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Jackson: Freezing.
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Choking.
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Getting tongue-tied.
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It's what we call it when your mind
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goes from brilliant to blank.
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We should only be gone a day, two max.
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If you need me before that,
you can just...
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Please, Harriet's dying
for some quality time
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with her grandmama.
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Could've just taken her with me. [Sighs]
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You can prepare all you want.
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Aren't you gonna say, like, "Go, child?
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You're being ridiculous."
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But the feeling can still
hit you, out of nowhere.
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If you're having second thoughts,
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we could bring your patient here.
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No, I told you, we've got a girl
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who needs a throat transplant
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and a donor in the same exact hospital.
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We can't risk moving either of them.
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[Sighs] I know. I just meant...
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So when it hits you,
when your mind shuts down,
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when you open your mouth
and no words come out,
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the good news is...
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If you have something to say, say it.
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Nothing.
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I'm sure you'll be just fine.
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It happens to all of us.
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Wait. Where is Grey?
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Since when is April coming?
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Oh. Grey called to tell me
that Zola has flu.
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And you didn't think to tell me that?
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I knew you'd need
a capable surgeon to assist,
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and April's more than capable.
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Hello. Hi, Catherine.
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- Hi.
- You have everything you need?
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Yes, of course.
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Okay. All right.
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You ready?
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I'll put her in the car.
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Jackson, go.
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Miss Harriet and I have plans.
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No medical journals, all right?
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I don't need her looking
at flayed-open surgical fields.
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Give me my child.
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Bye, baby.
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♪ ♪
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Bye, baby.
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Can I take your bag, Dr. Grey?
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Uh, uh, it's Dr. Kepner.
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I'm so sorry. The manifest said...
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It's okay. Dr. Grey got hijacked
by my mother.
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[Sighs]
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This is amazing.
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Why have we never
taken your plane before?
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It's... It's not my plane.
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It's your name right out there.
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Right on the wing,
great big letters... Avery.
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- Yeah, but...
- So it's your plane.
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No, it's the family plane.
It's not my plane.
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Well, yeah.
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It's Catherine's, too. I mean...
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[Sighs]
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I mean, she did make
the Avery Foundation what it is.
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Seems right she should get to fly
anywhere she wants like this.
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Really?
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Can we not talk about
my mother right now?
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[Gasps] Yes, I will have some champagne.
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You should not have any champagne.
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We are going straight to the hospital.
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Uh, club soda?
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- Same for me, please, Katie. Thank you.
- Coming right up.
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[Birds chirping]
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[Brakes squeal]
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[Car doors close]
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Dr. Corridan: Welcome, welcome.
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Here are your charts.
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Dr. Avery.
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Dr. Grey.
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Kepner.
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Right. Sorry.
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I... I know his name because it's on
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- all our stationery.
- Right.
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A patient and a donor...
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two of them here together,
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same time, same day, perfect match...
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[Sighs] It's like winning the lottery.
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I mean, if you call a brain-dead kid
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a lottery ticket, then, yeah.
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Of course.
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And it's a horrible loss.
Uh, that was...
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I-I'm just thrilled
that you're both here
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to make this possible.
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The donor patient's room
is at the end of this ICU.
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And you have the donor consent forms?
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Yeah, before we get to
that, uh, Mr. Young
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is going to need you to explain to him
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why there's nothing more
you can do for his son.
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What? No one's told him that yet?
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I thought he knew we were coming.
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Well, he does. It... It's just that,
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he's had a bit of trouble
accepting what's happened,
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as I'm sure you can understand.
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You told me very clearly
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that the patient's father was on board.
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Now, hold on.
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I never said that he agreed.
I merely said...
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So he thinks that we're coming
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to save his kid, not take his organs.
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I thought that,
once you had examined the boy,
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it'd be better coming from you.
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Eric: I'm just glad you're here.
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I mean, Dr. Corridan said that
there's nothing he could do.
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Then he said there was another doctor
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who was coming in from Seattle.
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I was like...
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I mean, it's great, right?
Th-There's hope.
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So, okay. What's the plan?
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I mean, you... you... you want
to do some tests?
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Surgery?
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Obviously, you want to examine him,
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but how long
before you think he'll wake up?
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- Mr. Young, I'm af...
- Eric, Eric, please.
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- Eric...
- It's his birthday.
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Did I tell you that?
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Double digits, he kept saying.
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[Chuckles]
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I mean, he was having the time
of his life up on that mountain.
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"Just one more run, Dad.
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Just one more run..."
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Eric, I'm afraid we have
some difficult news.
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We've looked at Brian's scans,
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and, unfortunately,
Dr. Corridan was right.
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There's nothing that we can do
for your son.
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[Scoffs]
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Then why are you here?
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We are here...
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because we wanted to
talk to you about...
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donating your son's organs.
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[Scoffs]
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No.
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You're here to help my son.
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- I understand how difficult this is...
- Difficult?
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If you understood what you were
asking, you wouldn't...
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Mr. Young...
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I know what we're asking.
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When all you want is to
have him back, to hold him.
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I know the thought of letting
any part of him go feels...
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impossible.
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You're the only that can make
this decision.
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We understand that.
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We wouldn't ask you to do something
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that you're not comfortable doing.
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And if ultimately
you don't want to do this,
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that's fine.
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We are here to support you either way.
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All I know is...
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is when I lost my son...
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I just needed to find
a little meaning in it.
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This way to Caroline's room.
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Her parents are very eager
to meet you, Dr. Avery.
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This is Risa and Mary Hodges.
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Well, it's a pleasure to meet you both.
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Listen, we're grateful that you're here,
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that you came all this way,
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but our daughter's
met dozens of doctors,
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each one ordering more tests,
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putting her through more hell,
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making promises they had
no business making.
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Mary, maybe let the guy say hello.
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She needs the tumor gone.
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But she needs her vocal cords.
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She needs her voice.
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So if this throat transplant
isn't real...
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I mean, if it's just another rug
you're gonna pull out
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- from under her, then...
- You're scared.
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I totally understand.
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Let me, um... Let me start over.
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It's my fault. I'm Dr. Avery.
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I am a double board-certified
plastic surgeon
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and ENT specialist.
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I'm also a dad.
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Now, I've come a long way
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because I know that
I can help your daughter.
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And I do not make promises
that I can't keep.
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Mary: I just... I still don't know
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if this is the right thing.
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The laryngectomy is still the safest...
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No, Mary, we agreed.
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They are not taking her vocal cords.
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What if you go in there, Dr. Avery,
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and you cut open her throat,
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and the transplant doesn't work?
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In that place, we'd be
looking at a permanent trach.
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Permanent. See?
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And you want to risk that?
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He wouldn't do it if he didn't
think that he could.
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Would you?
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This procedure gives her
the best chance at survival...
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at getting her voice back,
her whole life back.
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Mary, come on.
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[Sighs]
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Okay.
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- Why are you doing that?
- Doing what?
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Telling those moms you're a dad
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to charm your way into the room,
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- using Samuel to...
- It's my life.
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It happened.
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Yeah, it's my life, too, but I don't
use it to... -
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To what? Help that dad
make his decision?
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Help those moms
find a little bit of comfort?
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April, if you don't like it,
that is your problem.
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I'm not the one that asked you
to come here in the first place.
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Look, we have tonight
to prep for the surgery.
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I have somewhere that I need to be.
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I will find you later.
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What... Where do you need to be?
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- It's Montana.
- I'll find you later.
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♪ ♪
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[Indistinct conversations]
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[Breathes deeply]
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- [Cellphone rings]
- April...
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I laid out all of Caroline's charts.
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Chinese food is on the way.
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I know things are not the
greatest between us right now,
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but if we're gonna do the surgery...
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Yeah, no, I need to prep alone.
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I'll talk to you tomorrow.
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Um...
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[Scoffs]
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[Sighs] Okay.
