(screaming)...</i>

241
00:22:10,440 --> 00:22:12,440
<i>(Chief) Major.</i>

242
00:22:13,960 --> 00:22:16,829
She's just sitting there.

243
00:22:16,929 --> 00:22:19,789
Did you talk to her?

244
00:22:19,889 --> 00:22:22,269
You talk to her.

245
00:22:34,720 --> 00:22:37,109
Feeling sorry for me?

246
00:22:42,680 --> 00:22:43,430
Kara.

247
00:22:44,250 --> 00:22:46,629
Everyone gets rattled.

248
00:22:48,520 --> 00:22:50,520
Even the best.

249
00:22:56,680 --> 00:22:59,274
l'm not going back out there.

250
00:23:00,960 --> 00:23:03,554
l don't trust myself.

251
00:23:04,960 --> 00:23:05,710
Hm.

252
00:23:09,280 --> 00:23:11,280
So trust me.

253
00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:15,787
l'll fly your wing.

254
00:23:15,887 --> 00:23:18,189
The CAG flying my No.2?

255
00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:27,349
Whatever it takes.

256
00:23:33,120 --> 00:23:36,229
How are things with you and Dee?

257
00:23:36,329 --> 00:23:37,465
Uh...

258
00:23:37,565 --> 00:23:39,869
You know. Good.

259
00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:41,630
No.

260
00:23:42,407 --> 00:23:45,269
Better than good.

261
00:23:45,369 --> 00:23:47,749
Best they've ever been.

262
00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:52,920
l'm happy for you.

263
00:23:54,720 --> 00:23:55,770
Really.

264
00:23:58,360 --> 00:24:02,144
It's funny, though,
after all we've been through...

265
00:24:02,244 --> 00:24:05,219
we are right back where we started.

266
00:24:07,160 --> 00:24:11,472
You're CAG and l am
your hotshot problem pilot.

267
00:24:20,680 --> 00:24:24,250
l guess that's all we'll ever be now, huh?

268
00:24:41,960 --> 00:24:44,679
Starbuck, Apollo.
How we doing?

269
00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:50,320
Copacetic.

270
00:24:50,840 --> 00:24:54,920
Another 30 minutes
and we head back for the barn.

271
00:24:56,040 --> 00:24:58,504
Dammit. Apollo! One turkey, my right.

272
00:24:58,604 --> 00:25:03,449
Level and ten, ducking in and out
of the clouds. Engaging.

273
00:25:05,120 --> 00:25:06,669
<i>Starbuck, Apollo. No joy.</i>

274
00:25:06,769 --> 00:25:09,869
<i>Starbuck, Galactica.</i>
No DRADIS contact on your Cylon.

275
00:25:09,969 --> 00:25:12,155
<i>Apollo. Starbuck.</i>

276
00:25:14,120 --> 00:25:16,228
Weapons hot. Committing.

277
00:25:16,328 --> 00:25:22,703
This time l'm gonna drag him back and
dump his sorry ass on the hangar deck.

278
00:25:23,520 --> 00:25:27,770
Set the fleet at condition one.
Uncouple the hoses.

279
00:25:38,200 --> 00:25:41,585
Starbuck, Apollo.
l've lost you on DRADIS. l'm blind!

280
00:25:41,685 --> 00:25:46,955
Starbuck, Apollo. l repeat.
l got no sign of you or the Raider.

281
00:25:47,240 --> 00:25:48,986
Starbuck! Report!

282
00:25:49,086 --> 00:25:50,906
Starbuck, report!

283
00:25:51,006 --> 00:25:53,827
<i>This is Apollo.</i>
<i>Can you read me?</i>

284
00:25:53,927 --> 00:25:55,967
<i>Starbuck, we're falling.</i>

285
00:25:58,880 --> 00:26:00,880
<i>Starbuck!</i>

286
00:26:17,920 --> 00:26:20,028
<i>Starbuck, l have zero visibility.</i>

287
00:26:20,128 --> 00:26:22,909
<i>Starbuck, are you out there? Kara!</i>

288
00:26:23,009 --> 00:26:24,427
<i>(beeping)...</i>

289
00:26:24,527 --> 00:26:27,353
<i>(beeping continues)...</i>

290
00:26:32,040 --> 00:26:35,229
<i>(radio) Good morning.</i>
<i>Got another hot one in store for you today.</i>

291
00:26:35,329 --> 00:26:38,828
<i>It's time to head for the beach.</i>
<i>Weatherman says we can exp...</i>

292
00:26:38,928 --> 00:26:40,928
Rise and shine.

