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Meredith: Our skulls cushion our brains.
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♪ See, I was born without no shoes ♪
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Amelia: What's happening?
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Hey, it's me. Do you want a giant tumor?
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Why would I want that?
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It's the one from my wall
that Derek drew.
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I thought you might like it.
It's here in the hall.
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Our rib cage guards our hearts.
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♪ Come on, I hope my feet ♪
♪ don't fail me ♪
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The body is built to protect
our most vulnerable parts.
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- ♪ Feet don't fail me ♪
- Is she cleaning? ♪
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At 3:30?
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At least that's how
it's supposed to work.
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♪ Feet don't fail me now ♪
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Eliza: Josephine Wilson.
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Strong in ortho, plastics,
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and not a bad head for neuro, actually.
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Her outcomes are excellent.
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Yeah, she really rallied.
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She had a tough year, personally.
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Never would have known.
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Stephanie Edwards.
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She's expressed a clear interest
and talent for neuro.
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She could write whatever ticket
she wants. She's a superstar.
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Very driven.
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Yes, she will make us proud.
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Well, this is fun. Like the Sorting Hat.
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Yep. [Chuckles]
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Benjamin Warren.
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Well, say what you want to say.
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Warren's a utility player,
good anywhere you put him.
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That's true.
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He tends to play it safe.
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He goes for the easy cases,
easy diagnosis.
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He lays back. No risks.
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Ben Warren? Have you seen his file?
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He's made very risky moves.
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I've had to reprimand him myself.
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Of course I read his file.
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After a mistake like Warren makes,
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a resident goes one of two ways.
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He either plays it smarter
or he plays it safer.
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Warren went safer.
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He may not even be aware it's happening.
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Moving on. Martin Carver.
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You talk to Wilson a lot.
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Uh, daily. Why?
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She and Karev. You think
they're back together?
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I don't know.
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Ohh.
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Oh. Never mind. Forget I asked.
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You like her.
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Nope. I'm not doing this.
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No. Hey. Hang on, hang on.
Stop. You're a good guy.
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Y-You want to let that go, okay?
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You made a grand gesture,
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but she still hasn't said
anything to you, has she?
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So just do yourself a favor.
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That's all I'm saying.
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Here you go. Friend to friend.
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Yeah. Okay. Let's go fix people.
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Woman on P.A.:
Dr. Lantz to Labor & Delivery.
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Hey. Someone paged me.
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That was me. I need your help.
Very urgent.
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- Great. Where we headed?
- My place or yours.
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Tonight. The minute we are off of work.
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I don't care if you have
other plans. They're canceled.
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I have plans of my own.
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So you paged me... for a dinner date.
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I mean, sure. We can eat, too.
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My plans are more...
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naked plans.
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Oh! Okay.
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To be clear, I mean sex.
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Yeah, no, no. I... I got that.
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But you're hesitating.
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I came on too strong? You're not ready?
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You're weirded out.
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[Boy coughs]
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Hey. Are you with someone?
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What's your name?
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Liam.
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Liam, hey. Are you hurt?
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Are you sick? Do you feel bad?
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Okay. Where are your parents?
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I don't have any.
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- Who do we have, DeLuca?
- This is Holly Harner.
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Complaining of generalized chest
and abdominal pain after a fall.
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She's also got a pretty
obvious forearm fracture.
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- [Groans]
- Just waiting for her X-rays to come up.
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- Hi, Holly. I'm Dr. Kepner.
- Hi.
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Can you tell me how you fell?
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So, I was having
the best sex of my life.
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No, third-best.
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- [Laughing]
- I'd hate to see the best.
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No, no. So, then I had to pee.
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And it was dark, and I'm trying
to find the bathroom.
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I found the front door instead,
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walked right out in the stairwell and...
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- Oh, no.
- Yeah, two flights.
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He slept right through it.
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His neighbor found me. Ah, ah!
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- Does that hurt?
- Yeah.
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And the guy you were with?
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- Ah, well, it was one of those one-night things.
- Mm-hmm.
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So he'll just think I ducked out
in the middle of the night.
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Which is fine.
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It's good, actually.
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[Keys clacking]
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[Laughs] Oh, my God.
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What? What is it?
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My pants... they're on his floor.
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He's gonna have to figure that one out.
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Ugh. I'm sorry, Holly,
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but it looks like you've broken
your arm in two places.
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Oh, come on.
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Yeah. And there's free fluid
in the left upper quadrant.
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We're gonna need to get her
up for a pan scan
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- and page general.
- Okay.
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Is he single?
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[Laughs]
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Hey, Maggie.
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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Are you gonna be home tonight?
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Should be. What are we doing?
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I was thinking about having Nathan over,
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but I don't want it to be
weird or uncomfortable, so...
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Well, it's your house.
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You should have over whomever you want.
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But it's your house, too.
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Are you saying you don't want
to have him over if I'm there?
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No, that's not what I'm saying at all.
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It's totally fine.
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Are Holly's scans up yet?
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- Uh, not yet.
- Okay.
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It's a little weird, but it's fine.
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Okay. Forget it. Forget I said anything.
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- Okay, yeah.
- Okay.
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- Okay.
- Okay.
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Holly: Hello?
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[Clears throat] Hey, Holly.
How's it going in there?
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Yeah, um, you know,
it just occurred to me,
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uh, when you do the scan,
you might see something weird.
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And I don't want you to freak out.
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Ah, don't worry about it.
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We've seen everything, Holly. Trust me.
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Uh, well, I've got a giant,
inoperable heart tumor.
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Holy...
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And, uh, you know,
you can just ignore that.
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It's just something I have.
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Is it sharp, like someone
stabbing you really hard,
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or throbbing... like a ball
bouncing against your head?
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It just hurts.
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Sometimes I feel like
I've been spinning.
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Like you're dizzy?
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Okay. Constant pain. Intermittent
dizziness. It could be vestibular.
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Can you tell us who takes care of you?
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Charlotte.
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And where do you and Charlotte live?
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On a farm.
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Wow. That's pretty cool.
You got any animals?
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A rat... and a goose, a sheep...
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Ah. I bet there's a pig, too.
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All right. You stay right here
for a minute, okay?
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All right. Something's
going on neurologically.
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We need to get him a head CT.
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Well, we can't. Not without consent.
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And how do we find Wilbur's parents?
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We've already placed
a call out to police
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regarding missing kids.
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Well, it shouldn't take too long.
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Kid's got clean clothes,
seems well-nourished.
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He reads books.
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Or someone reads them to him.
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He's... He's seizing.
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[Groaning]
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Liam. Liam.
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Someone get something for his head!
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Eliza: Two of lorazapam!
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And draw up a loading dose of Keppra!
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On it.
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So, you have some bleeding
from a spleen laceration.
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We'd like to try and do something
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called a splenic embolization
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so that we can repair it
without doing surgery.
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- All right. I'm in.
- Surgery would only slow me down.
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Well, as for your heart tumor...
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Oh, yeah. Left atrial sarcoma.
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It's inoperable.
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I've got less than a year left.
It's okay.
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"Inoperable" means different
things to different surgeons.
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I-I've seen six surgeons.
So I know the stages.
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You guys are in Stage 1.
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You see it, your eyes light up,
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you're the only ones who can tame it.
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Stage 2... you make a plan,
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a plan unlike any
who have come before you.
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You get my consent.
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Stage 3... you realize it doesn't work
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and you feel weird and you get all sad,
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and then you feel you disappointed me
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and then make it my job
to convince you that I'm okay
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so that you feel better.
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Can we just skip it?
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I know it's complicated,
but I really think...
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Yeah, uh, how long am I laid up
till my spleen heals?
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How long till I can, you know,
get back in the saddle?
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Uh, depends on the kind of saddle.
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Uh, well, I'd like
to have sex with as many men
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as I care to,
until my tumor tells me I can't.
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Goals.
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- Impressive.
- Nice.
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This fall really put a kink in my plans
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and, um, not in a good way. [Laughs]
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Ah, well, provided
that your spleen heals
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without complications,
you should be back
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to your normal... lifestyle
in a few days, maybe a week.
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Okay. Any chance we can shave that down?
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Jackson: Partial deglovement,
broken bones,
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extreme tissue and nerve damage.
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What do we have here?
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- Ouch.
- Yep.
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A 27-year-old got his hand
jammed in a revolving door.
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Uh, that'll do it.
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What's the game plan?
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Well, since his MESS score's a 7,
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we're sitting right in the gray area
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between salvage
and amputation, so obv...
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Well, actually, I'd like to hear
what Warren's thinking.
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Good idea.
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Oh. Well, uh,
reconstructive surgery is out.
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I mean, if we go that route,
we're just...
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Yeah, well, there's
a high likelihood of failure
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and we're just back here in six months
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amputating a nonfunctioning hand.
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Mm, that is true.
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Amputation is simpler.
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But some patients
mentally can't process that.
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Choose wisely, then.
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Well, since the MESS score
is borderline,
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we have to look for other indicators.
