1 00:00:08,455 --> 00:00:10,653 Help! 2 00:00:10,655 --> 00:00:13,583 I need help! 3 00:00:13,585 --> 00:00:15,643 - Somebody help me! - [baby crying] 4 00:00:15,645 --> 00:00:18,653 My baby needs help! 5 00:00:18,655 --> 00:00:21,653 [ominous music] 6 00:00:21,655 --> 00:00:23,523 ? ? 7 00:00:23,525 --> 00:00:26,513 Help! 8 00:00:26,515 --> 00:00:32,473 ? ? 9 00:00:32,475 --> 00:00:36,443 [coughs and gasps] 10 00:00:36,445 --> 00:00:44,445 ? ? 11 00:00:48,445 --> 00:00:49,643 Stop! Don't drink that water! 12 00:00:49,645 --> 00:00:53,663 - Oh, God! - [sobs] 13 00:00:53,665 --> 00:00:57,493 [horns honking faintly] 14 00:00:57,495 --> 00:01:01,433 - Please, someone help us! - [sobs] 15 00:01:01,435 --> 00:01:09,445 ? ? 16 00:01:10,595 --> 00:01:13,595 - [horns honking] - [man shouting] 17 00:01:15,575 --> 00:01:23,573 ? ? 18 00:01:23,575 --> 00:01:26,463 [baby crying] 19 00:01:26,465 --> 00:01:29,633 ? ? 20 00:01:29,635 --> 00:01:33,583 Someone help us! 21 00:01:33,585 --> 00:01:35,543 Shelby? 22 00:01:35,545 --> 00:01:38,583 - No, no! - It's going to be okay. 23 00:01:38,585 --> 00:01:41,653 Ma'am, we're gonna take care of your baby. 24 00:01:41,655 --> 00:01:45,573 [baby crying] 25 00:01:45,575 --> 00:01:53,585 ? ? 26 00:01:55,635 --> 00:01:57,653 - What do you need? - My wife. 27 00:01:57,655 --> 00:02:00,483 - Your wife is missing? - Her picture. Her photo. 28 00:02:00,485 --> 00:02:03,533 It's all I have left of her. 29 00:02:03,535 --> 00:02:04,633 Help this man find his wife. 30 00:02:04,635 --> 00:02:12,635 ? ? 31 00:02:38,575 --> 00:02:40,485 [tires peel out] 32 00:03:01,635 --> 00:03:04,633 [suspenseful music] 33 00:03:04,635 --> 00:03:12,645 Synced and corrected by Hootoh Media 34 00:03:43,445 --> 00:03:46,533 - [child laughing] - [people chattering] 35 00:03:46,535 --> 00:03:48,593 all: Thank you for the gift of this bread, 36 00:03:48,595 --> 00:03:51,483 to sustain these vessels, our bodies, 37 00:03:51,485 --> 00:03:55,533 so that we may have the energy to create a more beautiful world 38 00:03:55,535 --> 00:03:58,573 and break through our blocks and barriers in this life 39 00:03:58,575 --> 00:04:01,643 and ascend The Ladder of Enlightenment, 40 00:04:01,645 --> 00:04:06,513 so that someday we may be free of these earthly forms 41 00:04:06,515 --> 00:04:09,513 and live as Light together in The Garden. 42 00:04:09,515 --> 00:04:13,653 We express deepest gratitude for this day, and every day, 43 00:04:13,655 --> 00:04:16,433 for the gift of this passage, 44 00:04:16,435 --> 00:04:18,533 and that we have found The Ladder. 45 00:04:18,535 --> 00:04:22,523 There is one Spirit whose name is Truth. 46 00:04:22,525 --> 00:04:24,553 - Now let's eat. - Yes. 47 00:04:24,555 --> 00:04:26,543 I'm so psyched Cal's gonna be with us. 48 00:04:26,545 --> 00:04:27,643 - Yes! - And do you know how long 49 00:04:27,645 --> 00:04:29,483 - he's staying, Sarah? - For a while. 50 00:04:29,485 --> 00:04:30,533 At least until Steve is done writing. 51 00:04:30,535 --> 00:04:32,473 Who made this incredible lasagna? 52 00:04:32,475 --> 00:04:33,623 He made the pasta from scratch. 53 00:04:33,625 --> 00:04:35,593 It tastes much better than what you get in the store. 54 00:04:35,595 --> 00:04:38,433 You have been on such a cooking jag lately, sweetie. 