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Now...
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Who can tell me the steps
of a partial laryngectomy?
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In group settings,
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men are 75% more likely
to speak up than women,
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and when a woman does speak
up, it's statistically probable
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her male counterparts
will either interrupt her
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or speak over her.
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It's not because they're rude.
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Cross.
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It's science. The female
voice is scientifically proven
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to be more difficult for
a male brain to register.
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What does this mean?
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It means in this world,
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where men are bigger, stronger, faster,
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if you're not ready to fight,
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the silence will kill you.
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(Horns honking) (Indistinct shouting)
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This is killing me.
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We have not moved in 10 minutes.
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(Sighs) (Bee buzzing)
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I swear that Bumblebee has
passed this car twice already.
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It passed us, it circled the earth,
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and then came back
around to pass us again.
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Yeah, because we left
late because you overslept.
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Not fun when you're driving
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- and someone makes you late.
- If you want to stay up all night
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screwing around with
some dude, I don't care,
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till you spend all morning
complaining about it in my car.
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I don't know what you're talking about.
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We share a wall.
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So move out!
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Nobody told you you could
crash in Amelia's room, anyway!
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Okay, it's not Amelia's room anymore.
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- What is that? Two fire trucks?
- And three ambulances.
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That's got to be like a
four or five-car pileup.
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50 bucks says a big rig's involved.
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- Hey. Hey! That's not a good idea.
- Let's go, Karev.
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Screw it.
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(Sirens wailing)
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(Man screaming)
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Keps, I could use
another set of hands here.
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I'm on it.
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(Screaming continues)
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We've been paging you for half an hour.
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I've been a little busy.
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We got a 45-year-old
male with a head lac,
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positive LOC on the scene.
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Also has abdominal contusion.
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I'd like to say it's not
as bad as it looks, but...
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Major pileup, multiple wounds.
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A big rig flipped. Bigger mess.
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Do you think he has
intra-abdominal injury?
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Well, there's one way to find out.
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All right, let's get her inside.
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I got this. Go.
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A bony deformity in the temporal region.
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- 5 centimeter head lac.
- Abdomen's clear.
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Palpable pulses in all four extremities.
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We've got mild pupillary asymmetry.
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We need to get a head C.T.
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- Let's page Neuro.
- Mm-hmm.
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Starting to regret taking
that tour of the city today.
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(Groans)
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No rain. Thought it was a good idea.
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- I got more than I bargained for.
- Yeah, hey, Dr. Warren here.
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Well, you did hit your
head pretty good, Lou...
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but we're gonna get you fixed up.
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Wasn't my most graceful landing, either.
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Yeah, sure.
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Pushing 150 of fentanyl. This
should help with the pain.
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You know they had a
wall at Pike's Market
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covered in people's chewing gum?
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I do, in fact, know
that, Lou. I grew up here.
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- Mm.
- Thanks.
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(Sighs)
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- Where's Neuro?
- Paged. No response.
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Well, then go get them.
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(Sighs)
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- Any pain here, Lou?
- Just a little sore.
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- A little sore?
- (Groans)
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- He's lost his pulse!
- (Groans)
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- All right, cover your ears.
- Why?
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(Bone cracks) (Screams)
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- That's why.
- I want hourly Neuro checks on bed 6,
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sign off on beds 4 and 8.
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- Bed 7.
- What?
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Bed 7. We don't have a patient in bed 8.
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Right. So busy in
here, who can remember?
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(Pager buzzes)
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- We're being paged to...
- Trauma 1.
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- Dr. Grey.
- And Trauma 3. Dr. Hunt.
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Both urgent, not critical.
Do want Hunt first or Grey?
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- Dr. Grey told me to come find you.
- Really?
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Meredith actually asked for me, or
did she just want Neuro in general?
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I... I don't remember.
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Yeah, you do.
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Have Grey give us a page if
her patient becomes critical.
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- Where's Hunt? Trauma 3, right?
- 3.
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We'll be there in less than 10 minutes.
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Dr. Warren, some help over here, please.
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Coming through!
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(Gasping)
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I need O2 tanks over here for transport.
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We're out here visiting my sister.
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She and my kids are on a girls' day out.
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So I decided to go see the Space Needle.
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Now I'm seeing all kinds of needles.
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(Laughs)
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Yeah, it's corny. I know. Sorry.
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My daughters tell me
I make the worst jokes.
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How many kids do you have?
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Two.
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- They're 10 and 6.
- Aww. Sweet.
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And they are smart, man.
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(Chuckles)
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They're smarter than I...
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- Whoa!
- Okay.
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What are we looking at?
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- Um...
- Come on, speak up!
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- A tonic clonic seizure.
- That's right. Let's roll him.
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1, 2, 3.
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- Okay, what do we do now?
- We wait for it to pass.
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We wait for it to pass.
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It's going on too long.
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We need 10 of lorazepam. It's
locked in Pharma. Go... now.
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It's okay, Lou. I got you.
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(Exhales slowly)
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Ooh.
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That was a big one.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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All right.
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Oh. He's gonna need a
new gown and fresh sheets.
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Oh, I hate it when they do that.
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- Could you get an orderly? Do you mind?
- Okay.
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- Be right back.
- Okay, hey, there's no rush,
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but if you do see Neuro,
get them up here, please.