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Uh, the LSI, the PSI could give us
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a clearer picture of the ischemia,
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the bone/muscle damage, and the extent
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- of the vascular injury.
- [Sighs]
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Warren, you're not writing
a research paper.
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You're treating a patient
on a morphine drip.
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Make a call.
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Uh, well, according to these numbers,
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I say we amputate, then.
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[Imitates buzzer]
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Here's a number for you, Warren... 27.
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A 27-year-old wants to keep his hand.
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We're gonna do a rotational flap
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with antibiotic beads
and try to save this guy's hand.
257
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Right. Of course.
258
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Book an O.R. and, uh, get me some images
259
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of his left and right thighs,
also, for the grafts.
260
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- All right.
- [Clears throat]
261
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It was a gray area.
262
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Maggie: Hey.
So, Meredith was talking about
263
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bringing Nathan over tonight.
264
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Bringing him home?
265
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- To our house?
- Yeah.
266
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And then it got weird,
and now she's not.
267
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I'm still wrapping my head around
the fact that she's dating him.
268
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Oh, my God.
269
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- The tumor.
- What?
270
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That's why she took
the tumor out of her room.
271
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She doesn't want to have sex
with him in a shrine to Derek.
272
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She did not do that with the last guy.
273
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And look what happened...
screaming and crying
274
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and us kicking a half-naked man
out into the street.
275
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She's clearing a path.
276
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- She's moving on.
- She's moving on.
277
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This is serious, her and Riggs.
278
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We have to support this.
279
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[Monitor beeping]
280
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April: Now we are in the celiac artery,
281
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and that looks like the splenic artery.
282
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Got it.
283
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Meredith, heads up.
284
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I'm gonna be home late tonight.
285
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Okay. Deploying gelfoam.
286
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More than late, actually.
287
00:10:33,559 --> 00:10:34,892
I'm gonna take another look
at Holly's case.
288
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I've got some old records and studies
289
00:10:36,762 --> 00:10:38,362
that I want to look over.
290
00:10:38,397 --> 00:10:39,931
April: I thought she didn't want you to.
291
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Between the scans and the paperwork,
292
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it's gonna take some time.
293
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A lot of time, actually.
294
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You should probably count on me
295
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camping out here for the
duration and not coming home.
296
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Okay.
297
00:10:49,775 --> 00:10:51,008
Just wanted to let you know.
298
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Thanks.
299
00:10:52,811 --> 00:10:54,637
All right.
300
00:10:55,447 --> 00:10:56,747
April: Should I ask?
301
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- No.
- Okay.
302
00:11:00,639 --> 00:11:01,606
[Sniffles]
303
00:11:01,631 --> 00:11:02,996
[Monitor beeping]
304
00:11:04,678 --> 00:11:06,857
Thank you so much for finding us.
305
00:11:06,892 --> 00:11:08,759
We, uh... We called the school.
306
00:11:08,794 --> 00:11:11,295
We called his friend Sabrina.
We called the police.
307
00:11:11,330 --> 00:11:13,965
He said he took the train here?
Goodness.
308
00:11:13,999 --> 00:11:15,992
We live an hour away.
309
00:11:17,269 --> 00:11:19,704
Liam had a seizure
while we were talking to him.
310
00:11:19,738 --> 00:11:21,739
We took him to CT
to see what's going on.
311
00:11:21,773 --> 00:11:24,942
Uh, David, Marie,
Liam has a very large tumor.
312
00:11:24,977 --> 00:11:26,944
It's called a pituitary adenoma,
313
00:11:26,979 --> 00:11:29,013
and he's gonna need brain surgery.
314
00:11:31,750 --> 00:11:32,950
I'm sorry.
315
00:11:36,622 --> 00:11:38,823
Is that why he's been
getting these headaches
316
00:11:38,857 --> 00:11:40,825
and why he's been so tired?
317
00:11:40,859 --> 00:11:42,793
Yeah.
318
00:11:42,828 --> 00:11:45,162
When can we take him home?
319
00:11:45,197 --> 00:11:47,832
Well, that depends on how quickly
320
00:11:47,866 --> 00:11:50,001
the brain swelling goes down
after surgery.
321
00:11:50,035 --> 00:11:51,969
Most patients can be released within...
322
00:11:52,004 --> 00:11:55,006
Uh, no, Liam won't have the surgery.
323
00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:57,441
Or anything else.
No more needles, no scans.
324
00:11:57,476 --> 00:11:59,856
We don't believe in that
sort of intervention.
325
00:11:59,891 --> 00:12:01,979
I'm not sure you understand
what we're saying here.
326
00:12:02,014 --> 00:12:04,081
If you take Liam home without
treatment, it gets worse.
327
00:12:04,116 --> 00:12:05,449
He could die.
328
00:12:05,484 --> 00:12:08,819
No, doctor, he won't.
Not if it's God's will.
329
00:12:08,854 --> 00:12:11,589
So, thank you for
respecting our beliefs.
330
00:12:11,623 --> 00:12:14,317
How soon can you discharge my son?
331
00:12:20,823 --> 00:12:22,457
And this states you are aware
332
00:12:22,491 --> 00:12:25,493
you're taking Liam home
against medical advice.
333
00:12:25,745 --> 00:12:28,680
I know this probably seems a little...
334
00:12:29,190 --> 00:12:30,849
unusual.
335
00:12:31,317 --> 00:12:32,784
I appreciate your understanding.
336
00:12:32,819 --> 00:12:35,120
Do you understand that
"against medical advice"
337
00:12:35,155 --> 00:12:36,922
in this case means if you take Liam now,
338
00:12:36,956 --> 00:12:39,534
there's a very real chance
Liam will die?
339
00:12:40,468 --> 00:12:41,942
Eliza: Thank you, Dr. Edwards.
340
00:12:47,975 --> 00:12:50,777
Who taught you it was okay
to speak to patients that way?
341
00:12:51,545 --> 00:12:53,346
She's not my patient.
342
00:12:59,178 --> 00:13:00,553
The embolization went well.
343
00:13:00,588 --> 00:13:03,156
I was able to stop
the bleeding on your spleen.
344
00:13:03,190 --> 00:13:05,692
We'll just have to monitor you
for the next 24 hours,
345
00:13:05,726 --> 00:13:08,027
and you should be okay.
346
00:13:08,062 --> 00:13:09,696
All right.
347
00:13:09,730 --> 00:13:11,631
You know, I should've
just turned on the light.
348
00:13:11,665 --> 00:13:13,700
I didn't want to wake him, you know?
349
00:13:13,734 --> 00:13:14,734
Well, that was polite.
350
00:13:14,769 --> 00:13:17,504
No, it was because
I didn't want to talk to him.
351
00:13:17,538 --> 00:13:19,472
He's the kind of guy who always says,
352
00:13:19,507 --> 00:13:22,408
"I'll tell you something,"
before he tells you something.
353
00:13:22,443 --> 00:13:24,310
Like it's good enough to be announced.
354
00:13:24,345 --> 00:13:25,278
So he's not a keeper.
355
00:13:25,312 --> 00:13:28,148
Uh, well, I'm not really
looking for a keeper.
356
00:13:28,182 --> 00:13:29,249
I'm gonna be gone soon.
357
00:13:29,283 --> 00:13:31,251
So I can't hold onto anything.
358
00:13:31,285 --> 00:13:34,654
I'm just looking for what
looks good to me right now.
359
00:13:34,688 --> 00:13:37,357
Hey. Holly, uh, your boyfriend's here.
360
00:13:37,391 --> 00:13:38,658
He's asking if he can come up.
361
00:13:38,692 --> 00:13:39,826
Oh, my God.
362
00:13:39,860 --> 00:13:43,329
Okay, his neighbor must've
blabbed. Did he say "boyfriend"?
363
00:13:44,365 --> 00:13:46,166
Can you just tell him that I died?
364
00:13:47,034 --> 00:13:50,103
Um, we can tell him that you're asleep.
365
00:13:50,137 --> 00:13:52,539
Then he won't go away. If he hangs on,
366
00:13:52,573 --> 00:13:54,941
somebody's gonna
eventually have to tell him
367
00:13:54,975 --> 00:13:56,576
that I died for real.
368
00:13:56,610 --> 00:13:59,479
So let's just spare him that.
369
00:14:00,648 --> 00:14:02,849
- We can talk to him.
- Okay.
370
00:14:02,883 --> 00:14:06,119
Well, he's dumb, but he's cute.
371
00:14:06,153 --> 00:14:07,887
Oh, and he's, um...
372
00:14:07,922 --> 00:14:09,589
Mmm.
373
00:14:09,623 --> 00:14:11,524
[Laughs]
374
00:14:11,559 --> 00:14:14,394
Hey, feel free to take a spin.
I'm not going back.
375
00:14:17,665 --> 00:14:20,366
Oh, uh, Dr. Minnick?
376
00:14:20,401 --> 00:14:22,769
I think you're right about Ben Warren.
