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[Man] Previously
on <i>Battlestar Galactlca:</i>

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- [Paulla] You'll be safe here, Gaius.
- Please, God, don't let this child die.

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God answered your prayers,
you have to see.

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- [Paulla] Look at him.
- [Baltar] And no trace of a fever.

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[Paulla] It's a miracle.

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Tory, Tory, Tory.
Fancy finding you in the cafeteria.

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- [Moans]
- You have an abundance of feeling.

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- I suppose I could be a Cylon.
- Cylons can feel.

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- You believe that?
- Yeah, I do actually.

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- I want to explain.
- She sold us out.

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You know what has to be done here.

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Now, it would be better
for her sake if it was you.

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[Sobbing]

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Let's say Cally does find out.
What do we do then?

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The last thing we need
is for your Cylon-hating wife

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to find out there's a bunch of skinjobs
running around this ship.

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And that her husband is one of them.

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- Cally!
- Stay the frak away from me!

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I heard you. You're Cylons.

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A bunch of frakking skinjobs.

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[Tyrol] I couldn't keep you safe
from harm, my love,

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but I kept you in my heart.

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You were the breath in my lungs,

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the blood in my veins,

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the light in my eye.

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Now that breath is gone.

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That blood...

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...and the light are gone.

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I am left, a voice.

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And the lords of Kobol,

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as many and as varied as mortal men,

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must bend down and lean low
to hear that voice...

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...and hear my lament.

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With all our thoughts and love,

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Calandra Henderson Tyrol,

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we send your spirit into the universe.

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So say we all.

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[All] So say we all.

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I like this service.

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It's not for me, I'll tell you that.

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I know, but I want you
to know what I like.

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It was lovely.

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Thank you.

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Why do they have to do
these things at dawn?

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It's all right.
They do because they have to.

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I'm sorry. Let me know
if you need anything.

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Thank you.

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Oh.

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Sorry about your loss.

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Sorry, chief.

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- What the frak was that?
- Get us all killed.

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Chief.

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I'm... I'm so sorry.

54
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What's it up to today?

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Same as. Sleeping, pacing.

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Don't know how it doesn't go nuts.

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Probably turns its brain off.
Frakkin' toaster.

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Yeah.

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[Door buzzes]

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Colonel.

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Your request to see the child,
Hera Agathon, has been denied.

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And you felt the need
to come all the way

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- down here to tell me that again?
- You think I want to come down here?

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We're done.

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[Ellen Tigh] I think we're not.

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You come every day...

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<i>... but you never ask questlons anymore.</i>

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Is there something
that you want from me?

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Is there something that you need?

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Stay back.

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See you tomorrow, Colonel.

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- [Saul] Door!
- [Buzz]

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[Crying baby]

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What was that
at the service this morning?

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Why don't you get on the wireless
and tell the fleet about us?

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Are you going to deal with that kid?

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Probably needs to be changed.

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All right.

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You think Cally killed herself
because of you, don't you?

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She thought we were having an affair.

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But we weren't.

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I don't even know what I am anymore.

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I don't know
which of my memories are real.

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I don't know that I've had one action
in my life that isn't programmed.

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Galen, you're perfect.

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You don't need guilt.

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We were made to be perfect.

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[Saul] What is that?
More of Baltar's crap?

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So...

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...you just live without guilt?

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Just shut it down.

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No, that wasn't the deal.

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Colonel, you said it yourself.

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"Be the man you want to be
till the day you die."

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We're still the same people, aren't we?

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Of course, we are. You shut up.

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That is not the same as human.

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Like we're stronger, right?

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Chief, what you're feeling

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is what a man feels when this happens.

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It's normal, and it's human.

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And it's not gonna end anytime soon.

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It'll be there every day.

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You'll see her every day.
You'll see her...

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Be a man, chief.
Feel what you gotta feel.

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But don't risk us.

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Come on, Tory.

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Just think about it.

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Think about what we are.

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What we can do.

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Uh!

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- Dear gods, what?
- Gods?

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- Thought there was only one.
- What are you doing?

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Pulling one hair
from your head at a time.

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Ow!

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- It's intense, isn't it?
- Yeah.

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It happens at the same time
as a pleasurable touch.

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Huh.

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Frak!

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- Signals get crossed, don't they?
- Yeah.

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It's hard to tell the pleasure
from the pain.

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Yeah.

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OK, listen, I think that...

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You're very strong, aren't you?

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You really...

126
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I think I preferred it when you cried.

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[Tory] If you assume
that God forgives you,

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then it's gone, right? Erased?

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Forgiveness.

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[Tory] You must consecrate the sin.

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- Make it benign.
- Oh, yeah.

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- Bad becomes good.
- Oh, yes, it does.

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- Pain becomes pleasure.
- Oh!

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[Tory] And doesn't that mean,
if you really become one with God,

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you can never do wrong?

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Well, no, um, not really,
because that would, uh...

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...that would more than imply
that we're all perfect.

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- Perfect?
- Yeah.

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[Clinking]

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[Cries of panic]

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Perfectjust as we are.

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No, no, no! No!

143
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- Two minutes!
- Go on, go, get out!