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Lou.
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Lou.
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You need to lay down.
You shouldn't be up. Lou.
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(Moaning)
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Let's get back on the bed, Lou.
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- (Grunts)
- Mm!
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(Grunts)
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(Grunts)
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Ugh! Aah!
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(Both grunting)
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- Coming through!
- I need that chest X-ray!
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V-fib, charge to 300.
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Charged.
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All right. All right, ready?
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- Clear!
- (Beeping)
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Come on. Come on, come on, come on.
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Right. Clear!
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(Beeping)
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Come on.
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(Flatline continues)
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Okay. I'm calling it.
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Time of death... 11:42.
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Crap.
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I really thought we had him.
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Yeah, me too.
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(Sighs)
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I need some help in here now!
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Trauma panel. Send
blood for a crossmatch.
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- Belly is soft.
- Bruising on the left chest.
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- Decreased breath sounds on the left.
- Art line is going in.
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Pulse ox is down to 88.
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For a trauma series.
Hook up those monitors.
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We need a wide bore I.V.
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Get Ortho here. Add some
left arm and leg films.
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- Has anyone told the chief?
- Okay, do not page her.
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This is one patient. We
can do this one, okay?
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She has to handle everything else.
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The guy who did this... he
was stable, non-aggressive.
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He wasn't a threat. I left for
like five minutes, and this happens.
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He was postictal.
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Hyper-aggression can
occur after a seizure.
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Temporary fugue state.
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- He won't even remember it.
- Where is he now?
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Restrained, and being
treated right next door.
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(Door opens)
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(Sighs)
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- Her vein's collapsed. I can't get in.
- Put in a central line.
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- I got it.
- Oh, okay.
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Obvious dislocation of the left elbow.
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We got some left knee swelling.
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Rib fractures on the left
with palpable crepitus.
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- Get Ortho here.
- Get a blood gas from the art line.
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- We need a wide bore I.V.
- No obvious flail.
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(Heart beating)
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(No audio)
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- Damn it.
- Send for a trauma panel and a cross.
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Somebody get Jackson in here right now!
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- Grey.
- On it.
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Grey, we're gonna shoot
a quick X-ray, all right?
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Hi. I'm here.
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(No audio)
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1, 2, 3, easy.
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- (Screams)
- Easy, easy, easy, easy.
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Okay. Easy.
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All right, okay. All
right, everybody back.
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(Groans)
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Okay. All right, ready? On three.
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1, 2, 3.
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(Screams)
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All right, easy.
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- No, no, no, no.
- Meredith, it's okay.
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It's okay, it's okay. It's okay.
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It's okay.
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We're here. What have we...
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Possible concussion, head contusions,
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multiple blunt-force
blows to the head and neck.
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It's... it's Grey. I'm
sorry. I thought you knew.
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Dr. Shepherd?
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(Monitor beeping rapidly)
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Dr. Shepherd.
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Dr. Shepherd!
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- Here's the films.
- Okay. Pressure's 90 over 60.
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She's got a 30% pneumo.
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- No obvious effusion.
- She needs a chest tube.
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I need a 36 tube,
Betadine, and 6 1/2 gloves.
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Set up the pleurovac.
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(Heart beating)
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Just got labs. Crit is stable.
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Oh, good. Draw blood
gas from the a-line.
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- What is this? What the hell happened?
- She was attacked by a patient.
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The neck is bruised and swollen.
She needs an airway evaluation.
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All right, I'm on it, I'm on it.
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No bony deformity.
Positive battle's sign.
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Okay, Meredith, we're gonna have
to put in a chest tube, all right?
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Your lung is collapsing.
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(No audio)
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And this is gonna burn.
I'm injecting the Lido.
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You can't work on your family.
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Everybody in this damn
room is her family.
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- It's fine.
- Here we go.
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(Meredith groans)
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(Gasps, coughs)
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- Breathe, Mer, breathe. Breathe.
- Chest tube is in.
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Okay, easy, easy, easy. Easy, easy.
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Pulse ox is coming back up. 88, 90.
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No evidence of traumatic brain injury.
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No... no focal deficits.
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Uh, except...
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uh, uh, Dr. Grey, I need you
to move your fingers for me.
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Or your toes.
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Come on. Just come on. wiggle something.
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She responded to the painful stimulus.
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- It doesn't make sense...
- Pulse ox is dropping again.
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Unless...
254
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- The chest tube has a small air leak.
- No, she has mild sub-Q emphysema.
255
00:12:40,600 --> 00:12:42,453
We need to secure this
airway and tube her.
256
00:12:42,573 --> 00:12:44,146
- Got it.
- Guys.
257
00:12:44,266 --> 00:12:45,467
Guys. I don't think she can hear us.
258
00:12:45,587 --> 00:12:46,915
- What?
- Are you sure?
259
00:12:47,035 --> 00:12:48,789
No. Mer.
260
00:12:54,103 --> 00:12:56,887
I see evidence of barotrauma,
possibly from the blows.
261
00:12:57,007 --> 00:12:58,060
I think Karev might be right.
262
00:12:58,180 --> 00:13:00,727
I don't think she can
hear anything we're saying.
263
00:13:01,399 --> 00:13:02,520
Her jaw is locked.
264
00:13:02,640 --> 00:13:03,959
- Suction!