377
00:14:22,803 --> 00:14:24,237
Oh?
378
00:14:24,271 --> 00:14:27,725
Yeah, I saw something that
may confirm your suspicions.
379
00:14:28,409 --> 00:14:29,943
I owe you an apology.
380
00:14:29,977 --> 00:14:31,544
I'm fresh eyes. It helps.
381
00:14:31,579 --> 00:14:33,580
You've known these kids
for years. I haven't.
382
00:14:33,898 --> 00:14:35,915
Well, that's very true.
383
00:14:36,484 --> 00:14:39,219
I was reading Stephanie Edwards' file,
384
00:14:39,253 --> 00:14:40,446
and I noticed...
385
00:14:41,088 --> 00:14:43,156
when her boyfriend died
on Shepherd's table,
386
00:14:43,190 --> 00:14:45,225
Edwards went back to work
almost immediately.
387
00:14:45,259 --> 00:14:47,493
Didn't see any records
of counseling or therapy.
388
00:14:47,528 --> 00:14:50,129
She was fine. She's very focused.
389
00:14:50,164 --> 00:14:51,297
So that's a no.
390
00:14:51,332 --> 00:14:52,732
Why are you interested in her file?
391
00:14:52,766 --> 00:14:53,666
I noticed some red flags.
392
00:14:53,701 --> 00:14:55,668
Today, for instance,
she was inappropriate
393
00:14:55,703 --> 00:14:57,117
with a patient's family member.
394
00:14:57,152 --> 00:14:59,672
She can be arrogant,
and she can get snarky.
395
00:14:59,707 --> 00:15:00,807
She's a surgeon.
396
00:15:00,841 --> 00:15:02,575
Who gets triggered by patients.
397
00:15:02,610 --> 00:15:04,677
Look. Trust me, Edwards
knows more about patients
398
00:15:04,712 --> 00:15:06,055
than most of us.
399
00:15:06,680 --> 00:15:08,548
Good night.
400
00:15:10,985 --> 00:15:13,152
[Whispering]
You can't tell him she's dead.
401
00:15:13,187 --> 00:15:15,121
But that's what she wanted.
402
00:15:15,155 --> 00:15:18,424
I mean, he needs to know.
And I-it's kind.
403
00:15:18,459 --> 00:15:20,760
It's illegal. To say the very least.
404
00:15:20,794 --> 00:15:22,845
- Is this him?
- Yes. Hi.
405
00:15:22,879 --> 00:15:24,100
- Hi.
- Corey?
406
00:15:24,125 --> 00:15:25,798
Yes. Yes, that's me. Hi.
407
00:15:25,833 --> 00:15:26,933
Did you tell Holly I'm here?
408
00:15:26,967 --> 00:15:28,668
Yes. Listen, Corey.
409
00:15:28,702 --> 00:15:30,288
We did, we did. She knows.
410
00:15:30,838 --> 00:15:32,605
Does she think it's weird?
411
00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:34,874
I mean, we just... We don't really kn...
412
00:15:34,909 --> 00:15:38,511
We just met. But we got really close.
413
00:15:38,545 --> 00:15:40,047
Is she okay?
414
00:15:41,181 --> 00:15:44,717
Corey, we have some... very bad news.
415
00:15:44,752 --> 00:15:45,785
Holly...
416
00:15:45,819 --> 00:15:47,620
...has had a hell of a day
417
00:15:47,655 --> 00:15:52,125
and is just not really up
for visitors right now, so...
418
00:15:52,159 --> 00:15:56,696
Oh. Oh, okay. Well,
that's... that's great.
419
00:15:56,730 --> 00:15:58,631
I-I mean, t-that she's okay.
420
00:15:58,666 --> 00:16:00,533
I-I was so worried that...
421
00:16:00,567 --> 00:16:03,536
Yeah, so you can go home now.
Good night.
422
00:16:04,772 --> 00:16:06,706
Uh, good night.
423
00:16:06,740 --> 00:16:08,141
I mean, she's not wrong.
424
00:16:08,175 --> 00:16:10,009
He is cute. Maybe you should hit that.
425
00:16:10,044 --> 00:16:12,979
You are a dark, dark person.
426
00:16:20,587 --> 00:16:22,822
[Sighs] I can't get together tonight.
427
00:16:25,559 --> 00:16:27,193
Okay. No big deal.
428
00:16:27,227 --> 00:16:28,695
I just... I have
a patient who's in labor
429
00:16:28,729 --> 00:16:30,596
with a baby with CDH,
and I'm gonna be here all night.
430
00:16:30,631 --> 00:16:32,065
I'm so sorry.
431
00:16:32,099 --> 00:16:34,200
Of course. I understand.
432
00:16:34,234 --> 00:16:35,645
Just...
433
00:16:36,537 --> 00:16:39,138
I was looking forward to it, is all.
434
00:16:47,081 --> 00:16:51,050
I look for you. All day.
435
00:16:51,085 --> 00:16:54,053
When I, uh, when I turn a corner
436
00:16:54,088 --> 00:16:56,289
or I pass by one of the scan rooms.
437
00:16:56,323 --> 00:16:58,542
Uh, getting on an elevator.
438
00:16:59,560 --> 00:17:03,429
I hope that maybe I'll just
catch a glimpse of you.
439
00:17:03,464 --> 00:17:07,266
And when I... see you...
440
00:17:09,403 --> 00:17:12,805
...every time,
it makes me catch my breath...
441
00:17:12,840 --> 00:17:14,707
just a little.
442
00:17:14,742 --> 00:17:15,641
♪ I saw all the signs ♪
443
00:17:15,676 --> 00:17:18,478
And my heart speeds up. My palms sweat.
444
00:17:18,512 --> 00:17:21,114
♪ I did the time ♪
♪ across the line for you ♪
445
00:17:21,148 --> 00:17:22,692
Seeing you...
446
00:17:23,650 --> 00:17:26,404
talking to you, and...
447
00:17:27,521 --> 00:17:28,721
touching you.
448
00:17:28,756 --> 00:17:30,757
♪ Should've been the one ♪
♪ to hold me when I got lonely ♪
449
00:17:30,791 --> 00:17:31,991
It's all I can think about.
450
00:17:32,026 --> 00:17:33,926
♪ 'Cause every time I think ♪
♪ of the lies you told to me ♪
451
00:17:33,961 --> 00:17:35,395
It is?
452
00:17:35,429 --> 00:17:38,798
I can't wait for our naked plans.
453
00:17:38,832 --> 00:17:41,634
But one more night of anticipation
454
00:17:41,668 --> 00:17:43,836
doesn't have to be the worst thing.
455
00:17:43,871 --> 00:17:46,172
♪ Not always good, ♪
♪ but I stayed on my feet ♪
456
00:17:46,206 --> 00:17:47,507
[Elevator bell dings]
457
00:17:47,541 --> 00:17:50,643
♪ You had me, ♪
♪ should've never questioned ♪
458
00:17:50,677 --> 00:17:53,746
♪ You plus me was a love lesson ♪
459
00:17:53,781 --> 00:17:57,116
♪ In too deep without imperfection ♪
460
00:17:57,151 --> 00:18:00,586
♪ Not always good, ♪
♪ but I stayed on my feet ♪
461
00:18:00,621 --> 00:18:03,489
♪ You had me, ♪
♪ should've never questioned ♪
462
00:18:03,524 --> 00:18:07,160
Hey. Hi. Nathan.
463
00:18:07,194 --> 00:18:10,763
No, I'm sorry. I have to cancel.
464
00:18:10,798 --> 00:18:11,798
[Exhales deeply]
465
00:18:11,832 --> 00:18:13,132
I've had a tough day
466
00:18:13,167 --> 00:18:15,768
and I'm just not up for any visitors.
467
00:18:15,803 --> 00:18:17,703
Yes, let's try for tomorrow.
468
00:18:17,738 --> 00:18:18,805
♪ You plus me ♪
469
00:18:18,839 --> 00:18:20,706
Okay. Good night.
470
00:18:20,741 --> 00:18:23,643
♪ ♪
471
00:18:42,596 --> 00:18:45,298
♪ ♪
472
00:18:56,427 --> 00:18:59,095
♪ ♪
473
00:19:02,182 --> 00:19:04,750
Liam's gone? You let
his parents take him home?!
474
00:19:04,785 --> 00:19:06,052
He was my patient!
475
00:19:06,086 --> 00:19:07,220
We can't keep a minor for treatment
476
00:19:07,254 --> 00:19:09,388
against his parents' will,
especially when that treatment
477
00:19:09,423 --> 00:19:10,623
goes against their religious beliefs.
478
00:19:10,657 --> 00:19:11,991
They have a right to those beliefs,
479
00:19:12,025 --> 00:19:13,125
and we have to respect that.
480
00:19:13,160 --> 00:19:15,094
Of course! But maybe... m...
481
00:19:15,128 --> 00:19:17,456
W-What if his tumor starts to
bleed? What if he strokes out?