293
00:26:48,720 --> 00:26:51,270
We have a big day ahead of us.

294
00:26:52,960 --> 00:26:54,160
Come on.

295
00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:08,585
l'm not here.

296
00:27:08,685 --> 00:27:11,427
l'm out cold, or on a Cylon ship,

297
00:27:11,527 --> 00:27:14,948
and you dragged me
to play your frakking mind games.

298
00:27:15,048 --> 00:27:17,298
No games, Kara.

299
00:27:18,009 --> 00:27:20,389
This is about your destiny.

300
00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:24,308
l write my own destiny.

301
00:27:25,800 --> 00:27:28,749
l didn't paint that symbol, Kara.

302
00:27:28,849 --> 00:27:30,049
You did.

303
00:27:30,686 --> 00:27:33,069
You saw it again.

304
00:27:35,360 --> 00:27:37,468
In the clouds.

305
00:27:37,568 --> 00:27:39,568
Didn't you?

306
00:27:42,960 --> 00:27:45,758
But you didn't tell anyone else.

307
00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:49,988
Because you're drawn to it.

308
00:27:51,560 --> 00:27:54,828
You feel its pull.
You want to fly into it.

309
00:27:54,928 --> 00:27:57,587
You want to cross over.

310
00:27:57,687 --> 00:27:59,868
But you're afraid.

311
00:27:59,968 --> 00:28:02,758
Afraid of what?
A frakking cloud?

312
00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:11,800
Of the unknown.

313
00:28:12,720 --> 00:28:13,620
Death.

314
00:28:16,040 --> 00:28:19,865
All of your high-wire stunts
have been an act.

315
00:28:21,920 --> 00:28:23,920
Time after time...

316
00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:29,747
you skip to the edge of the abyss,
then dance away again.

317
00:28:29,847 --> 00:28:33,332
But you never really conquered your fear.

318
00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:36,508
You've been afraid.

319
00:28:36,608 --> 00:28:38,909
Ever since that day.

320
00:28:40,880 --> 00:28:42,230
What day?

321
00:29:03,240 --> 00:29:07,575
All this has happened before.
And will happen again.

322
00:29:08,520 --> 00:29:10,708
<i>(knocking)...</i>

323
00:29:10,808 --> 00:29:13,698
<i>- (woman) It's open.</i>
<i>- (door opens)</i>

324
00:29:20,720 --> 00:29:22,720
Hello, Mamma.

325
00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:27,300
It's hard to believe it's only six years ago.

326
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:29,907
You look so much younger.

327
00:29:30,007 --> 00:29:30,907
l was.

328
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:38,307
<i>(mother) So, you really did it. First person</i>
in the family to become an officer.

329
00:29:38,407 --> 00:29:41,147
<i>What is the world coming to?</i>

330
00:29:41,247 --> 00:29:46,749
Kara, they tell me that you're
the best natural pilot they've ever seen.

331
00:29:46,849 --> 00:29:50,500
First time l got in that cockpit, l just...

332
00:29:50,600 --> 00:29:53,027
felt like l belonged.

333
00:29:53,127 --> 00:29:59,332
All that natural ability, and still
you only graduated 16th in your class.

334
00:30:01,440 --> 00:30:03,548
16th out of 117 cadets, Mamma.

335
00:30:03,648 --> 00:30:07,060
Why are you proud of that?
You should have been No.1.

336
00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:11,386
They tell me that you have left a trail
of demerits from here to Aerelon.

337
00:30:11,486 --> 00:30:17,740
- You have no respect for authority...
- It's none of your business any more.

338
00:30:17,840 --> 00:30:20,427
You have a gift, Kara.

339
00:30:20,527 --> 00:30:25,108
l've always known that in my gut. And
l am not going to let you piss that away.

340
00:30:25,208 --> 00:30:28,905
- You're special. Don't you understand?
- No, l'm not.