- Suction.
265
00:13:04,079 --> 00:13:05,397
Can we take a look?
266
00:13:05,517 --> 00:13:08,264
All right. Let me see.
Yeah, yeah, easy, easy.
267
00:13:08,384 --> 00:13:10,226
Yeah, we've got a dislocation
here, possible fracture.
268
00:13:10,346 --> 00:13:11,634
There's no way we're
getting a tube in there.
269
00:13:11,754 --> 00:13:14,662
You have to get a tube in. You
have to preserve her airway.
270
00:13:14,782 --> 00:13:15,815
Or we have to trach her.
271
00:13:15,935 --> 00:13:17,825
No, no, no. Um... All
right, wait a second.
272
00:13:17,945 --> 00:13:19,489
If I can reduce the dislocation,
273
00:13:19,609 --> 00:13:21,381
we can probably get her mouth
open just enough to intubate.
274
00:13:21,501 --> 00:13:23,665
It's gonna hurt like hell, though.
275
00:13:23,785 --> 00:13:24,855
Okay. Hang tight.
276
00:13:24,975 --> 00:13:27,228
I'm sorry. Here. Okay, Mer.
277
00:13:27,348 --> 00:13:29,829
Okay, we're gonna have to
pop your jaw open, okay?
278
00:13:29,949 --> 00:13:31,727
I'm sorry. I know. But we have to do it.
279
00:13:31,847 --> 00:13:34,903
And we're gonna do this on the
count of three, you guys. Ready? 1...
280
00:13:35,245 --> 00:13:36,520
2...
281
00:13:37,067 --> 00:13:38,111
Aah!
282
00:14:00,017 --> 00:14:03,679
(No audio)
283
00:14:47,322 --> 00:14:49,390
(No audio)
284
00:15:14,283 --> 00:15:16,250
(No audio)
285
00:16:19,864 --> 00:16:21,966
(No audio)
286
00:18:01,098 --> 00:18:03,717
(No audio)
287
00:20:15,550 --> 00:20:17,591
(No audio)
288
00:20:30,342 --> 00:20:31,582
Hey.
289
00:20:31,702 --> 00:20:33,603
What's wrong, Meredith?
290
00:20:46,213 --> 00:20:47,680
Hey.
291
00:21:08,868 --> 00:21:10,550
Just get it out, get it all out.
292
00:21:10,670 --> 00:21:12,171
(Crying)
293
00:21:12,291 --> 00:21:14,094
The tears, all the...
294
00:21:17,830 --> 00:21:20,213
God, you've got a lot of snot.
295
00:21:21,388 --> 00:21:22,583
(Laughs)
296
00:21:22,703 --> 00:21:23,992
I'm serious. I'm for real.
297
00:21:24,112 --> 00:21:26,788
I mean, you might have
a serious condition.
298
00:21:27,970 --> 00:21:31,264
Come on, woman. Blow your damn nose.
299
00:21:32,610 --> 00:21:33,895
Hang on.
300
00:21:34,295 --> 00:21:35,585
Mer.
301
00:21:36,064 --> 00:21:38,463
(Snapping fingers) Can you hear me?
302
00:21:39,103 --> 00:21:40,878
- Mm-hmm.
- You can hear me?
303
00:21:40,998 --> 00:21:43,293
- Mm-hmm.
- You can hear me?
304
00:21:43,413 --> 00:21:44,817
- Mm-hmm.
- (Laughs)
305
00:21:44,937 --> 00:21:47,037
(Laughing) Oh, my God.
306
00:21:47,408 --> 00:21:48,762
Oh.
307
00:21:49,221 --> 00:21:51,486
(Both laugh)
308
00:21:57,587 --> 00:22:00,368
It is important that you
continue the voice rest, okay?
309
00:22:00,488 --> 00:22:02,431
Your tracheal injury is not...
310
00:22:02,551 --> 00:22:04,572
fully healed, and your latest audiometry
311
00:22:04,692 --> 00:22:07,066
shows that the hearing in your right ear
312
00:22:07,186 --> 00:22:09,726
has almost completely returned.
313
00:22:09,846 --> 00:22:12,492
On your left, you're looking
at about 55%, which is good.
314
00:22:12,612 --> 00:22:13,897
It's only been a few weeks, you know,
315
00:22:14,017 --> 00:22:15,759
so I'm not concerned about it.
316
00:22:15,879 --> 00:22:18,855
It's gonna come back, Meredith, okay?
317
00:22:18,975 --> 00:22:20,950
- (Loudly) I want you to continue to...
- Mm.
318
00:22:21,070 --> 00:22:24,003
(Softly) I want you to continue to
move your fingers while in the cast,
319
00:22:24,123 --> 00:22:26,370
and you will remain
non-weight-bearing on your leg
320
00:22:26,490 --> 00:22:27,987
until we take the cast off.
321
00:22:28,103 --> 00:22:31,133
Yeah, there's a little
swelling in that left leg.
322
00:22:31,253 --> 00:22:33,395
It's probably local edema,
323
00:22:33,517 --> 00:22:35,842
but I've ordered a
doppler just to be safe.
324
00:22:35,966 --> 00:22:38,157
- Anything else?
- No.