482
00:19:17,491 --> 00:19:20,166
They signed an AMA
as soon as he woke up.
483
00:19:20,200 --> 00:19:23,499
Look, the kid took a train all
by himself to ask us for help.
484
00:19:23,533 --> 00:19:26,740
Actual help. Not prayers
and olive oil on his head.
485
00:19:26,774 --> 00:19:28,841
No neurosurgeon will cut
into a kid's skull
486
00:19:28,876 --> 00:19:30,444
without parental consent.
487
00:19:30,461 --> 00:19:31,574
Because it's illegal.
488
00:19:31,608 --> 00:19:32,575
Stephanie: Can we get a court order?
489
00:19:32,609 --> 00:19:34,677
State law protects families
from prosecution
490
00:19:34,712 --> 00:19:37,246
if their faith prohibits them
from seeking medical care.
491
00:19:37,281 --> 00:19:39,482
And I would think that you,
with your history,
492
00:19:39,516 --> 00:19:41,150
of all people, would want to follow
493
00:19:41,185 --> 00:19:42,819
the letter of the law right now.
494
00:19:47,191 --> 00:19:48,458
[Gasps] How'd it go?
495
00:19:48,492 --> 00:19:50,593
He didn't come over.
496
00:19:50,627 --> 00:19:51,961
[Scoffs] Why?
497
00:19:51,995 --> 00:19:54,931
I don't know, but I heard
her call him and cancel,
498
00:19:54,965 --> 00:19:57,012
and then she didn't come
out of her room the whole night.
499
00:19:57,805 --> 00:19:59,268
Were you eavesdropping?
500
00:19:59,303 --> 00:20:00,770
No.
501
00:20:01,839 --> 00:20:03,039
- Maybe.
- [Chuckles]
502
00:20:03,073 --> 00:20:04,974
I was curious.
503
00:20:05,008 --> 00:20:07,043
Also, I was in the hall.
504
00:20:07,077 --> 00:20:09,545
I figured I should move
the big, giant, scary tumor
505
00:20:09,580 --> 00:20:10,413
or something.
506
00:20:10,447 --> 00:20:12,648
- I have a giant, scary tumor.
- What?
507
00:20:12,683 --> 00:20:14,183
I stayed up all night studying it,
508
00:20:14,218 --> 00:20:15,873
and I think I solved it.
509
00:20:15,908 --> 00:20:17,545
Now you're telling me
I could have solved it
510
00:20:17,579 --> 00:20:18,788
from the comfort of my own home,
511
00:20:18,822 --> 00:20:21,224
my own bedroom, my own bed...
512
00:20:21,258 --> 00:20:22,492
I want a giant, scary tumor.
513
00:20:22,526 --> 00:20:24,460
Get your own.
I got to go see my patient.
514
00:20:24,495 --> 00:20:26,496
All night?
515
00:20:26,530 --> 00:20:28,531
- I know.
- Ugh.
516
00:20:30,567 --> 00:20:33,669
Holly, I know other doctors
have failed you,
517
00:20:33,704 --> 00:20:36,139
but they were not thinking
outside the box.
518
00:20:36,173 --> 00:20:37,106
Now, I have studied your heart,
519
00:20:37,141 --> 00:20:40,209
I've studied your tumor,
and I can get this.
520
00:20:40,244 --> 00:20:41,210
I know I can.
521
00:20:41,245 --> 00:20:43,012
- Nope.
- Look.
522
00:20:43,046 --> 00:20:44,680
You know there's
only six doctors in the world
523
00:20:44,715 --> 00:20:47,150
that can do this surgery,
and I am one of them?
524
00:20:47,184 --> 00:20:48,017
Look, we have a shot...
525
00:20:48,051 --> 00:20:51,721
No. No, you guys... look, I told you.
526
00:20:51,755 --> 00:20:53,189
Ah. No revisiting.
527
00:20:53,223 --> 00:20:55,091
No hatching new plans.
528
00:20:55,125 --> 00:20:56,726
I told you, just fix up my spleen,
529
00:20:56,760 --> 00:20:58,494
and then send me on my way, that's it.
530
00:20:58,529 --> 00:21:01,831
Holly, this could give you
your life back.
531
00:21:01,865 --> 00:21:03,366
Yeah, but this is my life.
532
00:21:03,400 --> 00:21:05,067
I don't need it back.
533
00:21:05,102 --> 00:21:06,869
I don't need the white picket fence
534
00:21:06,904 --> 00:21:10,239
and the bunch of kids
and dogs crawling all over me
535
00:21:10,274 --> 00:21:12,442
or whatever kind of future
you think you could give me
536
00:21:12,476 --> 00:21:14,343
because... you can't.
537
00:21:14,378 --> 00:21:15,678
I don't need a future.
538
00:21:15,712 --> 00:21:17,847
I have exactly what I want right now.
539
00:21:17,881 --> 00:21:19,715
Is this really what you want?
540
00:21:19,750 --> 00:21:21,584
What I want is to...
541
00:21:21,618 --> 00:21:23,553
is to screw a blind man
542
00:21:23,587 --> 00:21:26,122
after he's given me
a spectacular massage.
543
00:21:26,156 --> 00:21:29,959
I want to have
really inappropriately loud sex
544
00:21:29,993 --> 00:21:31,727
in one of those sound-bath domes.
545
00:21:31,762 --> 00:21:34,197
And having surgery's
gonna get in the way with that,
546
00:21:34,231 --> 00:21:37,321
so, thank you, but no.
547
00:21:38,068 --> 00:21:41,537
[Indistinct P.A. announcement]
548
00:21:41,572 --> 00:21:43,272
Can you feel that?
549
00:21:47,311 --> 00:21:49,111
Uh, hold on one second.
550
00:21:51,415 --> 00:21:52,548
Hey, there.
551
00:21:52,583 --> 00:21:53,749
Uh...
552
00:21:53,784 --> 00:21:54,917
You okay?
553
00:21:54,952 --> 00:21:56,619
I'm looking for Dr. Karev.
554
00:21:56,653 --> 00:21:58,754
Well, I know Dr. Karev.
555
00:21:58,789 --> 00:21:59,622
Liam?
556
00:21:59,656 --> 00:22:01,757
What are you... uh, I-I got this one.
557
00:22:01,792 --> 00:22:02,825
It's okay.
558
00:22:02,860 --> 00:22:03,793
You okay?
559
00:22:03,827 --> 00:22:05,761
It's okay. You're okay.
560
00:22:05,796 --> 00:22:09,432
Um, you must really like
taking trains, huh?
561
00:22:09,466 --> 00:22:11,801
Let's find you a place to sit.
562
00:22:11,835 --> 00:22:13,102
Just follow me, okay?
563
00:22:13,136 --> 00:22:14,971
[Crashing]
564
00:22:15,005 --> 00:22:17,106
Hey! Liam, I thought
you were right behind me...
565
00:22:17,140 --> 00:22:18,841
You all right, buddy?
566
00:22:18,876 --> 00:22:21,677
You okay?
567
00:22:21,712 --> 00:22:23,579
Hey, Liam, can you... can you see me?
568
00:22:30,787 --> 00:22:31,854
[Whimpering, panting]
569
00:22:31,889 --> 00:22:33,022
Hey, you're doing great.
570
00:22:33,056 --> 00:22:34,757
Touch my finger.
571
00:22:37,861 --> 00:22:40,296
Everything went dark so fast.
572
00:22:40,330 --> 00:22:41,998
And I couldn't see.
573
00:22:42,032 --> 00:22:43,966
Well, you're here now. It's okay.
574
00:22:44,388 --> 00:22:46,469
Apoplexy. The tumor's bleeding,
575
00:22:46,503 --> 00:22:48,475
could be pushing
against the optic nerve.
576
00:22:49,339 --> 00:22:50,373
[Crying] I'm so sorry.
577
00:22:50,407 --> 00:22:52,041
- Honey.
- Why are you sorry?
578
00:22:52,075 --> 00:22:53,943
I promise I tried,
579
00:22:53,977 --> 00:22:55,711
I did what they said,
580
00:22:55,746 --> 00:22:59,181
and I prayed and I prayed,
but it didn't work.
581
00:22:59,216 --> 00:23:00,850
God didn't help me.
582
00:23:00,884 --> 00:23:03,019
Can you help me, Dr. Karev?
583
00:23:03,053 --> 00:23:04,554
Can you fix my eyes?
584
00:23:04,588 --> 00:23:05,988
All right, take a deep breath.
585
00:23:06,023 --> 00:23:07,890
- Can you do that?
- [Breathes deeply]
586
00:23:07,925 --> 00:23:10,459
I promise, Liam, I'm gonna do
everything I can to help you.
587
00:23:10,494 --> 00:23:12,895
But I need to talk
to Dr. Edwards first, okay?
588
00:23:12,930 --> 00:23:14,209
Just wait right here.
589
00:23:17,267 --> 00:23:18,801
Be right back.
590
00:23:18,835 --> 00:23:20,503
What can we do without the parents?