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[Door bell jingles]
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Carl, I thought your doctor said
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to cut down on the red meat.
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Carl: That's why I'm sharing.
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You good?
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On the house for new customers.
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Well, enjoy that.
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[Cellphone rings]
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Hello?
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No, this is Dr. Kepner.
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No, I don't... I don't know.
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Have you tried his room?
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I'm sorry. What?!
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April: There was a lesion
on the donor's throat,
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which means the transplant
is no longer an option.
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I am so sorry...
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Don't tell us you're sorry.
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You talked me into this.
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You said this was the solution!
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And now, I mean, if there's no donor,
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how do you fix our daughter?!
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Mary, please, stop yelling.
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If there's a time to yell,
Risa, this is it.
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The best way to help your daughter
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is to do the laryngectomy,
which means...
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No, we know what that means.
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That is removing her vocal cords
and her ability to speak.
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00:11:47,360 --> 00:11:49,908
And we told Dr. Avery
it's not an option.
263
00:11:49,942 --> 00:11:54,112
At this point, I really think
it is her best chance.
264
00:11:54,146 --> 00:11:57,215
[Sniffles] And...
And what about Dr. Avery?
265
00:11:57,249 --> 00:11:59,050
Is that what he thinks, too?
266
00:12:01,320 --> 00:12:04,801
I don't know where you are or
what you're doing, but call me!
267
00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:08,026
[Sighs] Damn it!
268
00:12:08,060 --> 00:12:09,360
[Door bell jingles]
269
00:12:11,630 --> 00:12:13,031
Oh, my... Where have you been?
270
00:12:13,065 --> 00:12:16,267
I have been looking everywhere for you.
271
00:12:16,302 --> 00:12:18,069
Corridan's called a dozen times.
272
00:12:18,104 --> 00:12:19,471
I have been calling, texting...
273
00:12:19,505 --> 00:12:21,639
Calm down. You sent one text.
274
00:12:21,674 --> 00:12:23,408
[Scoffs] No organs, no surgery, right?
275
00:12:23,442 --> 00:12:24,943
Didn't hear anything else after that,
276
00:12:24,977 --> 00:12:26,685
so I figured I'd have a drink.
277
00:12:28,414 --> 00:12:30,571
Oh. Battery died.
278
00:12:30,928 --> 00:12:33,362
Well, that's not very helpful,
now, is it?
279
00:12:33,397 --> 00:12:34,764
- You're drunk.
- You're pissed.
280
00:12:34,798 --> 00:12:36,799
Yeah, yeah, uh-huh, I am.
281
00:12:36,833 --> 00:12:39,135
We lost the donor,
Caroline's repeat scans
282
00:12:39,169 --> 00:12:41,571
show more extensive esophageal invasion,
283
00:12:41,605 --> 00:12:43,472
her parents are a wreck, and...
284
00:12:43,507 --> 00:12:45,528
and you're... you're here getting drunk?
285
00:12:45,976 --> 00:12:47,378
Jackson.
286
00:12:48,679 --> 00:12:52,548
I got off work, and I had a beer, April.
287
00:12:52,583 --> 00:12:55,284
Four beers, actually, and,
uh, some whiskey on top of that.
288
00:12:55,319 --> 00:12:56,886
What is wrong with you?
289
00:12:56,920 --> 00:12:58,120
Nothing.
290
00:12:58,155 --> 00:12:59,351
Nothing wrong with me.
291
00:12:59,385 --> 00:13:01,223
We have a patient who's counting on us.
292
00:13:01,258 --> 00:13:03,059
No, not us. Me.
293
00:13:03,093 --> 00:13:05,127
And there's no organs,
there's nothing I can do,
294
00:13:05,162 --> 00:13:06,729
so just leave me the hell alone.
295
00:13:06,763 --> 00:13:08,297
[Scoffs]
296
00:13:08,332 --> 00:13:09,432
I mean, this isn't you.
297
00:13:09,466 --> 00:13:12,268
You don't get wasted in bars
and bail on your patients...
298
00:13:12,302 --> 00:13:13,769
I didn't bail on anyone!
299
00:13:13,804 --> 00:13:15,538
So, how we doing over here?
300
00:13:18,141 --> 00:13:19,041
Dessert?
301
00:13:19,076 --> 00:13:21,243
April: No, he's going home...
to sober up.
302
00:13:21,278 --> 00:13:22,845
He has work, right?
303
00:13:22,879 --> 00:13:24,280
In that case, let me call you a cab.
304
00:13:24,314 --> 00:13:25,962
I'm walking.
305
00:13:27,017 --> 00:13:30,419
[Door bell jingles, door closes]
306
00:13:32,889 --> 00:13:34,842
Can I get you something?
307
00:13:35,792 --> 00:13:37,044
No, I'm good.
308
00:13:39,062 --> 00:13:39,895
He left his book.
309
00:13:39,930 --> 00:13:43,633
"Techniques in Oropharyngeal Surgery."
310
00:13:43,667 --> 00:13:44,433
Hmm.
311
00:13:44,468 --> 00:13:46,415
Airway reconstruction?
312
00:13:47,070 --> 00:13:49,338
Uh, throat... transplant.
313
00:13:49,373 --> 00:13:50,506
Supposed to be a throat transplant.
314
00:13:50,540 --> 00:13:51,407
It just got scrapped.
315
00:13:51,441 --> 00:13:54,343
Total laryngectomy not an option, huh?
316
00:13:54,378 --> 00:13:55,123
[Chuckles]
317
00:13:55,158 --> 00:13:56,178
I was a surgeon.
318
00:13:56,213 --> 00:13:58,014
That was many lifetimes ago.
319
00:13:58,048 --> 00:14:00,016
Really?
320
00:14:00,050 --> 00:14:02,518
You gave that up for this?
321
00:14:02,552 --> 00:14:04,787
Well, this is not all that different.
322
00:14:04,821 --> 00:14:07,289
People come to you in need,
you provide them comfort.
323
00:14:07,324 --> 00:14:10,059
They leave here feeling better
than when they came.
324
00:14:10,093 --> 00:14:12,495
And the hours are better,
and nobody dies.
325
00:14:12,529 --> 00:14:14,831
That I know of. [Chuckles]
326
00:14:16,066 --> 00:14:17,333
Welcome to Bozeman, Doctor...
327
00:14:17,367 --> 00:14:18,968
Uh, Kepner. April Kepner.
328
00:14:19,002 --> 00:14:20,603
Robert Avery.
329
00:14:21,838 --> 00:14:23,706
Avery. I'm... I'm sorry.
330
00:14:23,740 --> 00:14:25,041
Like the hospital?
331
00:14:25,075 --> 00:14:27,476
Kinda. Once upon a time.
332
00:14:27,511 --> 00:14:30,212
Let me know if you need anything, okay?
333
00:14:30,247 --> 00:14:31,561
I... I will.
334
00:14:38,339 --> 00:14:40,873
[Knock on door]
335
00:14:49,124 --> 00:14:51,158
[Knock on door]
336
00:14:54,904 --> 00:14:57,038
We still need to find a way
to help Caroline.
337
00:14:57,073 --> 00:14:58,761
Oh. What time is it?
338
00:14:58,786 --> 00:14:59,553
It's early.
339
00:15:02,011 --> 00:15:03,717
- What?
- Are you okay?
340
00:15:03,752 --> 00:15:05,601
Yeah, I'm fine.
341
00:15:05,636 --> 00:15:08,049
Hurry up and get dressed.
We should get to work.
342
00:15:08,084 --> 00:15:09,017
Sure.
343
00:15:10,252 --> 00:15:11,586
I hate this.
344
00:15:11,620 --> 00:15:13,555
I don't see how we could do anything
345
00:15:13,589 --> 00:15:16,057
but the laryngectomy,
but I hate the laryngectomy.