144
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You're all heretics!
This is a desecration!

145
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Heretics!

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[Screaming continues]

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[Man] Get out!

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Heretics, get out!

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- Where is Gaius Baltar?
- He isn't here.

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[Screaming, glass breaking]

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You, on your feet. Find him.

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- Where is he?
- I don't know.

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<i>[Man over pa system]</i>
<i>Securlty alert. Deck 8, sectlon 14.</i>

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One minute!

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[Screaming]

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<i>[Man] We're comlng back</i>
<i>for Galus Baltar.</i>

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- [Tyrol] Frak!
- Finishing up, chief?

158
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Yeah, just give me one more relay.

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I think it's a boy.

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Here you go, chief.

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Nice to be small, huh?

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- Ahh!
- Ah!

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Chief, we ready to go?
I gotta get out.

164
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Yeah. Go ahead.

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[Whoosh]

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- Raptor away. Readings nominal.
- [Paolo] Racetrack, Redwing.

167
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Waiting for that school bus
of yours all day.

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School bus, huh?

169
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What's that make those things?
Bicycles?

170
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[Chuckles]

171
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Racing cars, sweetheart.
Top fuel racers.

172
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It's not gonna look very good
when they get beat by a school bus.

173
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OK, let's ride.

174
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Oh! What the frak?

175
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- Uh!
- Galactica, Racetrack,

176
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I have no control in my
port rear lower RCS thruster.

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- [Alarms sound]
- Skulls, get your ass up here.

178
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[Margaret] Galactica, Racetrack,
coming about.

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<i>Clear port landlng deck</i>
<i>for emergency landlng.</i>

180
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<i>[Man] Racetrack, Galactlca,</i>
<i>emergency landlng cleared.</i>

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One, two,

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three, four.

183
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One, two, three.

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Coming in hot.

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- [Alarms continue]
- [Margaret] Too hot!

186
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Where's the admiral?

187
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What are you doing, taking notes,
standing here, Mr Officious?

188
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You should be out there

189
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trying to find the people,
whoever they are!

190
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[Man] Whatever you say, sir.

191
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You can read the old text,
can't you, Gaius?

192
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[Gaius] Sons... of...

193
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Ar-is? Ares. Sons of Ares.
They committed this attack.

194
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Obviously,
a fundamentalist splinter group.

195
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Although, all they're doing

196
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is trying to protect the old gods.

197
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[Number Six] Old gods die hard.

198
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Even among your people.

199
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I've seen you here before.

200
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Your name is...

201
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Don't tell me, um, begins with "M."

202
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- Lilly.
- Lilly.

203
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What's in your hand, Lilly?

204
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Asclepius.

205
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The god of healing.

206
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I know you'll heal our people.

207
00:14:13,480 --> 00:14:15,630
But I thought...

208
00:14:18,400 --> 00:14:22,359
The old gods are fighting back.

209
00:14:26,440 --> 00:14:30,035
[Anthony] Those capacitors
are still hot. Watch yourself, chief.

210
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Take my glove.

211
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Frak me.

212
00:14:51,360 --> 00:14:52,998
My fault, didn't get swapped out.

213
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We could have died.
Was that in your pocket?

214
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- We don't have to do this.
- You're right, we're OK.

215
00:15:00,200 --> 00:15:02,031
It's OK.

216
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- Is it? Skulls, is it?
- Galen.

217
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You can tell me I frakked up.

218
00:15:07,320 --> 00:15:09,151
Nobody got hurt, OK? Forget it.

219
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- You're only human.
- No!

220
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Don't say that! Tell me I frakked up!

221
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Say it!

222
00:15:14,480 --> 00:15:16,277
Tell me I frakked up!

223
00:15:16,440 --> 00:15:18,237
Any one of you.

224
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Cowards!

225
00:15:21,760 --> 00:15:23,557
Chief, uh, I can handle this.

226
00:15:23,720 --> 00:15:25,631
Why don't you take a little down time?

227
00:15:27,640 --> 00:15:30,632
Get out of the Raptor, Figurski.

228
00:15:48,960 --> 00:15:52,350
[Number Six] People have room
in their hearts for one great belief,

229
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you or the old gods.

230
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Which one will it be?

231
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Why can't I just be a man?

232
00:16:05,360 --> 00:16:08,158
Do I really need to take on
the gods single-handed?

233
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Oh, but imagine the kind of man
you'll be when you do.

234
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Surely such a man
must be magnificent,

235
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larger-than-life, godlike himself.

236
00:16:19,200 --> 00:16:20,872
What are you talking about?

237
00:16:22,760 --> 00:16:24,751
It's not about that at all.

238
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It's about this.

239
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Stop!

240
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Stop.

241
00:16:44,920 --> 00:16:47,150
This is unacceptable.

242
00:16:48,680 --> 00:16:52,468
We have been targeted
because of what we believe

243
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by those who answer to faceless gods
that bear no relevance in our world.

244
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They want us to be afraid.

245
00:17:01,520 --> 00:17:04,273
And I'm tired of being afraid.

246
00:17:06,440 --> 00:17:08,431
The time has come to make a stand.