325
00:22:44,625 --> 00:22:45,569
_
326
00:22:45,686 --> 00:22:47,297
Lou? What's... who's Lou?
327
00:22:47,411 --> 00:22:49,525
The patient who attacked Meredith.
328
00:22:49,649 --> 00:22:50,891
I've been calling him something else.
329
00:22:51,014 --> 00:22:54,476
Look, we don't have to
go into that right now.
330
00:22:56,058 --> 00:22:57,936
She wants to know. Tell her.
331
00:22:58,765 --> 00:23:03,325
Okay. Lou suffered a severe
epidural hematoma in the accident.
332
00:23:03,445 --> 00:23:04,924
It's what caused the seizure.
333
00:23:05,044 --> 00:23:09,481
We think he was in a postictal*
state when he attacked.
334
00:23:10,039 --> 00:23:11,436
After a few minutes,
335
00:23:11,556 --> 00:23:14,561
he woke up and had no
idea what he had done.
336
00:23:14,681 --> 00:23:17,039
He had surgery and was discharged.
337
00:23:17,518 --> 00:23:20,271
He's doing fine. (Clears throat)
338
00:23:22,949 --> 00:23:24,759
Lou has reached out.
339
00:23:24,879 --> 00:23:27,323
He has made a couple
of requests to see you.
340
00:23:27,443 --> 00:23:28,940
- Mnh-mnh.
- I think...
341
00:23:29,060 --> 00:23:31,197
he would just like to apologize.
342
00:23:31,317 --> 00:23:32,974
It's okay.
343
00:23:34,409 --> 00:23:36,988
She's kicking us out. Let's go.
344
00:23:38,781 --> 00:23:40,956
- (Clears throat)
- Go ahead.
345
00:23:41,076 --> 00:23:42,343
(Whiteboard squeaking)
346
00:23:43,063 --> 00:23:45,848
- Apologize? Are you serious?
- Of course I'm serious.
347
00:23:45,968 --> 00:23:47,393
Yeah, I don't see why.
348
00:23:47,513 --> 00:23:50,081
Because the last time that woman
got hurt working for this hospital,
349
00:23:50,201 --> 00:23:52,804
she purchased this
hospital. That is why.
350
00:23:52,924 --> 00:23:55,658
And what do you think will
happen if she sees him again?
351
00:23:55,778 --> 00:23:58,030
- Nothing good.
- Exactly.
352
00:23:58,150 --> 00:23:59,827
(Thunder crashes)
353
00:24:41,107 --> 00:24:43,008
(Thunder rumbles)
354
00:24:49,331 --> 00:24:51,864
Good, good.
355
00:24:54,716 --> 00:24:57,136
All right. Try and lift your leg for me.
356
00:24:57,256 --> 00:24:59,706
Good, good. Decent mobility.
357
00:25:05,346 --> 00:25:06,876
I don't know.
358
00:25:07,345 --> 00:25:09,217
Well, we're done, and
it's all good, so...
359
00:25:09,337 --> 00:25:11,724
- Thanks.
- (Clears throat)
360
00:25:13,098 --> 00:25:16,653
Uh, he has been working
a lot of night shifts,
361
00:25:16,773 --> 00:25:18,599
and she's been...
362
00:25:18,940 --> 00:25:21,570
They haven't been
talking, I don't think,
363
00:25:21,690 --> 00:25:24,773
or hanging or anything,
from what I can tell.
364
00:25:24,893 --> 00:25:26,869
So, anyway...
365
00:25:26,989 --> 00:25:29,002
- Let's do this again.
- (Sighs)
366
00:25:29,539 --> 00:25:31,199
Follow the pen.
367
00:25:31,319 --> 00:25:32,901
(Laughs)
368
00:25:34,896 --> 00:25:37,442
Okay, this isn't
exactly the right shade,
369
00:25:37,562 --> 00:25:39,478
but it's doing a pretty good
job of covering the bruising.
370
00:25:40,305 --> 00:25:42,577
(Inhales deeply) All right.
371
00:25:42,900 --> 00:25:44,342
So...
372
00:25:44,759 --> 00:25:46,367
Don't try and get up, okay?
373
00:25:46,487 --> 00:25:48,759
Just let them come to you.
374
00:25:48,879 --> 00:25:49,813
And smile.
375
00:25:49,933 --> 00:25:52,469
But try not to open your mouth
376
00:25:52,589 --> 00:25:54,332
because it's still
pretty swollen in there
377
00:25:54,452 --> 00:25:57,337
and the wires... the metal wires...
378
00:25:57,641 --> 00:25:59,574
they're a little scary.
379
00:26:03,229 --> 00:26:05,859
You ready? Okay, all right.
380
00:26:11,395 --> 00:26:13,772
Hey, hey, hey! Look who's here, guys!
381
00:26:13,892 --> 00:26:16,797
Your mommy is so excited
to see you! Come here.
382
00:26:16,917 --> 00:26:19,680
Come on in. Go ahead. Go tell her.
Tell her what we talked about, okay?
383
00:26:19,800 --> 00:26:22,568
- I don't want to.
- Oh, come on, Zola.
384
00:26:22,688 --> 00:26:24,858
You ask me every day,
"when can we go see Mommy?"
385
00:26:24,978 --> 00:26:26,835
Look. She's right over there.
386
00:26:26,955 --> 00:26:29,368
- Go give her a big hug!