346
00:15:16,092 --> 00:15:17,792
Seems like she'd have had a better shot
347
00:15:17,827 --> 00:15:18,793
if you'd taken her to Grey Sloan.
348
00:15:18,828 --> 00:15:20,729
She's not stable enough
to move. You know that.
349
00:15:20,763 --> 00:15:21,529
No, not now.
350
00:15:21,564 --> 00:15:23,264
I'm just saying, I don't know why
351
00:15:23,299 --> 00:15:25,133
we had to come all the way out here.
352
00:15:25,167 --> 00:15:26,166
Do you?
353
00:15:27,703 --> 00:15:29,604
The last time I worked on a kid
354
00:15:29,638 --> 00:15:31,906
with a throat tumor,
we did a staged procedure.
355
00:15:31,941 --> 00:15:34,175
I did a radical excision
and a trach first,
356
00:15:34,210 --> 00:15:35,677
and then we did a skin flap.
357
00:15:35,711 --> 00:15:37,245
She doesn't have that kind of time.
358
00:15:37,279 --> 00:15:38,580
Yeah, I... I know. I'm just...
359
00:15:38,614 --> 00:15:40,348
But if we'd gotten to this last night...
360
00:15:40,382 --> 00:15:42,784
Then we still would not have had
enough time for the flap.
361
00:15:42,818 --> 00:15:44,285
I mean, come on. You made your point.
362
00:15:44,320 --> 00:15:46,421
I was drunk, April. I get it.
363
00:15:46,455 --> 00:15:48,097
- I don't need you to monitor everything...
- I'm not!
364
00:15:48,131 --> 00:15:50,291
I am just trying to come up
with a fix for our patient,
365
00:15:50,326 --> 00:15:52,794
regardless of the fact that
you don't even want me here.
366
00:15:52,828 --> 00:15:54,329
And yet you're still here.
367
00:15:54,363 --> 00:15:55,463
'Cause you and my mother
are such good friends
368
00:15:55,498 --> 00:15:57,465
that she chose you instead of
asking me who I want.
369
00:15:57,500 --> 00:15:58,600
Oh, my God!
370
00:15:58,634 --> 00:16:01,669
I was friends with her long
before you and I were eve...
371
00:16:01,704 --> 00:16:02,837
I respect her!
372
00:16:02,872 --> 00:16:05,013
- I respect what she's built...
- Great!
373
00:16:05,047 --> 00:16:06,808
- ...and what the means...
- Good for you!
374
00:16:07,495 --> 00:16:09,110
You know, your mom says the
difference between the two of us
375
00:16:09,145 --> 00:16:11,346
is that you were born with money
and I had to earn it.
376
00:16:11,380 --> 00:16:13,647
It's why she and I are more alike.
377
00:16:13,681 --> 00:16:15,517
You think this is a contest
between you and me?
378
00:16:15,551 --> 00:16:16,818
Who's the most alike?
Who's the most appreciative?
379
00:16:16,852 --> 00:16:18,086
- No, Jackson!
- [Cellphone vibrating]
380
00:16:18,120 --> 00:16:20,889
- That is not the pointof any of this...
- Shut up.
381
00:16:20,923 --> 00:16:22,690
What? Don't tell me to shut up.
382
00:16:22,725 --> 00:16:23,825
Are you kidding me...
Shut up.
383
00:16:23,859 --> 00:16:25,693
[Vibrating continues]
384
00:16:27,163 --> 00:16:28,863
If her airway's collapsed,
we'll have to crike her right away.
385
00:16:28,898 --> 00:16:29,764
Take her straight to the O.R.
386
00:16:29,799 --> 00:16:31,332
Dr. Corridan, what are we looking at?
387
00:16:31,367 --> 00:16:32,901
Jackson: The nurses paged us, 911.
388
00:16:32,935 --> 00:16:33,835
What is happening here?
389
00:16:33,869 --> 00:16:35,470
[Quietly]
Caroline is being discharged.
390
00:16:35,504 --> 00:16:37,806
What?! No, she's not
stable enough to move.
391
00:16:37,840 --> 00:16:39,407
The doctors at Baylor think she is.
392
00:16:39,441 --> 00:16:41,242
What doctors at Baylor?
393
00:16:41,277 --> 00:16:42,911
The one we called.
394
00:16:42,945 --> 00:16:44,045
I spoke with Dr. Rapkin there.
395
00:16:44,079 --> 00:16:46,514
She has a new method she
believes will help Caroline.
396
00:16:46,549 --> 00:16:48,349
Mary: Aggressive chemo-radiation
with staged excision
397
00:16:48,384 --> 00:16:49,184
after two weeks.
398
00:16:49,218 --> 00:16:50,685
Yes, we have already rejected that...
399
00:16:50,719 --> 00:16:53,588
We've gone through every
possible alternative.
400
00:16:53,622 --> 00:16:56,891
Risa, there comes a point
when you just have to hear...
401
00:16:56,926 --> 00:16:59,198
You think I don't hear you?!
402
00:16:59,648 --> 00:17:01,149
All of you?
403
00:17:01,630 --> 00:17:03,498
My daughter has no voice.
404
00:17:03,532 --> 00:17:05,904
We are her voice.
405
00:17:06,702 --> 00:17:08,269
We are not gonna let her down
406
00:17:08,304 --> 00:17:10,705
just because we stopped
asking questions.
407
00:17:12,274 --> 00:17:14,876
We asked, you said no.
408
00:17:14,910 --> 00:17:16,561
We're leaving.
409
00:17:17,279 --> 00:17:19,747
They have the right to move her
if they feel it's necessary.
410
00:17:19,782 --> 00:17:21,950
No. It is too dangerous
to move her anywhere.
411
00:17:21,984 --> 00:17:23,618
That girl could choke
on her own tumor, okay?
412
00:17:23,652 --> 00:17:25,920
If you move her,
she could die... period.
413
00:17:25,955 --> 00:17:27,222
Dr. Corridan: Okay. So, y-y-you...
414
00:17:27,256 --> 00:17:28,857
you'll need to fill out an AMA form.
415
00:17:28,891 --> 00:17:30,831
Legal reasons.
416
00:17:31,833 --> 00:17:33,534
Tell us what you have.
417
00:17:33,559 --> 00:17:34,993
Tell us why we should stay.
418
00:17:37,666 --> 00:17:42,237
[Sighs] We've been down
every road... every one.
419
00:17:42,271 --> 00:17:43,905
There are no other options.
420
00:17:43,939 --> 00:17:46,641
We do the laryngectomy, Caroline lives.
421
00:17:46,675 --> 00:17:47,942
It's that simple.
422
00:17:50,813 --> 00:17:52,447
[Mary sighs]
423
00:17:58,988 --> 00:18:00,857
Risa: We're going to Baylor.
424
00:18:01,616 --> 00:18:04,451
It's what she wants... what we all want.
425
00:18:12,668 --> 00:18:15,603
We'll fix it. We will fix her voice.
426
00:18:16,939 --> 00:18:18,573
Listen, what Dr. Avery means is that...
427
00:18:18,607 --> 00:18:20,008
I have an idea is what I mean.
428
00:18:20,042 --> 00:18:22,455
I told you that I don't
break my promises, right?
429
00:18:22,490 --> 00:18:24,312
I promise you this.
430
00:18:24,346 --> 00:18:26,247
I have an idea that
I think is gonna work.
431
00:18:26,282 --> 00:18:27,916
All right, I'll call Dr. Rapkin.
432
00:18:27,950 --> 00:18:28,716
I will.
433
00:18:28,751 --> 00:18:31,252
I'll call everybody that I can.
434
00:18:31,287 --> 00:18:33,354
This is gonna work, okay?
435
00:18:33,389 --> 00:18:36,024
Give Dr. Kepner and I
a little bit of time
436
00:18:36,058 --> 00:18:38,326
and do not move her.