247
00:17:10,080 --> 00:17:11,877
And that time is now.

248
00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:17,150
Gaius, what...
What are you doing?

249
00:17:17,320 --> 00:17:18,389
Where are you going?

250
00:17:19,800 --> 00:17:20,789
Gaius?

251
00:17:24,320 --> 00:17:26,993
[Gaius] We wantjustice,
not these stupid old gods!

252
00:17:27,800 --> 00:17:29,358
Sir, we're having a service.

253
00:17:29,520 --> 00:17:31,909
Are you?
But whom are you serving?

254
00:17:32,080 --> 00:17:34,878
- I have to ask you to leave.
- Do you? Would you be serving Zeus?

255
00:17:35,040 --> 00:17:38,112
King of the gods, who also
happened to be, a serial rapist.

256
00:17:38,280 --> 00:17:39,508
[Cries of protest]

257
00:17:39,680 --> 00:17:43,070
Prone to giving birth out of his own
forehead. That's very likely!

258
00:17:43,240 --> 00:17:45,549
Gods strike me down.
Oh, what are you going to do?

259
00:17:45,720 --> 00:17:47,153
- Damn you.
- You ignorant witch,

260
00:17:47,320 --> 00:17:51,393
telling the people lies and stories.
Maybe you want me to pray to Asclepius,

261
00:17:51,560 --> 00:17:54,552
who healed wounds with the blood
of Gorgons, or Aphrodite

262
00:17:54,720 --> 00:17:57,439
or Artemis or any other of this rubbish!

263
00:17:57,600 --> 00:17:59,477
- [Shouting]
- [Man] Get out of here!

264
00:17:59,640 --> 00:18:02,712
How awful! Out of the way,
you hideous old witch.

265
00:18:02,880 --> 00:18:05,348
That's the kind of rubbish
that you made!

266
00:18:05,520 --> 00:18:08,239
I will not be destroyed at this level!

267
00:18:10,760 --> 00:18:13,832
God! Haven't enough of us
died already?

268
00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:15,991
[Shouting continues]

269
00:18:22,240 --> 00:18:23,559
Am I that late?

270
00:18:23,720 --> 00:18:27,030
No, this wasn't a treatment.
It was just a blood test.

271
00:18:27,200 --> 00:18:28,519
You brought a new book?

272
00:18:28,680 --> 00:18:32,229
Uh, yes. Something different this time.
It's a classic. My favourite.

273
00:18:32,400 --> 00:18:35,119
<i>Searlder Falcon,</i>
I haven't read it in years.

274
00:18:35,280 --> 00:18:36,679
I don't remember how it ends.

275
00:18:36,840 --> 00:18:38,956
I don't either.
I never read the ending.

276
00:18:39,120 --> 00:18:40,838
You're kidding. It's your favourite.

277
00:18:41,000 --> 00:18:44,276
I like it so much,
I don't want it to be over.

278
00:18:44,440 --> 00:18:45,793
So I'm saving it.

279
00:18:45,960 --> 00:18:47,359
Maybe I should do that.

280
00:18:51,200 --> 00:18:53,919
That's a bad idea. Maybe not.

281
00:18:55,800 --> 00:18:59,395
- Let me do that for you.
- OK, thanks.

282
00:19:01,120 --> 00:19:03,873
Baltar's back at home
in the brig again.

283
00:19:04,840 --> 00:19:06,239
Desecration of a temple.

284
00:19:06,400 --> 00:19:09,198
It's his revenge for what
happened to him this morning.

285
00:19:09,360 --> 00:19:10,509
It was brutal.

286
00:19:11,680 --> 00:19:15,036
I have my personnel trying to track down
anything on the Sons of Ares.

287
00:19:15,200 --> 00:19:16,315
But nobody's talking.

288
00:19:16,520 --> 00:19:20,069
The thing is that Baltar knows there
are religious hardliners in Dogsville,

289
00:19:20,240 --> 00:19:22,117
but he continues to provoke.

290
00:19:22,280 --> 00:19:25,192
I just can't have
a religious war in this fleet.

291
00:19:25,360 --> 00:19:27,078
Oh, please, no.
Then the whole damn thing

292
00:19:27,240 --> 00:19:29,754
will become our frakkin' responsibility,
yours and mine.

293
00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:32,673
Seriously, Bill, we have 30,000
people left and they're not happy

294
00:19:32,840 --> 00:19:34,796
unless they're kicking
each other's teeth in.

295
00:19:34,960 --> 00:19:38,270
- This is what we've become?
- No, it's him.

296
00:19:38,440 --> 00:19:42,228
Baltar has an uncanny way
of stirring up all the crap.

297
00:19:43,800 --> 00:19:46,872
I wonder if he'd be willing
to stay in lockdown,

298
00:19:47,040 --> 00:19:49,634
indefinitely, for his own safety.

299
00:19:49,800 --> 00:19:52,268
And make a martyr out of him?
No way.

300
00:19:52,440 --> 00:19:55,830
Those girly, groupie,
sex whatever-they-are,

301
00:19:56,000 --> 00:19:57,319
they already think he's a god.

302
00:19:57,480 --> 00:20:01,519
- So we kick him off of the Galactica.
- No, I want him close.