341
00:30:29,005 --> 00:30:32,660
Would you let go of
that stupid dream of yours?

342
00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:35,986
Look, l am sorry as hell
that you never made officer,

343
00:30:36,086 --> 00:30:39,785
and all you have to show for a life
of dedication is this crappy apartment...

344
00:30:39,885 --> 00:30:44,665
and that frakking medal on the wall.
But l will not make up for it all. l can't.

345
00:30:44,765 --> 00:30:47,949
Yeah, because you're a quitter.

346
00:30:48,049 --> 00:30:50,315
You always have been.

347
00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:02,824
You went to an oncologist?

348
00:31:02,924 --> 00:31:05,984
Hey! Put that down.
Don't touch that.

349
00:31:12,160 --> 00:31:15,500
- What are you gonna do about this?
- Nothing.

350
00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:19,000
<i>There's nothing to do.</i>
It's metastasised.

351
00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:21,830
Game is over.

352
00:31:50,720 --> 00:31:54,460
- l'm sorry, Mamma.
- l don't want your pity.

353
00:31:57,080 --> 00:32:00,306
- You haven't got it.
- You want to feel sorry for someone?

354
00:32:00,406 --> 00:32:02,428
Feel sorry for yourself.

355
00:32:02,528 --> 00:32:08,226
You have to find another way to motivate
your ass. l'm not gonna be around to do it.

356
00:32:08,326 --> 00:32:12,321
Oh, don't tell me
you're gonna cry about it now.

357
00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:17,820
You know what? l don't need this.
l'm gonna... l'm gonna walk out that door.

358
00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:21,625
And you can look at it every frakking
miserable day you have left...

359
00:32:21,725 --> 00:32:25,068
and know that l am never
gonna come back through it again.

360
00:32:25,168 --> 00:32:25,918
Kara!

361
00:32:26,640 --> 00:32:27,390
Kara!

362
00:32:30,600 --> 00:32:32,229
<i>(door opens)...</i>

363
00:32:32,329 --> 00:32:34,675
<i>(door slams)</i>

364
00:32:35,560 --> 00:32:38,067
You kept running, didn't you?

365
00:32:38,167 --> 00:32:40,167
For blocks.

366
00:32:58,000 --> 00:33:01,436
<i>(Leoben) She waited here.</i>
Five weeks.

367
00:33:02,040 --> 00:33:04,429
Hoping you'd come back.

368
00:33:06,600 --> 00:33:08,600
She died alone.

369
00:33:09,960 --> 00:33:12,554
l was afraid l couldn't watch.

370
00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:18,960
It's not too late.

371
00:33:20,840 --> 00:33:22,840
She's waiting still.

372
00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:54,740
Mamma.

373
00:33:59,960 --> 00:34:02,394
You came back.

374
00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:18,905
l can't believe you kept all this.

375
00:34:19,005 --> 00:34:21,005
Everything.

376
00:34:21,880 --> 00:34:22,930
Always.

377
00:34:45,360 --> 00:34:46,260
Mamma.

378
00:34:51,560 --> 00:34:54,154
Something's about to happen.

379
00:34:56,160 --> 00:35:01,090
You know that thing that
you were trying to prepare me for?

380
00:35:04,520 --> 00:35:06,900
l don't know if l can do it.

381
00:35:07,760 --> 00:35:11,469
Oh, yes, you can. You can.

382
00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:14,912
How can you be sure?

383
00:35:19,320 --> 00:35:21,320
You're my daughter.

384
00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:56,145
<i>(Leoben) See? There's nothing</i>
so terrible about death.

385
00:35:56,245 --> 00:36:00,119
When you finally face it...
it's beautiful.

386
00:36:02,560 --> 00:36:04,560
You're free now.

387
00:36:05,680 --> 00:36:08,145
To become who you really are.

388
00:36:13,720 --> 00:36:15,720
You're not Leoben.

389
00:36:17,280 --> 00:36:19,280
Never said l was.

390
00:36:21,120 --> 00:36:25,187
l'm here to prepare you
to pass through the next door.

391
00:36:25,287 --> 00:36:30,302
To discover what hovers
in the space between life and death.