437
00:18:38,360 --> 00:18:39,315
Please.
438
00:18:45,734 --> 00:18:48,002
We get on a plane tomorrow at 3:00.
439
00:18:49,038 --> 00:18:50,905
You've got till then.
440
00:18:55,244 --> 00:18:57,550
Okay. So what's your idea?
441
00:18:58,180 --> 00:18:59,695
I don't have one.
442
00:19:00,382 --> 00:19:01,182
What? You just...
443
00:19:01,216 --> 00:19:02,684
Yes, I lied, but they can't move her,
444
00:19:02,718 --> 00:19:04,385
and I just needed a little more time.
445
00:19:04,420 --> 00:19:05,637
What is the matter with you?
446
00:19:05,671 --> 00:19:07,783
Why are you torturing this poor girl?
447
00:19:07,817 --> 00:19:10,725
You just made a promise
that you know you can't keep,
448
00:19:10,759 --> 00:19:12,493
that you know we can't deliver.
449
00:19:12,528 --> 00:19:13,528
We can find a way to deliver.
450
00:19:13,562 --> 00:19:16,364
Where? Where...
Wh-Where are we gonna find it?
451
00:19:16,398 --> 00:19:17,767
At the diner?!
452
00:19:18,767 --> 00:19:19,901
What?
453
00:19:19,935 --> 00:19:22,726
When are you gonna tell me
that you found your father?
454
00:19:23,272 --> 00:19:26,307
Your father, Jackson...
your long-lost, deadbeat dad?
455
00:19:26,342 --> 00:19:28,910
The distinguished-hippie-
former-surgeon Dr. Avery,
456
00:19:28,944 --> 00:19:30,678
who slings hash at the local diner?
457
00:19:30,713 --> 00:19:32,280
He's the whole reason we're here!
458
00:19:34,016 --> 00:19:35,750
No, I came here to help a patient.
459
00:19:35,784 --> 00:19:37,359
Don't lie to me.
460
00:19:38,020 --> 00:19:41,889
And worse yet, don't lie
to Caroline and her parents.
461
00:19:41,924 --> 00:19:44,225
We are only here
'cause of your freakin' father,
462
00:19:44,259 --> 00:19:45,960
and now that kid is gonna die.
463
00:19:58,582 --> 00:20:00,708
- Night-night, baby.
- Sleep well.
464
00:20:00,735 --> 00:20:01,969
Be good for Grandma, okay? Love you.
465
00:20:02,003 --> 00:20:03,170
Love you, nugget.
466
00:20:03,204 --> 00:20:05,372
- Mwah!
- [Both chuckle]
467
00:20:05,407 --> 00:20:06,640
[Cellphone clicks]
468
00:20:17,290 --> 00:20:19,124
Why didn't you just tell me?
469
00:20:24,764 --> 00:20:26,732
All right. [Scoffs]
470
00:20:26,766 --> 00:20:28,100
Forget it.
471
00:20:32,038 --> 00:20:33,853
"You good?"
472
00:20:34,708 --> 00:20:36,278
What?
473
00:20:38,645 --> 00:20:39,945
I sat there, staring at him
across the room.
474
00:20:39,980 --> 00:20:43,582
Figured, you know,
eventually, he'll see me,
475
00:20:43,617 --> 00:20:48,420
recognize... something...
my face, my eyes,
476
00:20:48,455 --> 00:20:50,589
just... anything.
477
00:20:50,624 --> 00:20:55,757
And that's I got was, "You good?"
478
00:20:57,897 --> 00:20:59,932
Like, literally, that's it.
479
00:20:59,966 --> 00:21:02,469
No recognition, nothing.
480
00:21:04,070 --> 00:21:06,133
Like I was...
481
00:21:07,707 --> 00:21:09,694
anyone.
482
00:21:10,310 --> 00:21:11,901
No one.
483
00:21:12,512 --> 00:21:13,879
So talk to him.
484
00:21:13,913 --> 00:21:15,180
Yeah, I tried.
485
00:21:15,215 --> 00:21:17,453
I... I wanted to.
486
00:21:17,984 --> 00:21:22,981
I went, and I sat there, waited...
487
00:21:23,556 --> 00:21:25,446
[Sighs deeply]
488
00:21:26,660 --> 00:21:29,646
I got a million things
to say to that guy.
489
00:21:30,530 --> 00:21:32,197
Thinking about it my whole...
490
00:21:36,736 --> 00:21:38,203
Tell him what an ass he was
491
00:21:38,238 --> 00:21:41,707
for walking out
on his family, his kid...
492
00:21:44,744 --> 00:21:47,146
He couldn't hack it
as an Avery. Join the club.
493
00:21:50,850 --> 00:21:52,918
Could still show up.
494
00:21:52,952 --> 00:21:55,854
Pick something...
uh, birthday, graduation.
495
00:21:55,889 --> 00:21:57,456
Show the hell up.
496
00:22:03,396 --> 00:22:06,565
That's what I was gonna say... all that.
497
00:22:06,599 --> 00:22:07,966
Then, uh...
498
00:22:13,039 --> 00:22:14,713
Then he...
499
00:22:15,809 --> 00:22:18,518
He looked me right in the eye.
500
00:22:19,446 --> 00:22:21,136
[Chuckles]
501
00:22:22,816 --> 00:22:24,550
He doesn't know his own son.
502
00:22:28,388 --> 00:22:30,189
So make him know you.
503
00:22:45,772 --> 00:22:48,207
- This is stupid.
- No, it's not.
504
00:22:53,899 --> 00:22:56,034
- All right, well, you can go.
- I'm not going.
505
00:22:57,751 --> 00:22:58,884
We're not married.
506
00:22:58,918 --> 00:22:59,918
It's not like who I talk to
507
00:22:59,953 --> 00:23:01,653
or don't talk to
is any of your business anyway.
508
00:23:01,688 --> 00:23:03,055
Yeah, it is my business,
509
00:23:03,089 --> 00:23:05,791
because we have a job to do,
and you're not here.
510
00:23:05,825 --> 00:23:07,341
And you're not gonna be here
511
00:23:07,375 --> 00:23:08,613
till you say what you need to say.
512
00:23:08,647 --> 00:23:09,762
So go say it.
513
00:23:09,796 --> 00:23:11,683
Then it will be over...
514
00:23:12,599 --> 00:23:14,066
- and we can get back to work.
- [Inhales deeply]
515
00:23:18,338 --> 00:23:19,705
[Sighs]
516
00:23:34,354 --> 00:23:36,541
- [Door bell jingles]
- [Clears throat]
517
00:23:37,316 --> 00:23:38,583
Hey, back again.
518
00:23:38,791 --> 00:23:40,859
Sorry, we're closed.
519
00:23:45,698 --> 00:23:47,699
I've got some meatloaf
left over in the back.
520
00:23:47,734 --> 00:23:49,433
I could fix up something to go
if you'd like...
521
00:23:49,475 --> 00:23:51,042
- [Door bell jingles]
- I'm Jackson Avery.
522
00:23:53,854 --> 00:23:54,887
I'm your son.
523
00:23:58,077 --> 00:23:59,845
[Door bell jingles]
524
00:24:01,928 --> 00:24:03,028
Oh, my God.
525
00:24:08,021 --> 00:24:09,421
[Chuckling] Oh, my God.
526
00:24:13,059 --> 00:24:16,728
Jackson. Oh, son.
527
00:24:16,763 --> 00:24:17,896
Oh, Jackson!
528
00:24:17,931 --> 00:24:19,665
[Laughing]
529
00:24:19,699 --> 00:24:22,099
Oh, good God!
530
00:24:22,602 --> 00:24:23,502
Oh, my God.
531
00:24:23,536 --> 00:24:25,671
Come inside. Oh, Jackson.