303
00:20:01,680 --> 00:20:03,989
I'm going to the brig.

304
00:20:04,160 --> 00:20:05,718
You want to see him?

305
00:20:06,800 --> 00:20:08,472
I want him to see me.

306
00:20:10,120 --> 00:20:11,109
[Door buzzes]

307
00:20:15,120 --> 00:20:17,236
Oh, we didn't even make it
to tomorrow, did we?

308
00:20:17,400 --> 00:20:19,072
You asked what I want.

309
00:20:20,000 --> 00:20:24,471
I want to know how it feels to have
killed billions of human beings,

310
00:20:24,640 --> 00:20:26,870
to have all that blood on your hands.

311
00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:29,959
Think it through.

312
00:20:30,520 --> 00:20:32,750
Because that's what I want.

313
00:20:34,920 --> 00:20:37,639
I feel it. Do you really think
that I couldn't?

314
00:20:38,120 --> 00:20:41,715
Do you?
Or do you turn it off?

315
00:20:41,880 --> 00:20:45,190
Is there a switch in your head
that you turn off?

316
00:20:45,360 --> 00:20:48,238
You talk like we're different,
but you know we're not.

317
00:20:51,400 --> 00:20:53,516
- Weapons.
- [Guns cocking]

318
00:20:58,120 --> 00:20:59,997
[Sizzling]

319
00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:02,515
Working late, or up early, chief?

320
00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:30,269
You act like you think I'm made
of switches and relays.

321
00:21:30,440 --> 00:21:31,998
Look...

322
00:21:32,160 --> 00:21:35,550
Veins, not wires.
We're the same.

323
00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:43,274
Do you see we're the same?

324
00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:50,948
- Then tell me.
- Tell you what?

325
00:21:53,360 --> 00:21:56,238
How you live with what you've done.

326
00:21:57,800 --> 00:21:59,074
Saul...

327
00:22:00,560 --> 00:22:02,915
...are you asking for absolution?

328
00:22:03,080 --> 00:22:05,753
Forgiveness?

329
00:22:08,040 --> 00:22:09,439
I can give you that.

330
00:22:11,480 --> 00:22:12,469
Stand down.

331
00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:14,994
Step outside.

332
00:22:23,480 --> 00:22:25,675
Just tell me what the trouble is.

333
00:22:31,040 --> 00:22:36,068
You have nothing to offer me.
We're not the same.

334
00:22:36,240 --> 00:22:37,719
[Door buzzes]

335
00:22:39,120 --> 00:22:40,314
[Door slams]

336
00:22:41,840 --> 00:22:42,989
Were you asleep?

337
00:22:43,760 --> 00:22:47,548
What is it this time?
Here to strip-search me?

338
00:22:47,720 --> 00:22:52,396
Or could it possibly be your presence
here means that the president

339
00:22:52,560 --> 00:22:54,710
has been made aware of my situation.

340
00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:57,269
It's being looked into.

341
00:22:57,440 --> 00:23:00,113
- Is it really?
- Aggressively.

342
00:23:00,280 --> 00:23:02,077
Now here's the thing.

343
00:23:04,960 --> 00:23:08,509
I want you to look at me, Gaius.

344
00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:10,079
Just look at me.

345
00:23:11,800 --> 00:23:15,110
This is a wig.

346
00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:20,036
I'm dying.

347
00:23:22,480 --> 00:23:25,199
Now, if you look in my eyes...

348
00:23:25,360 --> 00:23:28,158
Go ahead, look...
You can probably see it.

349
00:23:29,160 --> 00:23:30,912
I'm very sorry.

350
00:23:31,080 --> 00:23:33,878
No, no, no, I don't want your pity.
I'm still doing my job.

351
00:23:34,040 --> 00:23:37,715
In fact, I'm gonna aggressively
pursue the men that attacked you.

352
00:23:37,880 --> 00:23:40,030
I'm going to limit the size
of public assemblies

353
00:23:40,200 --> 00:23:42,668
to protect your people, but...

354
00:23:43,680 --> 00:23:46,911
I'm going to be slipping away
from this life very soon.

355
00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:50,390
And I've gotten kind of curious
as to what that's going to be like,

356
00:23:50,560 --> 00:23:52,073
and so, I did some research.

357
00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:55,949
Some people say that when people
are getting closer to their death,

358
00:23:56,120 --> 00:24:00,875
they just don't care as much about rules
and laws and conventional morality.

359
00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:02,439
Are you threatening me?

360
00:24:02,600 --> 00:24:05,114
No, no, I'm just saying
have a quiet life.

361
00:24:05,280 --> 00:24:08,238
And I'll die a quiet little death.

362
00:24:09,040 --> 00:24:10,632
And everyone will be happy.

363
00:24:10,800 --> 00:24:15,954
It's just that I'm not in the mood
any longer to indulge you.

364
00:24:16,120 --> 00:24:17,394
And that's...

365
00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:22,395
...all.

366
00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:28,633
And you are being released, so...

367
00:24:29,280 --> 00:24:30,998
...stay safe.