591
00:23:20,537 --> 00:23:21,737
We still need consent.
592
00:23:21,772 --> 00:23:22,805
Not if it's emergent.
593
00:23:22,839 --> 00:23:24,840
We need to page neuro
and prep him for surgery.
594
00:23:24,875 --> 00:23:26,042
Shouldn't we page Dr. Minnick?
595
00:23:26,076 --> 00:23:27,710
No. Because...
596
00:23:27,744 --> 00:23:29,946
Liam is having a seizure.
597
00:23:32,449 --> 00:23:33,416
No, he's not.
598
00:23:33,771 --> 00:23:34,850
Yes, he is.
599
00:23:35,147 --> 00:23:37,153
We can't... That's wrong.
600
00:23:37,187 --> 00:23:39,722
Watching a kid die
and not helping is wrong.
601
00:23:39,756 --> 00:23:40,923
Look, if he was having
a seizure right now,
602
00:23:40,958 --> 00:23:41,991
would you just watch?
603
00:23:42,025 --> 00:23:43,638
He's having a seizure.
604
00:23:43,672 --> 00:23:44,660
So we control it,
605
00:23:44,695 --> 00:23:47,075
book an O.R., and page Shepherd.
606
00:23:47,631 --> 00:23:48,831
All right, then I should
be the one to enter it.
607
00:23:48,865 --> 00:23:49,732
I'm the resident.
608
00:23:49,766 --> 00:23:51,867
No, no, no.
609
00:23:51,902 --> 00:23:53,769
We're using the Minnick method today.
610
00:23:53,804 --> 00:23:56,706
I write up the orders,
so I take the heat.
611
00:24:00,110 --> 00:24:02,111
Remember to push, uh, Lorazepam first.
612
00:24:02,145 --> 00:24:04,280
And... and... and...
and turn him on his side.
613
00:24:04,314 --> 00:24:05,881
- Right?
- Right.
614
00:24:05,916 --> 00:24:07,416
And give him some Mannitol.
615
00:24:09,786 --> 00:24:12,888
April: Holly, your hematocrits
have been stable.
616
00:24:12,923 --> 00:24:14,156
Looks like the embolization worked.
617
00:24:14,191 --> 00:24:17,627
Good, 'cause, uh, this hospital
has a lot of attractive men
618
00:24:17,661 --> 00:24:20,696
that I'd just as soon as not
proposition any of them
619
00:24:20,731 --> 00:24:22,632
until I get rid
of these tubes and wires.
620
00:24:22,666 --> 00:24:25,113
She knows I can see her
hovering over there, right?
621
00:24:26,136 --> 00:24:28,104
Hey, Holly, look.
622
00:24:28,138 --> 00:24:29,805
I know you said you don't
want the tumor surgery,
623
00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:31,273
and I know...
I know that you're scared...
624
00:24:31,308 --> 00:24:32,875
No, but that's the thing... I'm not.
625
00:24:32,909 --> 00:24:34,977
When I was first diagnosed, sure.
626
00:24:35,012 --> 00:24:38,114
But then I thought,
what would make me feel better?
627
00:24:38,148 --> 00:24:41,150
Find a hot guy, have a ridiculous night,
628
00:24:41,184 --> 00:24:41,951
and then all would be well.
629
00:24:41,985 --> 00:24:44,220
So I did that, and I kept doing that
630
00:24:44,254 --> 00:24:45,655
until I realized...
631
00:24:45,689 --> 00:24:47,123
why do anything else?
632
00:24:47,157 --> 00:24:48,424
Sex and death.
633
00:24:48,458 --> 00:24:49,425
That's want I want.
634
00:24:49,459 --> 00:24:50,926
Well, you can say
you're ready for death...
635
00:24:50,961 --> 00:24:51,927
a lot of people do...
636
00:24:51,962 --> 00:24:54,497
but as someone
who's been around a lot of death
637
00:24:54,531 --> 00:24:56,132
and been left behind by it,
638
00:24:56,166 --> 00:24:57,900
I can tell you...
639
00:24:57,934 --> 00:24:58,901
trust me... you don't want that.
640
00:24:58,935 --> 00:25:02,004
Especially when you have
someone like Dr. Pierce
641
00:25:02,039 --> 00:25:04,240
telling you she can fix you,
offering you the impossible.
642
00:25:04,274 --> 00:25:05,307
Don't ignore that.
643
00:25:05,342 --> 00:25:07,610
The scary thing isn't dying.
644
00:25:07,644 --> 00:25:08,744
The scary thing is surviving
645
00:25:08,779 --> 00:25:12,411
and accepting that you actually
have a life to live.
646
00:25:13,316 --> 00:25:15,117
Don't you want to stick around
and live it?
647
00:25:19,790 --> 00:25:24,527
♪ ♪
648
00:25:24,561 --> 00:25:26,962
You really think you can get the tumor?
649
00:25:26,997 --> 00:25:28,831
I told you I could get it.
650
00:25:28,865 --> 00:25:30,032
I meant it.
651
00:25:30,596 --> 00:25:32,668
Yeah, but other doctors have meant it.
652
00:25:32,703 --> 00:25:34,603
I'll put you on bypass.
653
00:25:34,638 --> 00:25:37,540
And I'll remove your heart
so I can get all the tumor.
654
00:25:37,574 --> 00:25:40,876
Dr. Grey, Dr. Kepner
will be there to assist.
655
00:25:40,911 --> 00:25:42,232
Holly...
656
00:25:42,625 --> 00:25:44,067
I can get the tumor out.
657
00:25:45,982 --> 00:25:48,250
[Sighs, clears throat]
658
00:25:49,653 --> 00:25:50,853
Go for it.
659
00:25:53,056 --> 00:25:54,286
You sure?
660
00:25:54,824 --> 00:25:56,459
Yeah, do it.
661
00:25:56,493 --> 00:25:57,914
Okay.
662
00:26:01,064 --> 00:26:03,666
Dr. Shepherd,
I've got Social Work paging you.
663
00:26:03,700 --> 00:26:04,932
Almost done here.
664
00:26:04,938 --> 00:26:06,038
Basin.
665
00:26:06,072 --> 00:26:06,972
Eliza: Hey, is this Liam?
666
00:26:07,006 --> 00:26:08,907
Little Liam with the religious parents?
667
00:26:08,942 --> 00:26:10,008
Alex: It is.
668
00:26:10,043 --> 00:26:11,877
I saw his name on the board,
and I couldn't believe it.
669
00:26:11,911 --> 00:26:12,911
How did you get consent?
670
00:26:12,946 --> 00:26:14,139
I didn't need it.
671
00:26:14,173 --> 00:26:15,881
He showed up again and became emergent.
672
00:26:15,915 --> 00:26:18,183
Did what we needed to do
to save his life.
673
00:26:18,217 --> 00:26:20,485
- Karev!
- Is there something I should know?
674
00:26:20,520 --> 00:26:22,688
You opened this child's skull
without his parents knowing,
675
00:26:22,722 --> 00:26:24,323
after what happened last time?
676
00:26:24,357 --> 00:26:25,378
He seized in the E.R.
677
00:26:25,413 --> 00:26:28,026
Dr. Shepherd,
it's Social Work again, 911.
678
00:26:28,061 --> 00:26:29,428
The patient's parents are here.
679
00:26:29,462 --> 00:26:31,330
- What happened last time?
- Nothing happened.
680
00:26:31,364 --> 00:26:33,765
One of you better start talking...
681
00:26:33,800 --> 00:26:35,118
right now.
682
00:26:38,905 --> 00:26:40,205
So, you're holding him hostage?
683
00:26:40,239 --> 00:26:42,441
I understand your anger, Mr. Fisher,
684
00:26:42,475 --> 00:26:44,910
but your son just had brain surgery.
685
00:26:44,944 --> 00:26:46,778
This hospital cannot release him yet.
686
00:26:46,813 --> 00:26:49,240
It would put him
at severe risk for infection,
687
00:26:49,274 --> 00:26:50,219
even death.
688
00:26:50,254 --> 00:26:51,083
She's right. He's not even awake yet...
689
00:26:51,117 --> 00:26:52,384
Don't you talk to me.
690
00:26:52,418 --> 00:26:53,752
You knew where my wife and I
stood on this.
691
00:26:53,786 --> 00:26:54,753
His intracranial pressure...
692
00:26:54,787 --> 00:26:55,787
You had no right to touch him!
693
00:26:55,822 --> 00:26:57,856
Okay, if Dr. Karev
hadn't intervened when he had,
694
00:26:57,890 --> 00:27:00,049
this would be an
entirely different conversation.
695
00:27:00,083 --> 00:27:02,194
Now, according to Dr. Shepherd,
696
00:27:02,228 --> 00:27:05,130
Liam's tumor was severely
affecting his vision.
697
00:27:05,164 --> 00:27:06,431
It was only a matter of time...
698
00:27:06,466 --> 00:27:07,966
But he's okay now? He can see?