532
00:24:25,705 --> 00:24:29,074
I'm sorry, it's just, my brain
is going a little... you know?
533
00:24:29,763 --> 00:24:31,009
Robert: You want to sit?
534
00:24:31,387 --> 00:24:33,178
Of course not. You've been sitting.
535
00:24:33,213 --> 00:24:34,913
Why didn't you just...
536
00:24:34,948 --> 00:24:36,760
I mean, I don't blame you, but...
537
00:24:37,350 --> 00:24:40,467
I'm sorry, I do not know
what to say here.
538
00:24:41,955 --> 00:24:44,368
Are you here for work, too,
at the hospital?
539
00:24:44,402 --> 00:24:47,226
You and your friend, uh, April, was it?
540
00:24:47,260 --> 00:24:49,094
The surgeon?
541
00:24:49,128 --> 00:24:50,495
Yeah.
542
00:24:50,530 --> 00:24:52,433
You're a surgeon.
543
00:24:54,567 --> 00:24:55,434
I am, yeah.
544
00:24:55,468 --> 00:24:57,402
Uh, Plastics and ENT.
545
00:24:57,437 --> 00:24:58,937
Of course. Of course you are.
546
00:24:58,972 --> 00:25:01,440
- [Knocks on bar]
- Good God.
547
00:25:01,474 --> 00:25:04,622
And your mom? Is she here, too?
548
00:25:06,638 --> 00:25:08,005
This your place?
549
00:25:08,737 --> 00:25:10,249
It gives me a roof over my head
550
00:25:10,283 --> 00:25:11,884
and weekends off to play golf,
551
00:25:11,918 --> 00:25:12,885
food on the table.
552
00:25:12,919 --> 00:25:14,786
Speaking of which...
553
00:25:14,821 --> 00:25:16,855
Oh, wait right there.
554
00:25:16,890 --> 00:25:19,351
[Clears throat]
555
00:25:20,393 --> 00:25:22,094
My own blend.
556
00:25:22,128 --> 00:25:23,762
I've been working
with these local guys...
557
00:25:23,796 --> 00:25:25,775
Great guys. You'd like them.
558
00:25:26,666 --> 00:25:28,901
I don't know why I just said that.
559
00:25:28,935 --> 00:25:30,903
I have no idea who you'd like.
560
00:25:30,937 --> 00:25:33,105
Anyway, we're thinking of opening
up a little business on the side.
561
00:25:33,139 --> 00:25:34,239
Nothing big, you know?
562
00:25:34,274 --> 00:25:37,531
Just putting it out there
for the tourists and such.
563
00:25:48,121 --> 00:25:49,566
[Sighs] You're right.
564
00:25:49,600 --> 00:25:50,822
Incredible, huh?
565
00:25:50,857 --> 00:25:52,457
Chicory.
566
00:25:52,492 --> 00:25:53,759
[Chuckles softly]
567
00:25:53,793 --> 00:25:55,227
Listen to me,
568
00:25:55,261 --> 00:25:58,430
yapping away like some kind of idiot.
569
00:25:58,464 --> 00:25:59,965
Tell me something.
570
00:26:00,621 --> 00:26:02,067
Anything, everything.
571
00:26:02,101 --> 00:26:03,969
I know nothing.
572
00:26:07,774 --> 00:26:09,074
Here.
573
00:26:09,108 --> 00:26:10,609
Here we go.
574
00:26:19,519 --> 00:26:21,153
God, it's good to see you.
575
00:26:21,782 --> 00:26:22,988
Look at you.
576
00:26:24,902 --> 00:26:26,124
[Both sigh]
577
00:26:26,993 --> 00:26:29,828
I'm Head of Plastics and board
chair at Grey Sloan Memorial.
578
00:26:29,862 --> 00:26:33,832
I'm, uh, developing a new
protocol with skin grafts,
579
00:26:33,866 --> 00:26:36,501
particularly burn victims, and...
580
00:26:36,536 --> 00:26:39,301
No, I'm not talking, um...
581
00:26:40,673 --> 00:26:42,040
Of course you're amazing.
582
00:26:42,075 --> 00:26:44,977
You know, with your mom's help,
your name...
583
00:26:45,011 --> 00:26:46,178
I'm sure you're successful.
584
00:26:46,212 --> 00:26:48,880
No, what I mean is, uh...
585
00:26:48,915 --> 00:26:51,646
What you do, your family.
586
00:26:52,251 --> 00:26:53,719
Are you married?
587
00:26:53,753 --> 00:26:55,020
Kids?
588
00:26:55,054 --> 00:26:59,400
I guess what I'm asking is,
are you happy?
589
00:27:02,595 --> 00:27:03,535
Yeah, of course.
590
00:27:03,569 --> 00:27:04,753
No.
591
00:27:05,264 --> 00:27:06,465
Not "of course."
592
00:27:09,702 --> 00:27:11,342
I'm happy.
593
00:27:12,846 --> 00:27:14,973
Are you?
594
00:27:15,008 --> 00:27:16,875
Honestly, yeah. Yeah, I am.
595
00:27:20,279 --> 00:27:24,381
But for me, the whole Avery thing...
596
00:27:26,285 --> 00:27:28,220
I just couldn't do it.
597
00:27:28,254 --> 00:27:30,422
If it works for you, great.
598
00:27:31,997 --> 00:27:33,692
For me...
599
00:27:34,861 --> 00:27:38,359
The galas, the hand-shaking...
it wasn't my thing.
600
00:27:40,700 --> 00:27:42,462
Your thing.
601
00:27:43,269 --> 00:27:45,504
But when I found out what was,
602
00:27:46,052 --> 00:27:48,740
you couldn't drag me away, pal.
603
00:27:50,576 --> 00:27:52,777
From your diner in Montana?
604
00:27:52,812 --> 00:27:55,176
The night that I met your mother,
605
00:27:56,115 --> 00:28:00,218
it was an annual Avery Gala.
606
00:28:00,253 --> 00:28:02,387
I was stuffed in a thousand-dollar tux.
607
00:28:02,422 --> 00:28:06,892
She... was the most beautiful
woman in the room,
608
00:28:06,926 --> 00:28:09,094
going toe-to-toe with some rich dinosaur
609
00:28:09,128 --> 00:28:11,063
about God-knows-what.
610
00:28:11,097 --> 00:28:13,432
And she had a laugh... Oh.
611
00:28:16,135 --> 00:28:19,905
I introduced myself, and she ignored me
612
00:28:19,939 --> 00:28:22,225
half the night just to spite me.
613
00:28:23,076 --> 00:28:26,411
I was born into that life,
but she was born for it.
614
00:28:31,350 --> 00:28:33,223
So you took off.
615
00:28:34,153 --> 00:28:35,822
You know your mother.
616
00:28:36,656 --> 00:28:40,638
Her expectations are... crushing.
617
00:28:42,662 --> 00:28:44,930
How about you don't
talk about her anymore?
618
00:28:44,964 --> 00:28:46,538
I'm sorry. You're right.
619
00:28:46,572 --> 00:28:49,134
- She is your mother...
- That's true... she is my mother.
620
00:28:52,672 --> 00:28:54,239
And I don't know you.
621
00:28:54,273 --> 00:28:55,440
Jackson...
622
00:28:55,475 --> 00:28:56,441
Forget it.
623
00:28:56,476 --> 00:28:57,923
Listen...
624
00:28:59,212 --> 00:29:01,079
[Door bell jingles]
625
00:29:06,519 --> 00:29:08,153
- How'd it go?
- Don't.
626
00:29:08,187 --> 00:29:10,188
- Jackson...
- Just don't ask.
627
00:29:27,558 --> 00:29:29,473
[Sighs] We got to come up with something
628
00:29:29,508 --> 00:29:31,507
to save this girl's voice.
629
00:29:32,329 --> 00:29:34,264
There's got to be something, right?