368
00:24:35,760 --> 00:24:37,990
[Loud chatter and music]

369
00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:48,951
Hey, Chief.

370
00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:52,279
[Man] Hey, Admiral.

371
00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:57,839
We all miss her, Chief.

372
00:24:59,280 --> 00:25:01,669
I understand if you need some time off.

373
00:25:01,840 --> 00:25:05,549
Or even if you might need more shifts
to keep yourself busy.

374
00:25:05,720 --> 00:25:08,314
No one knows how they're going
to react to loss like this,

375
00:25:08,480 --> 00:25:09,879
or what they're gonna need.

376
00:25:11,040 --> 00:25:12,758
I don't need special treatment.

377
00:25:17,080 --> 00:25:19,275
I guess she just couldn't take it, huh?

378
00:25:19,440 --> 00:25:21,431
Being married to a Cylon?

379
00:25:21,600 --> 00:25:23,909
Being the mother
of a half-breed abomination?

380
00:25:30,120 --> 00:25:31,951
- Here you go, sir.
- Thank you.

381
00:25:35,800 --> 00:25:37,119
She was a good woman.

382
00:25:43,120 --> 00:25:45,793
If you really believe that,

383
00:25:45,960 --> 00:25:47,632
you wouldn't have threatened

384
00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:51,031
to stick her up against
a bulkhead and shoot her.

385
00:25:53,560 --> 00:25:55,551
It's OK, though.

386
00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:58,314
I thought about doing it
many times myself.

387
00:25:58,480 --> 00:26:00,357
- Believe me.
- Chief, it's...

388
00:26:00,520 --> 00:26:03,910
How many of us ended up with
the people we really wanted to be with?

389
00:26:05,640 --> 00:26:08,393
Got stuck with the best
of limited options?

390
00:26:09,160 --> 00:26:11,310
And why?

391
00:26:13,160 --> 00:26:14,832
Because the ones we really wanted,

392
00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:17,309
the really loved, were dead...

393
00:26:17,480 --> 00:26:18,993
...and dying...

394
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:23,390
...or turned out to be Cylons and they
didn't know it. If Boomer had...

395
00:26:23,560 --> 00:26:26,074
- If I had known...
- Listen.

396
00:26:26,240 --> 00:26:27,468
- Listen, let's...
- No.

397
00:26:27,640 --> 00:26:30,234
- Let's go. Come on.
- No, no.

398
00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:33,278
- I didn't know. I didn't know.
- Let's go home.

399
00:26:33,440 --> 00:26:36,591
So I buried my head in the sand
and I took it and I settled!

400
00:26:37,240 --> 00:26:39,390
I settled for that shriek,

401
00:26:39,560 --> 00:26:41,152
those dull vacant eyes,

402
00:26:41,320 --> 00:26:43,754
the boiled cabbage stench of her.

403
00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:45,831
And why?
Because this is my life!

404
00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:47,956
This is the life I picked.

405
00:26:48,120 --> 00:26:50,190
And it's fine, but you know what?

406
00:26:50,360 --> 00:26:52,112
It's not. I didn't pick this life.

407
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:54,271
This is not my frakkin' life.

408
00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:57,955
What the hell's gotten into you?
Don't do this.

409
00:26:58,760 --> 00:27:01,513
- Don't do this to her memory.
- You know what?

410
00:27:01,680 --> 00:27:04,319
I'm sorry if I'm not gonna do this
the way you want me to,

411
00:27:04,480 --> 00:27:05,754
or the way you might.

412
00:27:05,920 --> 00:27:09,230
But I will not make an angel
out of someone who wasn't an angel.

413
00:27:10,360 --> 00:27:13,158
But I can see you have.

414
00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:16,039
And now you've come down here
to be in my club,

415
00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:17,553
but you're not in my club.

416
00:27:17,720 --> 00:27:19,676
You don't know what frakkin' club I'm in

417
00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:22,400
'cause you never asked
the right questions.

418
00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:24,437
Chief, let's get out of here.

419
00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:28,673
No. Why don't you go?
Take care of your precious ship.

420
00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:31,149
Stop it. Stop all of this.

421
00:27:31,320 --> 00:27:34,073
If you don't, I'm going to have
to act on it. Now shut up.

422
00:27:34,240 --> 00:27:36,913
Great! Do it! Please!

423
00:27:37,080 --> 00:27:39,150
For the love of gods,
please demote me.

424
00:27:39,320 --> 00:27:41,709
Get me off your frakkin' ship!

425
00:27:44,120 --> 00:27:48,398
Specialist Tyrol,
I want you off my hangar deck

426
00:27:48,560 --> 00:27:51,154
before you endanger another pilot.

427
00:27:51,320 --> 00:27:53,914
You're to report to Petty Officer Bassom

428
00:27:54,080 --> 00:27:57,914
tomorrow morning at 0600
for reassignment.

429
00:27:58,080 --> 00:27:59,877
Do you understand?

430
00:28:46,840 --> 00:28:48,751
You have authority
over emergency measures,

431
00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:51,514
but you bulldozed this through
after the session was closed.

432
00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:53,989
- [Muttering]
- It's a crowd control measure.

433
00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:57,038
I also authorised
the repair of a cargo elevator.