- No!
387
00:26:29,488 --> 00:26:31,397
No, no, no!
388
00:26:31,925 --> 00:26:34,064
(Muffled) Zo-Zo, come see Mommy.
389
00:26:34,289 --> 00:26:36,859
- I want to go.
- Come on.
390
00:26:36,979 --> 00:26:38,745
(Speaking indistinctly)
391
00:26:38,865 --> 00:26:40,865
(Muffled) Zo-zo, come
see Mommy, honey. Come on!
392
00:26:40,985 --> 00:26:43,349
(Ellis crying) Zo-Zo!
Come see Mommy, honey!
393
00:26:43,469 --> 00:26:44,768
Come on, honey!
394
00:26:44,802 --> 00:26:47,044
Come on, Zo!
395
00:26:47,672 --> 00:26:49,388
Come on, honey. Please.
396
00:26:49,508 --> 00:26:50,406
Zola, come on.
397
00:26:50,526 --> 00:26:52,256
- Lets go talk to her.
- You know... you know what?
398
00:26:52,376 --> 00:26:54,255
- Let's do this later. It's not...
- No, no.
399
00:26:54,375 --> 00:26:56,579
Let's do this later. It's not okay.
400
00:26:56,699 --> 00:26:58,691
Come on, come on, come on, come on.
401
00:26:58,811 --> 00:27:00,706
Come on, come on. Let's do this later.
402
00:27:00,826 --> 00:27:04,457
Let's do this later. We're
gonna do it later, okay?
403
00:27:04,577 --> 00:27:06,664
We're gonna do it later. Okay.
404
00:27:06,784 --> 00:27:10,226
Okay, does anybody want anything
yummy from the cafeteria?
405
00:27:10,346 --> 00:27:11,925
All right.
406
00:27:13,388 --> 00:27:15,239
Zola!
407
00:27:16,708 --> 00:27:18,642
(Crying)
408
00:27:21,613 --> 00:27:23,914
(Groans)
409
00:27:24,034 --> 00:27:24,777
(Knock on door)
410
00:27:24,897 --> 00:27:27,716
- Dr. Robbins wanted...
- (muffled) Come in here!
411
00:27:27,836 --> 00:27:29,932
- Get in here!
- Dr. Grey. Okay, okay.
412
00:27:30,052 --> 00:27:30,977
- Okay.
- I can't breathe!
413
00:27:31,097 --> 00:27:34,478
Okay, you're okay. Hang on, hang
on. Deep breath. Deep breath.
414
00:27:34,598 --> 00:27:36,026
I need you to breathe for me.
415
00:27:36,146 --> 00:27:37,325
Breathe for me, Dr. Grey.
416
00:27:37,445 --> 00:27:38,579
Breathe.
417
00:27:38,699 --> 00:27:40,045
(Whimpering)
418
00:27:40,165 --> 00:27:41,499
- Stay still.
- (Coughs)
419
00:27:41,619 --> 00:27:43,949
Stay still. I'm gonna get you some air.
420
00:27:44,069 --> 00:27:47,084
Just stay still. I'm
gonna open you up, okay?
421
00:27:47,204 --> 00:27:48,727
Okay. I'm opening you up.
422
00:27:48,847 --> 00:27:50,486
Stay still. Please.
423
00:27:50,606 --> 00:27:51,892
- (Groaning)
- Okay.
424
00:27:53,757 --> 00:27:55,243
(Groaning)
425
00:27:55,363 --> 00:27:57,322
(Breathing heavily)
426
00:27:58,934 --> 00:28:00,483
Okay.
427
00:28:00,971 --> 00:28:02,167
Hold on.
428
00:28:02,578 --> 00:28:04,541
(Breathing heavily)
429
00:28:04,932 --> 00:28:06,343
All right. Good.
430
00:28:06,463 --> 00:28:08,175
Hey, what the hell are you doing?!
431
00:28:08,295 --> 00:28:10,157
She... she was having a panic
attack. She couldn't breathe.
432
00:28:10,277 --> 00:28:12,316
Do you not realize how
delicate the jaw actually is?
433
00:28:12,436 --> 00:28:14,837
You could jeopardize the
entire healing process here.
434
00:28:14,839 --> 00:28:16,767
She couldn't breathe! Look at her!
435
00:28:16,887 --> 00:28:19,364
She's been stuck in this
room in that bed for weeks.
436
00:28:19,484 --> 00:28:21,260
She can't move. She can't talk.
437
00:28:21,380 --> 00:28:23,062
But I'm her surgeon now, right?
438
00:28:23,182 --> 00:28:24,778
You can't come in here and
just take out her wires.
439
00:28:24,898 --> 00:28:26,649
She is my patient.
440
00:28:26,769 --> 00:28:28,900
I know what I am doing!
441
00:28:29,020 --> 00:28:31,235
You can rewire her jaw tomorrow morning,
442
00:28:31,355 --> 00:28:32,703
but right now, she needed some air,
443
00:28:32,823 --> 00:28:35,128
so I got her some damn air!
444
00:28:35,248 --> 00:28:38,528
(Panting)
445
00:28:46,322 --> 00:28:48,804
- I brought you something to eat...
- Drink.
446
00:28:48,924 --> 00:28:51,182
- Mm.