630
00:29:38,202 --> 00:29:41,216
You want to talk about it,
what happened with your dad?
631
00:29:42,239 --> 00:29:43,907
You know what? Maybe we could do
a staged procedure.
632
00:29:43,941 --> 00:29:45,308
I could excise the tumor now,
633
00:29:45,342 --> 00:29:46,876
and we could wait on a transplant donor.
634
00:29:46,911 --> 00:29:48,811
No, it wouldn't work.
635
00:29:48,846 --> 00:29:50,480
She'd need another course of radiation,
636
00:29:50,514 --> 00:29:52,515
which would make her
a bad surgical candidate.
637
00:29:52,550 --> 00:29:53,675
Yeah.
638
00:29:55,553 --> 00:29:56,881
Yeah, we talked.
639
00:29:57,755 --> 00:30:00,390
He talked, really... a lot.
640
00:30:00,424 --> 00:30:02,992
About how hard it was being an Avery
641
00:30:03,027 --> 00:30:04,594
and... surgery and...
642
00:30:04,628 --> 00:30:06,429
[Snaps fingers] Temporary stent.
643
00:30:06,463 --> 00:30:08,064
Erosion and bleeding, right?
644
00:30:08,098 --> 00:30:09,537
Crap.
645
00:30:10,467 --> 00:30:13,416
He was just so damn polite, and...
646
00:30:14,405 --> 00:30:16,439
What about, um, the animal studies?
647
00:30:16,473 --> 00:30:18,007
Okay.
648
00:30:18,042 --> 00:30:19,509
Uh...
649
00:30:19,543 --> 00:30:21,377
I just kind of clammed up.
650
00:30:21,412 --> 00:30:22,378
I didn't say anything.
651
00:30:22,413 --> 00:30:24,096
Really, he was...
652
00:30:24,582 --> 00:30:27,283
just like... warm? I don't know...
653
00:30:27,318 --> 00:30:28,651
He was... happy!
654
00:30:32,656 --> 00:30:36,226
I definitely didn't picture him,
like, happy without me.
655
00:30:36,260 --> 00:30:40,096
He talked a lot,
didn't say anything about me.
656
00:30:41,565 --> 00:30:43,224
Nothing.
657
00:30:44,401 --> 00:30:49,639
Talked about Mom's laugh,
his stupid tuxedo, coffee.
658
00:30:49,673 --> 00:30:51,753
I felt really stupid.
659
00:30:52,276 --> 00:30:53,409
You're not.
660
00:30:53,444 --> 00:30:55,778
Never occurred to me, all that
time, that he didn't even...
661
00:31:00,184 --> 00:31:01,901
He really didn't even miss me.
662
00:31:02,519 --> 00:31:05,276
- You don't know that.
- Oh, I do now.
663
00:31:05,956 --> 00:31:07,090
I really do.
664
00:31:07,124 --> 00:31:10,159
It didn't even occur to the guy
to pretend otherwise.
665
00:31:13,130 --> 00:31:14,264
How do you go up to somebody
666
00:31:14,298 --> 00:31:15,329
and tell them what an ass they've been
667
00:31:15,363 --> 00:31:16,933
when they're just smiling at you,
668
00:31:16,967 --> 00:31:19,402
talking about chicory coffee?
669
00:31:19,436 --> 00:31:21,971
I just stood there
with my heart in my guts...
670
00:31:22,006 --> 00:31:23,473
or, guts in my throat...
671
00:31:23,507 --> 00:31:25,608
whatever the stupid expression is.
672
00:31:25,643 --> 00:31:27,176
It's heart in your throat.
673
00:31:27,211 --> 00:31:28,478
No, that's not it.
674
00:31:28,512 --> 00:31:29,245
Yeah. Yeah, it is.
675
00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:30,480
There's something about guts...
676
00:31:30,514 --> 00:31:33,950
No, you feel it in your gut,
but your heart's in your throat.
677
00:31:37,888 --> 00:31:39,455
[Gasps]
678
00:31:39,490 --> 00:31:40,790
What?
679
00:31:40,824 --> 00:31:42,792
That's it. She needs a valve.
680
00:31:42,826 --> 00:31:44,927
Right? She needs something...
681
00:31:44,962 --> 00:31:46,362
Okay. That's it.
682
00:31:46,397 --> 00:31:47,645
What is?
683
00:31:48,632 --> 00:31:51,434
Her guts for her throat.
684
00:31:51,468 --> 00:31:54,604
Maybe we can use her own guts
for her own... throat.
685
00:31:54,638 --> 00:31:57,373
- We lost the transplant, okay?
- Okay.
686
00:31:57,408 --> 00:31:59,175
- We lost the vocal cords.
- Yeah.
687
00:31:59,209 --> 00:32:02,211
All right, so, what if... what
if we just made her new ones?
688
00:32:02,246 --> 00:32:05,548
I mean, what if we just used
Caroline's own intestines
689
00:32:05,582 --> 00:32:07,216
to create her a new valve?
690
00:32:07,251 --> 00:32:09,686
She's already got an ileo-cecal
valve here, right?
691
00:32:09,720 --> 00:32:11,554
I could use her attached
appendix, and...
692
00:32:11,588 --> 00:32:13,222
and I could build a vocal tube.
693
00:32:13,257 --> 00:32:14,290
And she'd be her own donor.
694
00:32:14,325 --> 00:32:16,693
Literally be putting her own
guts in her own throat.
695
00:32:16,727 --> 00:32:18,494
That's still not the expression,
but do you think it'll work?
696
00:32:18,529 --> 00:32:20,897
No. I mean, maybe. Yeah.
697
00:32:20,931 --> 00:32:22,942
Okay. Well, which one
you want to go with?
698
00:32:27,371 --> 00:32:29,639
Yeah... I don't think so.
699
00:32:30,427 --> 00:32:32,475
Well, we've examined all the risks.
700
00:32:32,509 --> 00:32:33,710
We feel like the benefits outweigh them.
701
00:32:33,744 --> 00:32:35,178
April: Yeah, the parents have consented.
702
00:32:35,212 --> 00:32:36,212
They both want this.
703
00:32:36,246 --> 00:32:36,879
[Sighs]
704
00:32:36,914 --> 00:32:38,481
It's never been done before,
705
00:32:38,515 --> 00:32:40,416
and if something were to go wrong, or...
706
00:32:40,451 --> 00:32:43,553
Well, that is exactly
where the magic happens.
707
00:32:43,587 --> 00:32:45,722
- Okay, it's never been done before.
- Mm-hmm.
708
00:32:45,756 --> 00:32:47,023
Until we do it.
709
00:32:47,057 --> 00:32:48,858
Like today. Like right here.
710
00:32:48,892 --> 00:32:51,327
Don't you want to be
a part of this magic, Steve?
711
00:32:51,362 --> 00:32:52,595
Don't you want a place at the table
712
00:32:52,629 --> 00:32:53,730
when we turn that young girl's stomach
713
00:32:53,764 --> 00:32:55,698
into an actual throat?
714
00:32:55,733 --> 00:32:57,559
When we make history?
715
00:32:58,702 --> 00:33:00,703
Well, I-I...
716
00:33:00,738 --> 00:33:03,225
- At the table?
- At the table.
717
00:33:04,074 --> 00:33:05,775
At the table.
718
00:33:05,809 --> 00:33:08,177
I... I-I still don't know
if I can get approval.
719
00:33:08,212 --> 00:33:10,046
Yeah, well, luckily, you don't have to.
720
00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:11,001
I'm sorry?
721
00:33:11,035 --> 00:33:12,448
It's my name on the hospital.
722
00:33:12,483 --> 00:33:14,375
As an Avery, I officially grant us
723
00:33:14,409 --> 00:33:16,452
permission to make history...
724
00:33:16,487 --> 00:33:17,620
together.
725
00:33:17,654 --> 00:33:18,621
At the table.