434
00:28:57,200 --> 00:28:59,270
- Do you want to talk about that too?
- Crowd control?

435
00:28:59,440 --> 00:29:02,398
Looks like it was designed purely
to stop Gaius Baltar's organisation.

436
00:29:02,560 --> 00:29:06,269
- You mean his cult?
- Well, his "cult" was attacked.

437
00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:09,557
And from what I'm hearing
around the fleet, it was pretty brutal.

438
00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:11,756
It was brutal. Exactly.

439
00:29:11,920 --> 00:29:15,674
And this measure is designed
explicitly to protect those people.

440
00:29:15,840 --> 00:29:19,879
If they aren't gathering en masse,
they aren't provoking resentment.

441
00:29:20,040 --> 00:29:22,759
But limits his group, while permitting
more mainstream worship.

442
00:29:22,920 --> 00:29:25,593
[Roslin] Wherever Gaius Baltar is,
violence happens.

443
00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:28,558
And if he doesn't cause it,
he draws it. My job, Mr Adama,

444
00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:33,999
is and always will be
to keep the people safe.

445
00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:38,988
Madame president, I have to wonder
if this resolution couldn't be used

446
00:29:39,160 --> 00:29:41,276
against other offshoot
religious groups.

447
00:29:41,440 --> 00:29:43,954
Absolutely not.
Gaius Baltar is a special case.

448
00:29:44,120 --> 00:29:46,873
- You know that.
- And we're making him a special case.

449
00:29:47,040 --> 00:29:49,031
- How?
- We're fuelling his argument.

450
00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:51,555
I mean, is he preaching violence?
Lmmoral acts?

451
00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:55,235
I don't know. I haven't been to one of
his, what are they called? Services?

452
00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:59,313
It's not that far from what some of
our own Mithras followers believe.

453
00:29:59,480 --> 00:30:02,756
We have Mithrasaries among the Gemenese.
Can this order be applied to them?

454
00:30:02,920 --> 00:30:05,798
Clear your heads.
We are talking about Gaius Baltar.

455
00:30:05,960 --> 00:30:10,112
Everyone in this room experienced
tragedy at New Caprica.

456
00:30:10,280 --> 00:30:12,032
Have we forgotten?

457
00:30:12,200 --> 00:30:16,079
Will you open this order
to a full quorum vote?

458
00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:19,357
- No.
- We can override, madam president.

459
00:30:19,520 --> 00:30:21,192
I cannot let this stand.

460
00:30:21,360 --> 00:30:25,035
You can override, and you cannot
let this stand, Mr Adama?

461
00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:26,679
Then you open it up to a vote.

462
00:30:26,840 --> 00:30:30,355
And if you strike this down,
you can all go back to your constituents

463
00:30:30,520 --> 00:30:33,830
tell them what you've done, and
"we, the people" will have triumphed.

464
00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:36,150
But think about
what it's gonna cost you.

465
00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:41,599
Because every single one of you
remembers what it was like

466
00:30:41,760 --> 00:30:43,955
when Gaius Baltar had political power.

467
00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:48,238
And you should be terrified
to think about what this man will do

468
00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:50,630
with blind religious devotion.

469
00:30:50,800 --> 00:30:51,789
So go ahead.

470
00:30:52,920 --> 00:30:55,832
Vote.

471
00:31:12,760 --> 00:31:15,672
Should I get used
to waking up to this face?

472
00:31:19,840 --> 00:31:21,831
You're travelling light.

473
00:31:22,000 --> 00:31:25,879
An informal chat.
Just you and me.

474
00:31:26,040 --> 00:31:28,952
<i>[Caprlca Slx] And the man</i>
<i>watchlng through the cameras.</i>

475
00:31:29,120 --> 00:31:31,918
You haven't answered my question.

476
00:31:32,080 --> 00:31:33,957
You want to know how I work?

477
00:31:35,280 --> 00:31:37,350
If I can turn off pain?

478
00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:39,033
Can you?

479
00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:41,475
I want the pain.

480
00:31:41,640 --> 00:31:43,232
It's how I learn.

481
00:31:45,520 --> 00:31:49,752
I was instrumental
in the destruction of humanity.

482
00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:52,388
But at the same time,
I learned because...

483
00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:55,595
...because I fell in love.

484
00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:58,069
With a human man.

485
00:31:58,240 --> 00:32:00,390
And he was mortal.

486
00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,275
And fallible.

487
00:32:04,440 --> 00:32:09,309
And he had this incredible pride
in himself.

488
00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:12,153
He thought he knew everything
there was to know.

489
00:32:12,320 --> 00:32:15,357
And I loved him
with my whole heart.

490
00:32:17,800 --> 00:32:20,997
And then one day, I realised...

491
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:23,638
...I wouldn't have him forever.

492
00:32:26,320 --> 00:32:27,992
I understood what I'd done.

493
00:32:29,800 --> 00:32:32,394
How I betrayed him and humanity.

494
00:32:33,720 --> 00:32:38,555
And that pain taught me
to understand death.

495
00:32:40,720 --> 00:32:42,870
Baltar could die.