- I know. I'm sorry.
447
00:28:51,730 --> 00:28:53,468
Morning!
448
00:28:54,188 --> 00:28:56,748
- Oh, come on.
- Or not.
449
00:28:58,409 --> 00:29:00,102
How's the pain today?
450
00:29:00,902 --> 00:29:01,767
(Thuds)
451
00:29:01,887 --> 00:29:03,507
- And the discomfort?
- (Thuds loudly)
452
00:29:03,627 --> 00:29:04,747
Well, her energy's up.
453
00:29:04,867 --> 00:29:05,821
All right. I'm sorry.
454
00:29:05,941 --> 00:29:08,116
I have all of five minutes to
update you on the miracle...
455
00:29:08,236 --> 00:29:10,667
That I've been working
on your service this week,
456
00:29:10,787 --> 00:29:13,130
but it seems like a bad time.
457
00:29:13,250 --> 00:29:16,703
Uh, I'm gonna check in
and update you later.
458
00:29:17,298 --> 00:29:19,987
Maybe we all could check in later.
459
00:29:21,537 --> 00:29:22,748
Yeah.
460
00:29:24,453 --> 00:29:26,367
I'm just gonna...
461
00:29:27,509 --> 00:29:28,837
Leave that.
462
00:29:38,724 --> 00:29:40,423
(Thudding)
463
00:29:45,885 --> 00:29:48,162
Whoa. What happened?
464
00:29:48,282 --> 00:29:49,799
Everything okay?
465
00:29:51,492 --> 00:29:54,187
(Telephone rings) Nurses station.
466
00:29:54,629 --> 00:29:56,924
Yeah, okay. I got it. You
don't want to look at me.
467
00:29:57,044 --> 00:29:58,450
I get it.
468
00:30:01,042 --> 00:30:03,212
Do you think that I want to be out there
469
00:30:03,332 --> 00:30:04,619
hanging out outside your door
470
00:30:04,739 --> 00:30:06,386
like some pathetic little
rat looking for scraps?
471
00:30:06,506 --> 00:30:08,716
Do you think that feels good for me?
472
00:30:09,175 --> 00:30:10,416
I...
473
00:30:10,536 --> 00:30:13,189
I have been out there trying to
figure out how to make amends...
474
00:30:13,424 --> 00:30:16,118
As if that would matter to you.
475
00:30:26,323 --> 00:30:28,080
I know I'm a mess...
476
00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:30,102
Who talks too much and feels too much,
477
00:30:30,222 --> 00:30:32,484
and I know that it drives you crazy,
478
00:30:33,012 --> 00:30:35,105
but that is the one way
I know how to stay sober,
479
00:30:35,225 --> 00:30:37,811
and every time I try to
suck it up and shut up
480
00:30:37,931 --> 00:30:40,782
and just be cold and
normal, I end up drunk...
481
00:30:40,902 --> 00:30:43,135
Or on pills or at a funeral.
482
00:30:47,910 --> 00:30:49,796
Do you know what it felt like
to walk into that trauma room
483
00:30:49,916 --> 00:30:52,146
and see you on that
table and think to myself,
484
00:30:52,266 --> 00:30:54,062
"great. I did it again.
485
00:30:54,182 --> 00:30:56,048
Here comes another funeral."
486
00:30:59,130 --> 00:31:01,487
(Sighs)
487
00:31:02,064 --> 00:31:04,023
You know what?
488
00:31:04,281 --> 00:31:06,214
Forget it. I...
489
00:31:08,260 --> 00:31:10,427
I don't even know why I came in.
490
00:31:10,818 --> 00:31:12,399
(Sighs)
491
00:31:32,017 --> 00:31:33,501
Hello.
492
00:31:37,289 --> 00:31:38,829
Cross...
493
00:31:38,949 --> 00:31:41,566
Let's get Dr. Grey a wheelchair.
494
00:31:42,210 --> 00:31:45,683
♪ I got sunshine ♪
495
00:31:46,363 --> 00:31:49,768
♪ on a cloudy day ♪
496
00:31:50,744 --> 00:31:53,175
_
497
00:31:54,762 --> 00:31:58,445
♪ I got the month of May ♪
498
00:31:58,565 --> 00:32:01,279
♪ well, I guess you'd say ♪
499
00:32:01,513 --> 00:32:03,699
_
500
00:32:04,991 --> 00:32:09,121
♪ What can make me feel this way? ♪
501
00:32:15,186 --> 00:32:17,908
I understand you saw Amelia.
502
00:32:17,959 --> 00:32:21,659
Look, look, look. I know you're
not in the mood for a lecture.
503
00:32:24,989 --> 00:32:27,898
But... are you finished?
504
00:32:34,490 --> 00:32:38,050
She came to see you the
night after the attack.
505
00:32:38,363 --> 00:32:40,347
She was drunk.
506
00:32:41,702 --> 00:32:43,625
She was upset...
507
00:32:44,387 --> 00:32:49,021
Because you'd called her
for a consult that day...
508
00:32:49,783 --> 00:32:51,904
the day of the attack.
509
00:32:52,617 --> 00:32:55,442
And she had a choice
between coming to you
510
00:32:55,735 --> 00:32:58,401
and going to another trauma,
511
00:32:58,978 --> 00:33:01,419
and she went to the other trauma
512
00:33:01,539 --> 00:33:03,339
because she was mad at you.