726
00:33:18,655 --> 00:33:20,089
Exactly.
727
00:33:20,124 --> 00:33:21,891
Jackson: She is gonna do great.
728
00:33:21,925 --> 00:33:23,793
Dr. Kepner and I
will be sure to update you
729
00:33:23,827 --> 00:33:25,495
as soon as we can.
730
00:33:27,664 --> 00:33:28,698
I am giving you as much love
731
00:33:28,732 --> 00:33:31,067
as humanly possible because
you're her doctor...
732
00:33:31,101 --> 00:33:33,507
and I believe in you.
733
00:33:34,938 --> 00:33:36,739
Thank you.
734
00:33:36,774 --> 00:33:37,840
[Clears throat]
735
00:33:37,875 --> 00:33:41,144
You just make sure she comes
back alive. You hear me?
736
00:33:41,178 --> 00:33:44,147
♪ You said I'd never be a leader ♪
737
00:33:44,181 --> 00:33:47,417
♪ You said I'd never a crown ♪
738
00:33:47,451 --> 00:33:50,486
♪ If I wanted to be someone, mm ♪
739
00:33:50,521 --> 00:33:52,655
♪ I should learn to settle down ♪
740
00:33:52,689 --> 00:33:53,956
♪ You should know better... ♪
741
00:33:53,991 --> 00:33:57,393
If we were back at home, we'd
have a full gallery, a webcast.
742
00:33:57,428 --> 00:33:59,255
I can't believe nobody's gonna see this.
743
00:33:59,280 --> 00:34:00,630
I'll see it.
744
00:34:00,664 --> 00:34:03,299
♪ Don't know me that well ♪
745
00:34:06,837 --> 00:34:09,906
♪ I made it to the end ♪
746
00:34:09,940 --> 00:34:13,176
♪ I nearly paid the cost ♪
747
00:34:13,210 --> 00:34:15,578
♪ I lost a lot of friends ♪
748
00:34:15,612 --> 00:34:18,471
Jackson: Ah, Dr. Corridan, join us.
749
00:34:18,849 --> 00:34:20,149
Good luck, doctors.
750
00:34:20,184 --> 00:34:21,851
♪ I can't keep doubting myself anymore ♪
751
00:34:21,885 --> 00:34:23,423
Here we go.
752
00:34:24,625 --> 00:34:25,836
April and Jackson: Scalpel.
753
00:34:25,871 --> 00:34:28,691
- ♪ Ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh
- ♪ No
754
00:34:28,725 --> 00:34:31,194
- ♪ Ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh
- ♪ No
755
00:34:31,228 --> 00:34:32,462
♪ Ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ♪
756
00:34:32,496 --> 00:34:34,797
♪ I can't keep doubting myself, now ♪
757
00:34:34,832 --> 00:34:37,834
♪ Ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ♪
758
00:34:37,868 --> 00:34:40,970
♪ Now you're looking at a leader ♪
759
00:34:41,004 --> 00:34:43,940
♪ Now you're staring at a queen ♪
760
00:34:43,974 --> 00:34:47,043
♪ You said I'll never be someone ♪
761
00:34:47,077 --> 00:34:49,479
♪ But now I'm pulling all the strings ♪
762
00:34:49,513 --> 00:34:50,680
♪ You should know better ♪
763
00:34:50,714 --> 00:34:52,782
♪ Won't let me back down ♪
764
00:34:52,816 --> 00:34:55,518
- ♪ You'll never go further
- ♪ Can't turn me around
765
00:34:55,552 --> 00:34:56,619
♪ You'll never be better ♪
766
00:34:56,653 --> 00:35:00,189
♪ So no one's stopping me now ♪
767
00:35:03,827 --> 00:35:06,963
♪ I made it to the end ♪
768
00:35:06,997 --> 00:35:09,799
♪ I nearly paid the cost ♪
769
00:35:09,833 --> 00:35:13,035
♪ I lost a lot of friends ♪
770
00:35:13,070 --> 00:35:16,205
♪ I sacrificed a lot ♪
771
00:35:16,240 --> 00:35:19,075
♪ I'd do it all again ♪
772
00:35:19,109 --> 00:35:21,811
♪ 'Cause I made it to the top ♪
773
00:35:21,845 --> 00:35:26,682
♪ I can't keep doubting myself anymore ♪
774
00:35:26,717 --> 00:35:27,917
♪ No ♪
775
00:35:27,951 --> 00:35:29,852
This is gonna work, right?
776
00:35:29,887 --> 00:35:31,355
We did it.
777
00:35:32,122 --> 00:35:33,867
Damn right you did.
778
00:35:34,525 --> 00:35:37,560
I am so tired, I could drop.
779
00:35:37,594 --> 00:35:39,862
And yet I am so awake.
780
00:35:39,897 --> 00:35:41,697
That was...
781
00:35:41,732 --> 00:35:43,266
I know.
782
00:35:43,300 --> 00:35:45,601
♪ But you don't know the half ♪
783
00:35:45,636 --> 00:35:47,036
Oh, don't even bother.
784
00:35:47,070 --> 00:35:49,772
They'll let us know when she's awake.
785
00:35:49,806 --> 00:35:52,524
It's gonna be a couple hours, anyway.
786
00:35:53,810 --> 00:35:55,912
In that case, um...
787
00:35:55,946 --> 00:35:57,880
I'm gonna go sleep.
788
00:35:57,915 --> 00:35:59,282
Like the dead.
789
00:35:59,316 --> 00:36:00,643
Yeah.
790
00:36:02,753 --> 00:36:03,920
Unless you think we should go
791
00:36:03,954 --> 00:36:05,388
check back in on the patient.
792
00:36:05,422 --> 00:36:06,856
No, no, I think you're right.
793
00:36:06,890 --> 00:36:07,757
I think we should rest.
794
00:36:07,791 --> 00:36:10,359
All right, we should... go do that, then.
795
00:36:10,394 --> 00:36:11,961
Sure. No, great.
796
00:36:11,995 --> 00:36:12,895
That's a good call.
797
00:36:12,930 --> 00:36:14,163
Okay.
798
00:36:15,678 --> 00:36:16,712
What?
799
00:36:16,737 --> 00:36:19,412
I'm just thinking
about our track record in hotels.
800
00:36:19,503 --> 00:36:20,649
What about it?
801
00:36:20,683 --> 00:36:26,943
♪ I can't keep doubting myself anymore ♪
802
00:36:26,977 --> 00:36:28,477
♪ Ooh ooh, ooh ♪
803
00:36:28,512 --> 00:36:30,646
♪ No ♪
804
00:36:30,681 --> 00:36:33,749
♪ Oh, no, no, no, no ♪
805
00:36:33,784 --> 00:36:36,786
♪ I can't keep doubting myself, no ♪
806
00:36:36,820 --> 00:36:39,455
♪ Ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ♪
807
00:36:39,489 --> 00:36:42,058
♪ Ooh ooh, ooh ♪
808
00:36:53,332 --> 00:36:55,769
I know why my mother sent you.
809
00:36:57,336 --> 00:36:59,537
Wanted me to have some backup.
810
00:36:59,571 --> 00:37:01,539
She must've figured I was...
811
00:37:01,573 --> 00:37:04,175
probably gonna see him and knew better
812
00:37:04,209 --> 00:37:06,277
than to try to talk me out of it.
813
00:37:06,311 --> 00:37:08,521
She wanted me here.
814
00:37:09,348 --> 00:37:12,116
- Just in case.
- That is so...
815
00:37:12,151 --> 00:37:13,451
Catherine.
816
00:37:13,485 --> 00:37:16,687
I was gonna say infuriating, but, yeah.
817
00:37:25,230 --> 00:37:28,366
[Breathes deeply]
818
00:37:28,400 --> 00:37:31,002
Jackson, I know what a good father is.