496
00:32:43,640 --> 00:32:45,551
- And I loved him.
- No.

497
00:32:45,720 --> 00:32:48,473
- Baltar's heart was ephemeral.
- No.

498
00:32:48,640 --> 00:32:51,473
Baltar's body was fragile
in my hands.

499
00:32:51,640 --> 00:32:55,076
We are not gonna talk about the fragile
body of Gaius frakkin' Baltar!

500
00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:57,595
Door! Door!

501
00:32:57,760 --> 00:32:59,716
- [Door buzzes]
- Dismissed.

502
00:33:00,360 --> 00:33:01,554
Clear out, out!

503
00:33:02,560 --> 00:33:04,118
Frak, what's he gonna do to her?

504
00:33:10,880 --> 00:33:13,838
- I can tell you how to turn it off.
- How?

505
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:16,673
Pain is how I learn from the guilt.

506
00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:18,193
There's wisdom there.

507
00:33:18,360 --> 00:33:22,114
- Clarity. You know yourself there.
- Pain.

508
00:33:22,280 --> 00:33:26,398
Our minds were designed
based on your minds.

509
00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:30,473
We learn things about how you work
that you've never known.

510
00:33:34,160 --> 00:33:38,790
When you're in pain, that's when
you learn who you really are.

511
00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:42,868
That's when you focus,

512
00:33:43,040 --> 00:33:46,191
sharp as the point of a knife.

513
00:33:56,440 --> 00:33:58,431
I can give you that clarity again.

514
00:34:02,080 --> 00:34:04,435
I'm sorry, sir, I'm not supposed
to let you enter.

515
00:34:04,600 --> 00:34:07,831
- What's going on? What are you doing?
- There are 12 people inside already.

516
00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:09,558
- You can count?
- Yes, sir.

517
00:34:09,720 --> 00:34:12,598
You can't enter without breaking
emergency provision 170.

518
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:14,193
Let me out. If I leave, he can come in.

519
00:34:14,360 --> 00:34:15,839
Yes, if she leaves,
then I can come in.

520
00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:18,070
We're asking everyone
to stay inside for safety reasons.

521
00:34:18,240 --> 00:34:19,992
- You're counting heads.
- I have my orders.

522
00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:22,549
But I live here, OK? I live here,
and so do some of these women.

523
00:34:22,720 --> 00:34:24,119
Where are we supposed to go?

524
00:34:25,720 --> 00:34:29,679
[Six] This is your moment, Gaius.
Step forward. Make a stand.

525
00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:32,400
Uh, I don't want to be a hero.

526
00:34:33,360 --> 00:34:35,476
- I just want to go to bed. Go to sleep.
- Look at me.

527
00:34:35,640 --> 00:34:39,633
I promise you. Step forward,
and you will not be hurt.

528
00:34:41,120 --> 00:34:44,795
- Promise me?
- Yes, you can lie down inside. Go in.

529
00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:49,394
Stop, sir.

530
00:34:51,160 --> 00:34:53,549
- [Paulla] Gaius!
- [Crowd gasping and crying]

531
00:35:02,040 --> 00:35:07,034
Get your damn hands off me,
you frakkin' freak machine!

532
00:35:10,160 --> 00:35:11,275
- [Smack]
- Uhh!

533
00:35:11,560 --> 00:35:12,709
Uhh!

534
00:35:12,880 --> 00:35:14,711
Uhh!

535
00:35:14,880 --> 00:35:16,154
Uhh!

536
00:35:19,560 --> 00:35:21,152
Can you feel it, Saul?

537
00:35:21,320 --> 00:35:24,153
Can you feel the clarity of it?

538
00:35:24,320 --> 00:35:26,550
[Moans]

539
00:35:33,440 --> 00:35:35,715
[Guard] Stay down
or clear this area, sir!

540
00:35:35,880 --> 00:35:37,677
You have to do this.

541
00:35:37,840 --> 00:35:39,671
The gain will outweigh the cost.

542
00:35:41,440 --> 00:35:43,271
[Gasps]

543
00:35:46,320 --> 00:35:47,514
- Uhh!
- [Women scream]

544
00:35:48,520 --> 00:35:49,919
[Groaning]

545
00:35:51,240 --> 00:35:53,595
I want to stay down.
I really want to stay down.

546
00:35:53,760 --> 00:35:55,432
No, you don't.

547
00:36:04,240 --> 00:36:05,639
- Uhh!
- [More screaming]

548
00:36:05,800 --> 00:36:08,075
- Stay down, please, sir!
- Wait, wait, stop!

549
00:36:08,240 --> 00:36:10,800
- Lieutenant.
- Stand down.

550
00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:14,718
The quorum has just met
in an emergency session.

551
00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:16,996
Full right of assembly
has been restored.

552
00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:18,559
[Crowd murmuring]

553
00:36:18,720 --> 00:36:21,837
You can, uh, you can
go back into your home.

554
00:36:22,000 --> 00:36:24,389
- No one will stop you.
- [Paulla] Oh, Gaius.

555
00:36:29,880 --> 00:36:31,632
Thank you.

556
00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:33,552
I don't do these things for you.

557
00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:38,916
You do them because
your god compels you.