699
00:27:08,001 --> 00:27:09,201
Marie.
700
00:27:12,605 --> 00:27:14,973
Dr. Shepherd was able
to remove the entire tumor
701
00:27:15,008 --> 00:27:15,841
from the optic nerve.
702
00:27:15,875 --> 00:27:17,209
But we'll have to wait till he's awake
703
00:27:17,243 --> 00:27:19,277
to confirm his sight was restored.
704
00:27:20,013 --> 00:27:21,246
Oh, baby...
705
00:27:27,787 --> 00:27:29,121
I hope you enjoyed practicing medicine,
706
00:27:29,155 --> 00:27:31,289
'cause after I'm done suing this place,
707
00:27:31,324 --> 00:27:32,457
you're all done.
708
00:27:35,028 --> 00:27:35,861
I know you did something.
709
00:27:35,895 --> 00:27:37,562
He had a seizure. Check his records.
710
00:27:37,597 --> 00:27:40,065
You could go to jail, Karev. Again.
711
00:27:40,099 --> 00:27:42,160
I'd go to jail for this one.
712
00:27:50,752 --> 00:27:52,383
And how many fingers do you see?
713
00:27:52,796 --> 00:27:54,688
Three?
714
00:27:55,549 --> 00:27:56,850
That's right.
715
00:27:56,884 --> 00:27:58,184
You got them all right.
716
00:27:58,219 --> 00:27:59,953
You're doing great, Liam.
717
00:28:00,588 --> 00:28:01,754
Thank you.
718
00:28:01,789 --> 00:28:03,423
Oh!
719
00:28:03,457 --> 00:28:05,333
You're very welcome.
720
00:28:06,627 --> 00:28:07,594
Eliza: Dr. Edwards.
721
00:28:07,628 --> 00:28:08,895
Hmm?
722
00:28:13,634 --> 00:28:15,502
I will be back.
723
00:28:22,409 --> 00:28:24,611
- It's time to start talking.
- I'm sorry?
724
00:28:24,645 --> 00:28:27,380
Why did Dr. Karev enter these orders?
725
00:28:27,414 --> 00:28:29,382
He was following your method...
he let me run point.
726
00:28:29,416 --> 00:28:31,284
So, he didn't give you orders
to operate on Liam
727
00:28:31,318 --> 00:28:32,519
without his parents' consent?
728
00:28:32,553 --> 00:28:33,953
Like I said, I was running point.
729
00:28:33,988 --> 00:28:36,589
What did Karev do, Edwards?
730
00:28:36,624 --> 00:28:38,591
I need you to tell me
exactly what he did...
731
00:28:38,626 --> 00:28:40,693
Why? It's all in the chart.
732
00:28:42,730 --> 00:28:44,764
We saved his life.
733
00:28:44,798 --> 00:28:45,798
Liam is alive.
734
00:28:45,833 --> 00:28:48,468
He can see, his tumor is out,
735
00:28:48,502 --> 00:28:50,170
and he's alive.
736
00:28:50,771 --> 00:28:53,706
That's the job, right?
737
00:28:53,741 --> 00:28:56,109
♪ ♪
738
00:29:01,782 --> 00:29:04,559
Maggie: Dividing the dome
of the left atrium.
739
00:29:05,152 --> 00:29:06,586
Meredith: What left atrium?
740
00:29:06,620 --> 00:29:08,755
It's all tumor.
741
00:29:08,789 --> 00:29:11,257
April: How does she even have
the stamina for all that sex
742
00:29:11,292 --> 00:29:12,792
with this thing sitting on her chest?
743
00:29:12,826 --> 00:29:13,826
When I get home from work,
744
00:29:13,861 --> 00:29:15,795
I barely have the energy
to put on fuzzy socks.
745
00:29:15,829 --> 00:29:17,096
Maggie: Basin with ice.
746
00:29:19,500 --> 00:29:20,767
April: Holly's just out there.
747
00:29:20,801 --> 00:29:22,569
Doing anything she wants...
748
00:29:22,603 --> 00:29:23,937
anyone she wants.
749
00:29:23,971 --> 00:29:26,005
Any time. I'm kind of jealous.
750
00:29:26,040 --> 00:29:27,140
Meredith: Of this?
751
00:29:27,174 --> 00:29:29,742
You're jealous of this?
752
00:29:31,378 --> 00:29:33,746
Oof.
753
00:29:33,781 --> 00:29:35,248
Wow.
754
00:29:39,286 --> 00:29:41,521
Maggie: Oh, damn it.
755
00:29:41,555 --> 00:29:44,791
It's invaded all the way
to her posterior pericardium.
756
00:29:46,360 --> 00:29:48,194
Plan B.
757
00:29:48,228 --> 00:29:49,996
Let's see if we can debulk this tumor
758
00:29:50,030 --> 00:29:51,764
off of the pulmonary veins.
759
00:29:53,901 --> 00:29:56,636
♪ ♪
760
00:30:02,409 --> 00:30:03,843
Richard: Warren.
761
00:30:03,877 --> 00:30:05,778
Come with me.
762
00:30:14,822 --> 00:30:16,381
What do you see here?
763
00:30:16,890 --> 00:30:19,025
Um... I see surgeries.
764
00:30:19,059 --> 00:30:22,228
No, you see residents doing surgeries.
765
00:30:22,262 --> 00:30:23,329
Where's your name?
766
00:30:23,364 --> 00:30:24,831
Uh, I've covering the pit.
767
00:30:24,865 --> 00:30:25,898
Exactly.
768
00:30:25,933 --> 00:30:28,001
You're a senior resident.
769
00:30:28,035 --> 00:30:30,303
You shouldn't be sewing up toes,
770
00:30:30,337 --> 00:30:31,638
you should be repairing aortas.
771
00:30:31,672 --> 00:30:33,039
Sir, I don't mind covering the pit.
772
00:30:33,073 --> 00:30:34,240
I like going where I'm needed.
773
00:30:34,274 --> 00:30:35,250
You're a surgeon.
774
00:30:35,284 --> 00:30:36,809
You're needed in the operating room.
775
00:30:36,844 --> 00:30:39,746
What, you think Wilson and...
and Edwards stood back
776
00:30:39,780 --> 00:30:41,581
and waited for a chance to shine?
777
00:30:41,615 --> 00:30:42,815
No.
778
00:30:42,850 --> 00:30:44,183
- They took it.
- Dr. Webber, I...
779
00:30:44,218 --> 00:30:45,585
Listen. I know what you can do.
780
00:30:45,619 --> 00:30:46,619
But I'm not the only one
781
00:30:46,654 --> 00:30:48,821
making your fellowship
recommendation anymore.
782
00:30:50,190 --> 00:30:51,891
There's a sense you're playing it safe.
783
00:30:51,925 --> 00:30:53,826
Laying back.
784
00:30:53,861 --> 00:30:55,995
This is coming from Minnick?
785
00:30:56,030 --> 00:30:57,230
You told her she's wrong?
786
00:30:57,264 --> 00:30:58,831
Is she wrong?
787
00:31:00,353 --> 00:31:01,720
You tell me.
788
00:31:05,973 --> 00:31:09,242
April: Okay, we've freed it
from the pulmonary arteries...
789
00:31:09,276 --> 00:31:10,610
Maggie: Got to keep going down,
790
00:31:10,644 --> 00:31:13,146
got to keep following this tumor down.
791
00:31:16,116 --> 00:31:17,083
What are you doing in here?
792
00:31:17,117 --> 00:31:18,284
I've got tumor fever.
793
00:31:18,318 --> 00:31:19,886
I had a brain surgery on a young boy.
794
00:31:19,920 --> 00:31:22,188
Then I heard you had a big,
beautiful tumor in here.
795
00:31:22,222 --> 00:31:23,623
Let me see.
796
00:31:23,657 --> 00:31:25,892
That... is massive.
797
00:31:25,926 --> 00:31:27,427
That is a thing of beauty...
798
00:31:28,053 --> 00:31:31,030
the Sistine Chapel of tumors.
799
00:31:31,065 --> 00:31:33,906
It's invaded deep
into her posterior mediastinum.
800
00:31:33,941 --> 00:31:35,508
These tumors aren't beautiful.
801
00:31:35,543 --> 00:31:37,008
They're horrifying and smart
802
00:31:37,042 --> 00:31:39,377
and designed
to choke the life out of someone
803
00:31:39,411 --> 00:31:40,773
before they have a chance to live.
804
00:31:40,808 --> 00:31:41,874
Exquisite.
805
00:31:44,845 --> 00:31:46,446
What is it?
806
00:31:46,480 --> 00:31:48,781
It's extended all the way
into her esophagus.
807
00:31:51,819 --> 00:31:54,887
We can't reconstruct
her entire chest cavity.
808
00:31:54,922 --> 00:31:56,422
If it's in her esophagus,
809
00:31:56,457 --> 00:31:58,825
the chances are
it's also invaded her spine.
810
00:31:59,459 --> 00:32:01,828
You'd risk paralysis
if you tried to take it out.