819
00:37:31,036 --> 00:37:33,214
I've had one my whole life.
820
00:37:34,907 --> 00:37:38,242
You are a good father.
821
00:37:38,277 --> 00:37:40,845
You took us both in.
822
00:37:40,879 --> 00:37:43,347
You took care of her when I couldn't.
823
00:37:43,382 --> 00:37:46,761
And you haven't stopped taking
care of either of us since.
824
00:37:47,452 --> 00:37:50,423
Even with everything
that's happened between us...
825
00:37:51,290 --> 00:37:52,980
you never bailed.
826
00:37:55,627 --> 00:37:57,795
And he couldn't do that.
827
00:38:02,267 --> 00:38:04,369
You came here to tell him something.
828
00:38:05,037 --> 00:38:06,804
Don't leave till you do.
829
00:38:21,253 --> 00:38:23,354
[Door bell jingles]
830
00:38:23,988 --> 00:38:26,357
Hey, hey. Sit, sit.
I got something for you.
831
00:38:26,391 --> 00:38:28,693
I can't stay long. Uh, we're headed out.
832
00:38:28,727 --> 00:38:31,262
I can make you something
for the road, if you want.
833
00:38:31,296 --> 00:38:33,231
I just came to say goodbye.
834
00:38:33,265 --> 00:38:34,715
Okay.
835
00:38:35,567 --> 00:38:39,537
Listen, I'm really glad you came by.
836
00:38:39,571 --> 00:38:41,004
Maybe next time, if you're...
837
00:38:41,039 --> 00:38:44,308
Yeah, I don't think there's...
gonna be a next time.
838
00:38:47,946 --> 00:38:49,501
[Quietly] Okay.
839
00:38:51,483 --> 00:38:53,714
- Jackson, listen...
- I have a daughter.
840
00:38:54,453 --> 00:38:56,465
Her name is Harriet.
841
00:38:57,589 --> 00:38:59,290
Harriet.
842
00:38:59,324 --> 00:39:01,125
[Chuckles]
843
00:39:01,159 --> 00:39:02,593
Jackson.
844
00:39:02,628 --> 00:39:03,694
Wow.
845
00:39:03,729 --> 00:39:06,197
That is wonderful.
846
00:39:06,231 --> 00:39:08,234
I'm a grandfather.
847
00:39:08,934 --> 00:39:10,301
No.
848
00:39:10,335 --> 00:39:11,906
No, you're not.
849
00:39:12,471 --> 00:39:15,373
My mom's a wonderful grandmother, and...
850
00:39:15,407 --> 00:39:17,375
and you seem like a decent guy.
851
00:39:17,409 --> 00:39:19,964
But you're not a grandfather.
852
00:39:20,579 --> 00:39:22,500
You're not my father.
853
00:39:22,948 --> 00:39:24,219
And I figure, when you have a kid,
854
00:39:24,253 --> 00:39:25,706
you're making a promise.
855
00:39:27,185 --> 00:39:29,320
And I don't break my promises.
856
00:39:29,354 --> 00:39:31,389
That's the real difference
between you and me.
857
00:39:31,423 --> 00:39:32,390
Look, Jackson...
858
00:39:32,424 --> 00:39:34,154
Take care, Robert.
859
00:39:36,028 --> 00:39:38,210
I'm really glad that I met you.
860
00:39:39,264 --> 00:39:40,531
Goodbye.
861
00:39:42,200 --> 00:39:43,968
Freezing.
862
00:39:44,002 --> 00:39:45,403
Choking.
863
00:39:45,437 --> 00:39:47,271
Getting tongue-tied.
864
00:39:47,306 --> 00:39:48,472
[Door bell jingles]
865
00:39:48,507 --> 00:39:53,277
♪ Did you ever know ♪
866
00:39:53,312 --> 00:39:58,424
♪ What it is to be hurt? ♪
867
00:40:00,519 --> 00:40:03,821
♪ Did you ever feel ♪
868
00:40:03,855 --> 00:40:05,089
There's a reason it happens.
869
00:40:05,123 --> 00:40:07,105
Take a deep breath now.
870
00:40:08,493 --> 00:40:11,162
♪ Did you ever give up ♪
871
00:40:11,196 --> 00:40:12,363
Take your time.
872
00:40:12,397 --> 00:40:15,499
♪ All your pride ♪
873
00:40:15,534 --> 00:40:16,934
Okay. Take your time.
874
00:40:16,968 --> 00:40:25,142
♪ Just to have him by your side? ♪
875
00:40:25,177 --> 00:40:27,144
I... Ma...
876
00:40:27,179 --> 00:40:30,214
[Both laugh]
877
00:40:30,248 --> 00:40:32,817
Hi... Mama.
878
00:40:32,851 --> 00:40:35,519
♪ You don't know nothin' ♪
879
00:40:35,554 --> 00:40:37,955
♪ You don't know nothin' ♪
880
00:40:37,989 --> 00:40:39,357
♪ You don't know ♪
881
00:40:39,391 --> 00:40:41,625
♪ You don't know nothin' ♪
882
00:40:41,660 --> 00:40:44,795
We lose our words because
the stakes are so high...
883
00:40:53,438 --> 00:40:56,540
♪ When the nighttime comes ♪
884
00:40:56,575 --> 00:40:58,631
♪ And your tears fall like rain ♪
885
00:40:58,665 --> 00:41:00,244
Catherine: Hey!
886
00:41:00,278 --> 00:41:02,480
- Mommy and Daddy!
- ...and we have so much to lose.
887
00:41:02,514 --> 00:41:03,814
Yeah!
888
00:41:03,849 --> 00:41:06,484
And there she is! Thanks, Grandma.
889
00:41:09,187 --> 00:41:10,388
Everything go okay?
890
00:41:10,422 --> 00:41:11,989
Yeah.
891
00:41:12,524 --> 00:41:13,691
Good.
892
00:41:13,725 --> 00:41:15,259
Jackson said I could get a ride home?
893
00:41:15,293 --> 00:41:16,994
- Oh, of course, of course.
- Yeah?
894
00:41:17,028 --> 00:41:18,195
Come here, little baby.
895
00:41:18,230 --> 00:41:20,531
Good girl.
896
00:41:20,565 --> 00:41:21,432
Hi!
897
00:41:21,466 --> 00:41:23,234
[Laughing]
898
00:41:28,907 --> 00:41:29,807
Thank you.
899
00:41:29,841 --> 00:41:31,609
Oh, please,
that's what grandmas are for.
900
00:41:31,643 --> 00:41:32,996
No.
901
00:41:34,546 --> 00:41:36,092
I mean...
902
00:41:36,581 --> 00:41:38,012
What?
903
00:41:38,483 --> 00:41:40,116
- What, baby?
- Just...
904
00:41:41,086 --> 00:41:42,621
Thank you, Mom.
905
00:41:43,388 --> 00:41:44,588
For everything.
906
00:41:44,623 --> 00:41:48,979
We're petrified of saying
too much or saying it wrong...
907
00:41:49,628 --> 00:41:50,928
You ready?
908
00:41:50,962 --> 00:41:53,364
[Sighs] Let's go home.
909
00:41:53,398 --> 00:41:54,632
♪ You don't know nothin' ♪
910
00:41:54,666 --> 00:41:55,900
♪ You don't know ♪
911
00:41:55,934 --> 00:41:58,769
♪ You don't know, you don't know ♪
912
00:41:58,804 --> 00:42:01,205
♪ You don't know nothin' ♪
913
00:42:01,239 --> 00:42:02,440
♪ You don't know ♪
914
00:42:02,474 --> 00:42:05,576
...when the truth is, the only
wrong thing you can say...
915
00:42:07,612 --> 00:42:09,447
♪ You don't know nothin' ♪
916
00:42:09,481 --> 00:42:11,315
...is nothing at all.
917
00:42:11,349 --> 00:42:19,486
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