558
00:36:41,720 --> 00:36:43,711
OK, OK.

559
00:36:44,400 --> 00:36:45,992
Let's help him go back.

560
00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:55,478
Lee has no idea.
He really has no idea.

561
00:36:58,600 --> 00:37:00,158
Have you heard anything I said?

562
00:37:00,320 --> 00:37:04,154
There are pragmatic realities
he refuses to face.

563
00:37:06,200 --> 00:37:08,111
Well, that's a problem, of course.

564
00:37:09,120 --> 00:37:12,032
He's doing what he thinks is right.

565
00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:13,838
Well, yeah, he's Lee.

566
00:37:15,840 --> 00:37:18,752
Thing is, it probably is
the right thing, but...

567
00:37:18,920 --> 00:37:22,276
...sometimes the right thing
is a luxury.

568
00:37:22,440 --> 00:37:25,238
And it can have profoundly
dangerous consequences.

569
00:37:25,400 --> 00:37:28,870
And yet it's almost as if
he doesn't want that to be true.

570
00:37:29,440 --> 00:37:31,317
OK, I gotta stop this.

571
00:37:31,480 --> 00:37:34,995
I'm not supposed to get upset
during treatment.

572
00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:38,831
Will you read the next chapter?

573
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:44,591
I must warn you that I'm getting
into the part that I haven't read yet.

574
00:37:44,760 --> 00:37:48,435
Oh, dear. Are you going
to be able to continue?

575
00:37:58,280 --> 00:37:59,474
Chapter seven:

576
00:37:59,640 --> 00:38:03,758
"The raft was not as seaworthy
as I had hoped.

577
00:38:03,920 --> 00:38:06,957
The waves repeatedly threatened
to swamp it.

578
00:38:07,120 --> 00:38:08,838
I wasn't afraid to die.

579
00:38:11,320 --> 00:38:14,630
I was afraid of the emptiness
that I felt inside.

580
00:38:19,360 --> 00:38:21,828
I couldn't feel anything.

581
00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:24,473
That's what scared me.

582
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:28,068
It came into my thoughts.

583
00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:31,638
It filled them.

584
00:38:34,320 --> 00:38:35,753
It felt good."

585
00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:37,069
More.

586
00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:39,998
No.

587
00:38:41,800 --> 00:38:43,233
Keep going.

588
00:38:44,120 --> 00:38:45,917
No, I made a mistake.

589
00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:50,634
This isn't what you need.

590
00:38:56,640 --> 00:38:58,278
[Gaius] I'm not a priest.

591
00:38:59,320 --> 00:39:02,278
I've never even been
a particularly good man.

592
00:39:04,640 --> 00:39:05,959
I have, in fact...

593
00:39:07,640 --> 00:39:10,712
...been a profoundly selfish man.

594
00:39:12,080 --> 00:39:13,877
But that doesn't matter, you see.

595
00:39:14,040 --> 00:39:18,397
Something in the universe loves me.

596
00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:25,394
Something in the universe

597
00:39:25,560 --> 00:39:28,870
loves the entity that is me.

598
00:39:29,040 --> 00:39:32,874
I will choose to call
this something "God."

599
00:39:33,040 --> 00:39:37,909
A singular spark that dwells
in the soul of every living being.

600
00:39:38,680 --> 00:39:42,468
If you look inside yourself,
you will find this spark too.

601
00:39:43,920 --> 00:39:44,909
You will.

602
00:39:47,160 --> 00:39:48,559
But you have to look.

603
00:39:50,400 --> 00:39:51,389
Deep.

604
00:39:52,160 --> 00:39:54,151
Love your faults.

605
00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:57,151
Embrace them.

606
00:39:58,280 --> 00:40:02,273
If God embraces them,
then how can they be faults?

607
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:04,831
Love yourself.

608
00:40:06,160 --> 00:40:08,037
You have to love yourself.

609
00:40:09,120 --> 00:40:11,680
If we don't love ourselves...

610
00:40:12,720 --> 00:40:14,676
...how can we love others?

611
00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:22,708
And when we know what we are, then
we can find the truth out about others.

612
00:40:22,880 --> 00:40:25,553
See what they are.

613
00:40:25,720 --> 00:40:27,711
The truth about them.

614
00:40:29,120 --> 00:40:32,669
And you know what the truth is,

615
00:40:32,840 --> 00:40:34,910
the truth about them.

616
00:40:36,640 --> 00:40:37,868
About you.

617
00:40:38,600 --> 00:40:40,238
About me.

618
00:40:40,400 --> 00:40:41,435
Do you?

619
00:40:47,400 --> 00:40:49,834
The truth is we are all perfect,

620
00:40:51,400 --> 00:40:52,879
just as we are.

621
00:40:53,040 --> 00:40:54,473
[Crying]

622
00:40:54,640 --> 00:40:57,791
God only loves that which is perfect,
and he loves you.

623
00:40:58,480 --> 00:41:01,278
He loves you because you are perfect.

624
00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:03,112
You are perfect...

625
00:41:04,600 --> 00:41:05,999
...just as you are.

626
00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:08,754
[Cheers and applause]