811
00:32:01,862 --> 00:32:02,962
Okay.
812
00:32:02,996 --> 00:32:05,832
We can at least remove the tumor
from the heart itself...
813
00:32:05,866 --> 00:32:07,567
relieve some of the symptoms.
814
00:32:07,601 --> 00:32:09,902
I mean, it'll grow back,
but it'll be slow-growing...
815
00:32:09,937 --> 00:32:11,971
buy her some time.
816
00:32:14,308 --> 00:32:15,908
Maggie?
817
00:32:16,292 --> 00:32:19,278
I'll resect the esophagus
and create a spit fistula,
818
00:32:19,313 --> 00:32:21,347
and then I'll come back
and reconstruct and...
819
00:32:21,381 --> 00:32:23,299
But that's impossible.
820
00:32:24,118 --> 00:32:25,618
Well, that's what we told her we'd do.
821
00:32:25,652 --> 00:32:27,820
We told her we would do the impossible.
822
00:32:27,855 --> 00:32:31,791
Right, but we'll be taking away
any quality of life she has.
823
00:32:31,825 --> 00:32:34,994
I mean, it sounds awful to say,
but she's adapted to this.
824
00:32:35,028 --> 00:32:36,429
She's learned to live with it.
825
00:32:38,031 --> 00:32:39,932
You're saying I have to tell her
I can't do it?
826
00:32:44,487 --> 00:32:46,005
Can we speed this up a little?
827
00:32:46,039 --> 00:32:46,906
I want to get out of here.
828
00:32:46,940 --> 00:32:48,674
This is getting you out of here, so...
829
00:32:48,709 --> 00:32:50,777
I don't want you making
any more decisions for my child.
830
00:32:50,811 --> 00:32:52,145
We didn't. Liam made decisions.
831
00:32:52,179 --> 00:32:53,279
We supported them.
832
00:32:53,313 --> 00:32:55,615
Liam is a kid... my kid.
833
00:32:55,649 --> 00:32:56,949
And that's not your job.
834
00:32:56,984 --> 00:32:58,951
No, that's yours. We did your job.
835
00:32:58,986 --> 00:33:00,686
Your job is to protect your child.
836
00:33:00,721 --> 00:33:02,722
You job is to keep him safe and healthy,
837
00:33:02,756 --> 00:33:04,524
to tell him
everything will be all right,
838
00:33:04,558 --> 00:33:05,525
and then to move Heaven and Earth
839
00:33:05,559 --> 00:33:06,459
to make sure that it is.
840
00:33:06,493 --> 00:33:08,361
That's your job,
and you couldn't do that.
841
00:33:08,395 --> 00:33:10,363
That is not my job. That is up to God.
842
00:33:10,397 --> 00:33:12,165
If God did anything for Liam,
843
00:33:12,199 --> 00:33:14,801
God delivered him safely to us
844
00:33:14,835 --> 00:33:17,170
because He saw that He made you
845
00:33:17,204 --> 00:33:20,006
so weak and so stupid
846
00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:22,975
that you were going to kill your child.
847
00:33:23,944 --> 00:33:25,845
You're gonna burn in Hell.
848
00:33:28,048 --> 00:33:29,887
[Glass shatters, people gasp]
849
00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:52,039
Based on what I saw today,
she needs to be suspended...
850
00:33:52,071 --> 00:33:53,038
Well, hold on now...
851
00:33:53,072 --> 00:33:54,206
Well, did she injure the man?
852
00:33:54,240 --> 00:33:55,741
It doesn't matter. Does it matter?
853
00:33:55,775 --> 00:33:57,075
I-I just can't believe this.
From Edwards?
854
00:33:57,110 --> 00:33:57,976
You can't?
855
00:33:58,011 --> 00:34:00,145
You yourself said her boyfriend died...
856
00:34:00,180 --> 00:34:01,480
a former patient of hers.
857
00:34:01,514 --> 00:34:03,916
No counseling, no support, no time off.
858
00:34:03,950 --> 00:34:06,051
I told you, we watched her.
She showed no signs...
859
00:34:06,085 --> 00:34:07,319
Students like her
won't show you what they need,
860
00:34:07,353 --> 00:34:08,320
until it's too late.
861
00:34:08,354 --> 00:34:10,856
She works to the exclusion
of everything else.
862
00:34:10,890 --> 00:34:12,691
She connects with patients
in the extreme...
863
00:34:12,725 --> 00:34:15,027
either overly attached or stone cold.
864
00:34:15,061 --> 00:34:16,395
And now this?
865
00:34:16,429 --> 00:34:19,231
These are indications
of resident burn-out...
866
00:34:19,265 --> 00:34:20,399
[Knock on door]
867
00:34:21,868 --> 00:34:23,335
[Door opens]
868
00:34:27,106 --> 00:34:28,207
I just wanted to say,
869
00:34:28,241 --> 00:34:29,541
I was not aiming for his head.
870
00:34:29,576 --> 00:34:30,843
I was aiming for the wall.
871
00:34:30,877 --> 00:34:32,244
I'm not stupid.
872
00:34:32,278 --> 00:34:33,378
I was just mad.
873
00:34:33,413 --> 00:34:34,947
You don't want to be funny right now.
874
00:34:34,981 --> 00:34:36,682
I'm not being funny.
875
00:34:36,716 --> 00:34:38,217
I'm not... I shouldn't have done it.
876
00:34:38,251 --> 00:34:39,811
I was angry.
877
00:34:40,787 --> 00:34:42,355
The patient was a child.
878
00:34:43,289 --> 00:34:44,256
A sick child.
879
00:34:44,290 --> 00:34:46,792
He was a little kid
who didn't have any help
880
00:34:46,826 --> 00:34:48,027
at all.
881
00:34:49,095 --> 00:34:51,489
[Voice breaking] I lost control.
882
00:34:52,398 --> 00:34:53,532
And I'm sorry.
883
00:34:56,803 --> 00:34:58,937
It's startling is what it is.
884
00:34:58,972 --> 00:35:00,973
Edwards has been given
too long a rope, for too long...
885
00:35:01,007 --> 00:35:02,541
and I don't blame her.
886
00:35:02,575 --> 00:35:04,142
She's a product of her environment.
887
00:35:04,177 --> 00:35:05,911
Poor supervision or none at all...
888
00:35:05,945 --> 00:35:07,145
from Webber or Bailey.
889
00:35:07,180 --> 00:35:10,082
And Karev was her attending today.
890
00:35:10,116 --> 00:35:13,085
He's hardly a shining example
of restraint.
891
00:35:13,119 --> 00:35:15,053
- This is exactly why I teach the
way I teach... - Okay. I'm sorry,
892
00:35:15,088 --> 00:35:16,922
but I'm gonna have
to stop you right there.
893
00:35:16,956 --> 00:35:18,290
I'm sorry. I know he's your friend...
894
00:35:18,324 --> 00:35:19,486
Hey, stop.
895
00:35:20,493 --> 00:35:23,128
I'm wearing
very sexy underwear right now
896
00:35:23,162 --> 00:35:25,964
and I've been thinking
about tonight since last night.
897
00:35:25,999 --> 00:35:27,266
All I want to do is take you home
898
00:35:27,300 --> 00:35:28,300
and take off all of your clothes,
899
00:35:28,334 --> 00:35:30,736
and the more that you talk
about Webber and Karev,
900
00:35:30,770 --> 00:35:32,070
the less that I want to do any of that.
901
00:35:32,105 --> 00:35:34,072
So, respectfully...
902
00:35:34,107 --> 00:35:35,941
- shut up.
- [Chuckles]
903
00:35:35,975 --> 00:35:38,644
Just get in the car
and come home with me.
904
00:35:38,678 --> 00:35:41,079
[Chuckles]
905
00:35:41,114 --> 00:35:42,247
Andrew: Jo?
906
00:35:42,282 --> 00:35:45,083
Uh, listen, do you want to get a beer?
907
00:35:45,118 --> 00:35:47,486
Ugh. I have a teratoma excision at 7:00
908
00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:49,855
I have to read up on, but tomorrow?
909
00:35:49,889 --> 00:35:52,190
Uh, yeah. Yeah, sure, tomorrow.
910
00:35:52,225 --> 00:35:54,126
- Hey, Jo?
- Yeah.
911
00:35:54,802 --> 00:35:56,628
[Chuckles]
912
00:35:57,138 --> 00:35:58,363
Are you okay?
913
00:35:58,398 --> 00:35:59,464
Yeah, I am.
914
00:35:59,499 --> 00:36:01,559
I'm good, actually.
915
00:36:04,037 --> 00:36:06,004
Talking to you is probably one of
916
00:36:06,039 --> 00:36:08,206
the only good things
to come out of this year.
917
00:36:08,241 --> 00:36:10,175
- Andrew...
- Hang on.
918
00:36:10,209 --> 00:36:12,144
This past year's been rough...
for both of us.