392
00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:37,680
<i>(beeping)</i>

393
00:36:45,280 --> 00:36:48,510
<i>Starbuck, Apollo.</i>
<i>l lost you on DRADIS.</i>

394
00:36:49,240 --> 00:36:52,705
<i>l say again... l've lost you.</i>

395
00:36:52,805 --> 00:36:56,140
<i>Switch idents.</i>
<i>l'll try and get a fix on you.</i>

396
00:36:56,240 --> 00:36:58,240
<i>Kara!</i>

397
00:37:00,240 --> 00:37:02,545
<i>(Starbuck) Lee.</i>

398
00:37:02,645 --> 00:37:04,705
<i>l'm not afraid any more.</i>

399
00:37:04,805 --> 00:37:06,805
Say again?

400
00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:10,866
l'm not afraid any more.

401
00:37:10,966 --> 00:37:14,388
She should be afraid.
She's damn close to the hard deck.

402
00:37:14,488 --> 00:37:16,785
The pressure will crush them both.

403
00:37:16,885 --> 00:37:19,829
- Lee, get her out of there.
<i>- (Gaeta) 90 seconds to hard deck.</i>

404
00:37:19,929 --> 00:37:21,948
All right, Kara. Listen to me.

405
00:37:22,048 --> 00:37:23,866
Forget the damn toaster.

406
00:37:23,966 --> 00:37:26,474
Climb now or you're dead.

407
00:37:39,320 --> 00:37:43,589
<i>We can still pull out. We haven't</i>
<i>gone past the point of no return.</i>

408
00:37:43,689 --> 00:37:45,070
<i>Kara!</i>

409
00:37:45,170 --> 00:37:47,465
<i>(Gaeta) 60 seconds to hard deck.</i>

410
00:37:47,565 --> 00:37:51,590
D vector red section to Apollo's last
known. Set alert Vipers to ready one.

411
00:37:51,690 --> 00:37:54,750
<i>(Dualla) Hotdog, Hex, divert to 7.5.</i>

412
00:37:55,720 --> 00:37:58,355
Gods, Starbuck, where are you?!

413
00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:04,868
Visual. Visual.

414
00:38:04,968 --> 00:38:07,749
OK. Kara, l'm coming to get you.

415
00:38:07,849 --> 00:38:12,189
<i>(Starbuck) Lee...</i>
<i>l'll see you on the other side.</i>

416
00:38:12,289 --> 00:38:14,830
<i>Kara, please!</i>
<i>Listen to me! Come back...</i>

417
00:38:14,930 --> 00:38:16,267
Just let me go.

418
00:38:16,367 --> 00:38:18,266
Godsdammit, Kara.

419
00:38:18,366 --> 00:38:20,026
You come back!

420
00:38:20,126 --> 00:38:21,387
<i>Come back!</i>

421
00:38:21,487 --> 00:38:24,517
It's OK. Just let me go.

422
00:38:26,720 --> 00:38:29,439
<i>They're waiting for me.</i>

423
00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:45,350
No!

424
00:38:46,320 --> 00:38:47,070
No!

425
00:38:48,800 --> 00:38:50,786
Apollo! Get out of there!

426
00:38:50,886 --> 00:38:53,235
Abort! Abort!

427
00:39:05,200 --> 00:39:07,265
Lee, do you have her in sight?

428
00:39:07,365 --> 00:39:09,365
Can you see her?

429
00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:18,827
<i>Negative.</i>

430
00:39:18,927 --> 00:39:20,906
<i>She...</i>

431
00:39:21,006 --> 00:39:23,230
<i>she went in.</i>

432
00:39:27,480 --> 00:39:29,480
She went in.

433
00:39:39,520 --> 00:39:42,868
We're sending in the
search and rescue birds. We'll find her.

434
00:39:42,968 --> 00:39:45,185
<i>No, Dad. It's no use.</i>

435
00:39:45,285 --> 00:39:48,113
<i>Her ship's in pieces.</i>

436
00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:51,348
<i>Her ship's in pieces.</i>

437
00:39:51,448 --> 00:39:53,448
<i>No chute.</i>

438
00:39:54,120 --> 00:39:56,190
<i>We lost her.</i>

439
00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:48,269
- l'm a Ronnie monster.
- What's a Ro?

440
00:41:48,369 --> 00:41:49,719
(giggles)