513
00:33:08,595 --> 00:33:11,497
Forgiveness is a powerful
thing, Meredith...
514
00:33:13,869 --> 00:33:17,670
Not only to make the
other person feel good,
515
00:33:18,505 --> 00:33:20,390
but to heal you.
516
00:33:22,952 --> 00:33:25,364
You need to forgive her, Mer.
517
00:33:27,525 --> 00:33:30,093
Forgive her for not being Derek...
518
00:33:31,769 --> 00:33:34,203
For being the wrong Shepherd...
519
00:33:34,323 --> 00:33:37,657
Just enough to remind
you of what's missing,
520
00:33:37,777 --> 00:33:41,087
but not enough to bring him back.
521
00:33:42,190 --> 00:33:44,464
That's not her fault.
522
00:33:45,012 --> 00:33:47,926
You need to forgive her.
523
00:33:48,912 --> 00:33:50,987
You don't have to like her.
524
00:33:51,919 --> 00:33:54,136
You don't have to love her.
525
00:33:55,624 --> 00:33:57,761
But forgive her, okay?
526
00:33:58,836 --> 00:34:03,233
So you can forgive Blake
for being in that room
527
00:34:04,149 --> 00:34:06,785
when a wrong decision
cost you your husband.
528
00:34:09,797 --> 00:34:14,256
To forgive Derek for dying too soon.
529
00:34:17,187 --> 00:34:19,020
To forgive yourself
530
00:34:19,140 --> 00:34:22,095
for hating him for dying too soon.
531
00:34:27,636 --> 00:34:29,706
Let it go, Meredith...
532
00:34:30,380 --> 00:34:31,825
(Sniffles)
533
00:34:31,945 --> 00:34:33,563
and forgive.
534
00:34:38,873 --> 00:34:40,712
(Sighs)
535
00:34:44,236 --> 00:34:47,214
Sun feels good on the face, doesn't it?
536
00:34:49,310 --> 00:34:51,249
What is the point of counseling, then,
537
00:34:51,369 --> 00:34:54,154
if you're just gonna suddenly,
without even talking about it, just...
538
00:34:54,274 --> 00:34:56,337
Oh, come on. All we do is talk, April.
539
00:34:56,457 --> 00:34:58,777
So, what? You just... you
just... just serve me papers?
540
00:34:58,897 --> 00:35:02,003
Just like that? Just no
warning, no... no any...
541
00:35:02,123 --> 00:35:04,681
Do you have any idea what
a slap in the face this is?
542
00:35:08,581 --> 00:35:10,603
Are you kidding me?
543
00:35:12,814 --> 00:35:14,630
You ready?
544
00:35:31,904 --> 00:35:33,622
Hi, Dr. Grey.
545
00:35:34,091 --> 00:35:36,271
Lou. Um...
546
00:35:37,579 --> 00:35:39,219
Thank you for meeting me.
547
00:35:49,997 --> 00:35:52,540
This is my wife, Joanne,
548
00:35:53,125 --> 00:35:54,352
my daughter, Kylie.
549
00:35:54,472 --> 00:35:58,079
I told you about her...
the youngest, really smart.
550
00:35:59,376 --> 00:36:01,792
And that's my Anne.
551
00:36:02,598 --> 00:36:04,092
Um...
552
00:36:04,790 --> 00:36:06,496
Um, have a seat, girls.
553
00:36:06,616 --> 00:36:08,771
Um, you got kids?
554
00:36:11,446 --> 00:36:13,067
Right.
555
00:36:13,187 --> 00:36:15,122
Forgot you can't talk.
556
00:36:15,630 --> 00:36:17,387
The... jaw.
557
00:36:17,507 --> 00:36:19,272
Um...
558
00:36:22,076 --> 00:36:23,853
I wanted to...
559
00:36:27,115 --> 00:36:29,488
I didn't know what I was doing.
560
00:36:30,415 --> 00:36:31,948
What I did to you...
561
00:36:34,084 --> 00:36:35,858
I didn't know.
562
00:36:35,978 --> 00:36:37,577
I would never...
563
00:36:38,497 --> 00:36:42,432
I would never hurt a woman.
564
00:36:45,256 --> 00:36:46,672
I...
565
00:36:47,392 --> 00:36:49,214
I just want you...
566
00:36:49,334 --> 00:36:52,324
I just want you to know that I'm sorry.
567
00:36:55,606 --> 00:36:57,832
Truly sorry.
568
00:37:25,019 --> 00:37:27,387
(Inhales deeply)
569
00:37:55,083 --> 00:37:57,104
It's my 30-day chip.
570
00:37:58,988 --> 00:38:00,443
I'm sober.
571
00:38:00,563 --> 00:38:03,557
And I'm starting back
at work on Monday, so...
572
00:38:04,094 --> 00:38:05,617
I'm trying.
573
00:38:08,853 --> 00:38:10,484
I'm trying.
574
00:38:13,995 --> 00:38:16,114
Meredith: I know you are.
575
00:38:18,486 --> 00:38:20,537
You...
576
00:38:20,657 --> 00:38:22,847
You can talk. That, um...
577
00:38:22,967 --> 00:38:26,593
That's great. They,
uh, took the wires off?