919
00:36:12,178 --> 00:36:13,845
I know, and... and I'm sorry. I...
920
00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:15,990
You know what? I'm not.
921
00:36:17,083 --> 00:36:19,017
I'm not sorry.
922
00:36:19,052 --> 00:36:20,285
'Cause I feel like
we went through it together.
923
00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:22,020
- I feel like...
- Stop.
924
00:36:22,055 --> 00:36:23,483
Please.
925
00:36:24,190 --> 00:36:27,192
♪ ♪
926
00:36:28,394 --> 00:36:30,495
I know what you're about to say.
927
00:36:30,530 --> 00:36:32,715
I... I-I don't...
928
00:36:33,232 --> 00:36:34,700
I don't think you...
929
00:36:34,734 --> 00:36:36,844
And the second that you say it...
930
00:36:45,019 --> 00:36:46,378
Okay.
931
00:36:46,412 --> 00:36:48,439
Uh...
932
00:36:49,182 --> 00:36:51,275
Uh, I'll see you tomorrow.
933
00:36:52,051 --> 00:36:54,052
[Sighs]
934
00:36:56,789 --> 00:36:59,224
His visual field exam looks good.
935
00:36:59,258 --> 00:37:01,159
We're expecting him
to make a full recovery.
936
00:37:01,194 --> 00:37:02,961
Oh.
937
00:37:04,530 --> 00:37:07,199
Liam made it all the way
to the hospital on his own.
938
00:37:07,959 --> 00:37:09,468
Blind.
939
00:37:12,405 --> 00:37:14,006
It was a miracle.
940
00:37:14,841 --> 00:37:18,243
Or... someone helped him.
941
00:37:18,277 --> 00:37:19,578
Someone drove him here.
942
00:37:23,216 --> 00:37:25,851
The Lord helps those
who help themselves.
943
00:37:33,559 --> 00:37:37,262
Holly: So, um...
my tumor's still in there.
944
00:37:37,739 --> 00:37:39,598
I'm so sorry, Holly.
945
00:37:40,283 --> 00:37:42,134
[Chuckling]
946
00:37:42,168 --> 00:37:45,103
Oh, God, what did I tell you guys?
947
00:37:45,705 --> 00:37:48,407
Oh, you doctors, you crazy people.
948
00:37:48,441 --> 00:37:50,208
You just have to try,
949
00:37:50,243 --> 00:37:52,644
you just have to cut people open.
950
00:37:52,679 --> 00:37:54,579
Resecting the tumor load
out of your heart
951
00:37:54,614 --> 00:37:58,050
will help your symptoms
and buy you time.
952
00:37:58,676 --> 00:38:01,486
Yeah, this tumor, it's just, uh...
953
00:38:01,521 --> 00:38:03,722
it's part of me.
954
00:38:03,756 --> 00:38:06,958
It's like my hair or my boobs
955
00:38:06,993 --> 00:38:10,295
or my weird-looking toes.
956
00:38:10,329 --> 00:38:11,263
[Breathes deeply]
957
00:38:11,297 --> 00:38:12,898
I made room for it.
958
00:38:16,035 --> 00:38:17,903
We just made you do it, didn't we?
959
00:38:17,937 --> 00:38:21,306
We just made you make us
feel better about ourselves.
960
00:38:23,676 --> 00:38:25,644
It happens every time.
961
00:38:32,285 --> 00:38:34,186
You're in trouble.
962
00:38:34,220 --> 00:38:36,021
Consider yourself warned.
963
00:38:36,055 --> 00:38:37,122
I'm raising my game.
964
00:38:37,156 --> 00:38:39,157
From here on, I'm gunning for you.
965
00:38:39,192 --> 00:38:41,626
I'm stealing your surgeries,
taking the best services.
966
00:38:41,661 --> 00:38:43,295
You can run, but when you turn around,
967
00:38:43,329 --> 00:38:45,030
I'm gonna be right on your heels.
968
00:38:45,064 --> 00:38:46,698
I won't be there, so...
969
00:38:47,350 --> 00:38:49,101
W-What do you mean?
970
00:38:49,135 --> 00:38:50,302
What are you talking about?
971
00:38:52,371 --> 00:38:54,005
My privileges got revoked.
972
00:38:54,040 --> 00:38:55,474
[Breathes deeply]
973
00:38:55,508 --> 00:38:57,609
I have to go to counseling.
974
00:38:57,643 --> 00:39:00,011
For real? For how long?
975
00:39:00,046 --> 00:39:02,214
Have fun raising your game.
976
00:39:02,248 --> 00:39:04,850
You'll actually have
a shot at beating mine now.
977
00:39:08,054 --> 00:39:11,823
♪ I know you wanna make amends ♪
978
00:39:11,858 --> 00:39:13,558
Alex: Hey. I-I'm glad
I caught you in the office.
979
00:39:13,593 --> 00:39:16,528
It's Dr. Karev... Alex Karev.
980
00:39:16,562 --> 00:39:19,197
[Laughing] No, I'm not in any trouble.
981
00:39:19,232 --> 00:39:21,199
Uh, no, I-I don't need a lawyer.
982
00:39:21,234 --> 00:39:24,669
Um, uh, I need a... a referral.
983
00:39:24,704 --> 00:39:26,264
I need to find a guy.
984
00:39:27,039 --> 00:39:29,374
Uh, can you help me out?
985
00:39:29,408 --> 00:39:31,676
Okay, yeah, one second.
986
00:39:33,246 --> 00:39:34,212
Yeah?
987
00:39:35,381 --> 00:39:36,848
♪ And nothing's making sense ♪
988
00:39:36,883 --> 00:39:39,818
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
989
00:39:39,852 --> 00:39:42,187
♪ Say you miss me ♪
990
00:39:42,221 --> 00:39:48,393
♪ Say you want my heart ♪
991
00:39:48,427 --> 00:39:49,928
Meredith: The body adapts.
992
00:39:49,962 --> 00:39:51,496
It protects itself.
993
00:39:51,531 --> 00:39:53,398
But it can't close off completely
994
00:39:53,432 --> 00:39:56,568
or we're not really living, right?
995
00:39:56,602 --> 00:39:59,404
April: I reject fuzzy socks tonight.
996
00:39:59,438 --> 00:40:00,772
I need booze.
Anyone want to get a drink?
997
00:40:00,807 --> 00:40:02,841
Yes. Please. And also, like, a man.
998
00:40:02,875 --> 00:40:04,910
Like a nice, new,
attractive man. I don't want
999
00:40:04,944 --> 00:40:06,607
- to fall in love...
- No, I don't want a boyfriend.
1000
00:40:06,642 --> 00:40:08,213
I just don't want
to wait until I'm dying
1001
00:40:08,247 --> 00:40:09,614
before I let myself have some fun.
1002
00:40:09,649 --> 00:40:11,016
You guys in?
1003
00:40:11,050 --> 00:40:12,017
- I don't know.
- Not tonight.
1004
00:40:12,051 --> 00:40:13,185
No doctors.
1005
00:40:13,219 --> 00:40:14,553
Strangers.
1006
00:40:14,587 --> 00:40:16,555
Where would Holly go? I'm gonna Yelp.
1007
00:40:19,959 --> 00:40:21,426
You guys have fun.
1008
00:40:21,994 --> 00:40:23,461
Oh, hey. How's Holly?
1009
00:40:23,496 --> 00:40:24,963
Is she awake? Can I see her?
1010
00:40:24,997 --> 00:40:28,300
Corey, the news is not good.
1011
00:40:28,334 --> 00:40:29,768
Okay. Okay...
1012
00:40:29,802 --> 00:40:31,136
It's time to let her go.
1013
00:40:31,170 --> 00:40:33,205
Oh, my God. She died?
1014
00:40:33,239 --> 00:40:35,207
No, I didn't say that.
1015
00:40:35,241 --> 00:40:37,242
But you're not going to see her again.
1016
00:40:38,177 --> 00:40:40,312
Corey, hold the time
you two spent together
1017
00:40:40,346 --> 00:40:41,446
close to your heart.
1018
00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:43,148
But don't let it hold you back.
1019
00:40:43,182 --> 00:40:45,383
No more sitting here and waiting.
1020
00:40:45,418 --> 00:40:47,485
Grab your new life by the hand
1021
00:40:47,520 --> 00:40:48,987
and go out there and live it.
1022
00:40:49,021 --> 00:40:51,089
- O-Okay, I...
- Change is good.
1023
00:40:51,991 --> 00:40:54,392
So we leave the door open,
just a little...
1024
00:40:54,427 --> 00:40:57,896
Hi. Haven't see you all day.
1025
00:40:57,930 --> 00:40:59,564
- You headed out?
- I am.
1026
00:40:59,599 --> 00:41:00,882
Me too.
1027
00:41:02,368 --> 00:41:04,436
...hoping like hell it's worth the risk.
1028
00:41:04,470 --> 00:41:06,705
♪ If I'm the one that you want ♪
1029
00:41:07,423 --> 00:41:16,059
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