578
00:38:26,713 --> 00:38:28,744
Yeah, this morning.
579
00:38:29,096 --> 00:38:30,638
(Thunder crashes)
580
00:38:35,510 --> 00:38:38,513
I'm just not ready to forgive you yet.
581
00:38:42,254 --> 00:38:43,785
I'm not...
582
00:38:45,818 --> 00:38:48,099
exactly ready, either.
583
00:38:52,253 --> 00:38:53,996
See you later.
584
00:38:54,606 --> 00:38:56,462
See you later.
585
00:39:00,787 --> 00:39:02,904
(Thunder crashes)
586
00:39:07,212 --> 00:39:10,629
(Aron Wright's "I Surrender" plays)
587
00:39:19,934 --> 00:39:24,540
♪ Oh, this road has been hard ♪
588
00:39:24,660 --> 00:39:29,192
♪ on my feet, on my heart ♪
589
00:39:29,312 --> 00:39:33,564
♪ Led me to the gates of hell ♪
590
00:39:33,984 --> 00:39:37,072
♪ I know sorrow all too well ♪
591
00:39:38,522 --> 00:39:41,090
♪ lost my love to the wind ♪
592
00:39:43,078 --> 00:39:46,590
♪ Left me half of who I am ♪
593
00:39:46,710 --> 00:39:49,732
(Screaming, glass shattering)
594
00:39:50,784 --> 00:39:55,902
♪ Heaven knows, I'm tired ♪
595
00:39:57,259 --> 00:39:59,072
♪ I give up ♪
596
00:39:59,192 --> 00:40:01,043
Mer.
597
00:40:01,970 --> 00:40:03,760
♪ I give in ♪
598
00:40:03,880 --> 00:40:05,548
Let's go.
599
00:40:06,556 --> 00:40:10,136
♪ I lay down ♪
600
00:40:11,211 --> 00:40:14,170
♪ I surrender ♪
601
00:40:15,928 --> 00:40:19,313
Do you want anything? You
know... like a sandwich or a...
602
00:40:19,433 --> 00:40:20,877
Or a blanket?
603
00:40:20,997 --> 00:40:24,399
All right, all right. I'm good.
I'm good. Sit down, sit down.
604
00:40:25,094 --> 00:40:28,668
♪ I lay down ♪
605
00:40:28,788 --> 00:40:31,995
I just spent six weeks
in a bed, unable to speak.
606
00:40:33,147 --> 00:40:35,299
When that happens, you see things.
607
00:40:35,419 --> 00:40:37,728
There's a lot of things that
people don't say to each other
608
00:40:37,848 --> 00:40:39,442
that they should just say,
609
00:40:39,562 --> 00:40:42,472
so I need you to hear
me when I say this.
610
00:40:43,038 --> 00:40:45,480
I know I've needed you a lot lately.
611
00:40:45,600 --> 00:40:48,004
But I also know, and I
have known for a long time
612
00:40:48,124 --> 00:40:49,942
that Jo loves you.
613
00:40:51,198 --> 00:40:53,142
"Post-it on the wall" loves you.
614
00:40:53,262 --> 00:40:55,729
♪ There's a hand guiding me ♪
615
00:40:55,849 --> 00:40:57,726
Don't ignore that.
616
00:40:57,846 --> 00:40:59,562
You can have more than one person.
617
00:40:59,682 --> 00:41:01,819
I used to think you
couldn't, but now I know.
618
00:41:01,939 --> 00:41:04,632
I mean, turns out I have
a whole damn village.
619
00:41:04,915 --> 00:41:07,420
So you don't have to worry about me.
620
00:41:07,540 --> 00:41:09,521
Go be with Jo.
621
00:41:10,003 --> 00:41:12,370
I'll be fine. I'm okay.
622
00:41:16,490 --> 00:41:20,168
♪ I lay down ♪
623
00:41:21,134 --> 00:41:24,142
♪ I surrender ♪
624
00:41:25,853 --> 00:41:29,240
♪ I won't fight ♪
625
00:41:30,289 --> 00:41:34,311
♪ I won't try ♪
626
00:41:36,869 --> 00:41:39,080
Don't let fear keep you quiet.
627
00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:42,568
"And the moon gave
everything a magical glow
628
00:41:42,688 --> 00:41:46,138
as if they were dancing
on the Milky Way."
629
00:41:46,258 --> 00:41:47,517
- Mommy.
- Yes?
630
00:41:47,637 --> 00:41:49,998
You have a voice.
631
00:41:50,565 --> 00:41:53,084
So use it.
632
00:41:54,539 --> 00:41:56,112
Speak up.
633
00:41:56,232 --> 00:41:57,711
Raise your hands.
634
00:41:57,831 --> 00:41:59,423
Shout your answers.
635
00:41:59,543 --> 00:42:01,522
Make yourself heard.
636
00:42:01,642 --> 00:42:03,333
Whatever it takes.
637
00:42:03,453 --> 00:42:06,151
Just find your voice.
638
00:42:06,271 --> 00:42:07,689
And when you do...
639
00:42:07,809 --> 00:42:10,580
♪ I surrender ♪
640
00:42:10,700 --> 00:42:12,897
fill the damn silence.
641
00:42:13,898 --> 00:42:17,898
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