55 00:04:38,435 --> 00:04:40,643 - I find it meditative. - I find eating meditative. 56 00:04:40,645 --> 00:04:42,543 - [all laughing] - Of course you do. 57 00:04:42,545 --> 00:04:44,573 When you get married, marry a man who can cook. 58 00:04:44,575 --> 00:04:47,433 Uh, she doesn't get I am never getting married, 'cause I have 59 00:04:47,435 --> 00:04:49,453 aspirations to go all the way up The Ladder. 60 00:04:49,455 --> 00:04:50,653 - Oh, well. - I'm so jealous. 61 00:04:50,655 --> 00:04:52,493 - I wish I could start. - Hey, 62 00:04:52,495 --> 00:04:53,603 you're almost there. Be patient. 63 00:04:53,605 --> 00:04:55,573 Let's not forget to send energy and Light 64 00:04:55,575 --> 00:04:58,543 to the people in New Hampshire suffering tonight. 65 00:04:58,545 --> 00:05:00,473 To the victims of the tornado. 66 00:05:00,475 --> 00:05:02,483 All: Energy and Light. 67 00:05:02,485 --> 00:05:04,535 [glasses clinking] 68 00:05:07,645 --> 00:05:10,663 What's going on here? 69 00:05:10,665 --> 00:05:12,613 Nothing. 70 00:05:12,615 --> 00:05:13,643 Come on. 71 00:05:13,645 --> 00:05:16,493 You're upset about something. 72 00:05:16,495 --> 00:05:18,453 Eddie. 73 00:05:18,455 --> 00:05:22,453 Ever since he got back from Peru, he's been different. 74 00:05:22,455 --> 00:05:23,623 Different? 75 00:05:23,625 --> 00:05:26,583 Distant. 76 00:05:26,585 --> 00:05:28,593 There were women on the retreat. 77 00:05:28,595 --> 00:05:30,483 Yes. 78 00:05:30,485 --> 00:05:31,543 Why would you even go there? 79 00:05:31,545 --> 00:05:33,473 Because you were going there, sweetie, 80 00:05:33,475 --> 00:05:35,583 even if you don't know it, it's where you were going. 81 00:05:35,585 --> 00:05:39,453 6R. I love that retreat. 82 00:05:39,455 --> 00:05:40,663 It just like... [trills tongue] 83 00:05:40,665 --> 00:05:43,463 - Just opened me. - Open, definitely. 84 00:05:43,465 --> 00:05:44,583 That's the word for it. 85 00:05:44,585 --> 00:05:46,563 Made me more aware of everything. 86 00:05:46,565 --> 00:05:50,453 So... how was it? 87 00:05:50,455 --> 00:05:53,593 It was, uh... it was good. 88 00:05:53,595 --> 00:05:55,605 It was good. 89 00:06:00,525 --> 00:06:03,525 [faucet running] 90 00:06:06,615 --> 00:06:08,573 Hey, did you notice that Nicole 91 00:06:08,575 --> 00:06:10,613 was being a little hostile tonight? 92 00:06:10,615 --> 00:06:15,463 Well, I tell you what. She did not want that fifth kid. 93 00:06:15,465 --> 00:06:18,463 I mean, your brother's like a freaking Hasid. 94 00:06:18,465 --> 00:06:19,483 Grows ranks by birth. 95 00:06:19,485 --> 00:06:21,523 I mean I don't blame her. 96 00:06:21,525 --> 00:06:24,463 I'd be hostile with a... With a third kid. 97 00:06:24,465 --> 00:06:27,465 [cell phone vibrates] 98 00:06:36,535 --> 00:06:38,493 You know what? 99 00:06:38,495 --> 00:06:42,583 I have to go finish up some work, but I'll be... 100 00:06:42,585 --> 00:06:46,473 Oh, what is... what is that? 101 00:06:46,475 --> 00:06:48,633 A slip. 102 00:06:48,635 --> 00:06:52,633 - No, I know it's... - How does it look? 103 00:06:52,635 --> 00:06:55,553 I mean, I probably haven't worn it since before Summer was born, 104 00:06:55,555 --> 00:06:58,445 and my boobs were so much better then. 105 00:07:01,535 --> 00:07:04,453 It looks great. 106 00:07:04,455 --> 00:07:06,483 You... 107 00:07:06,485 --> 00:07:08,565 you look great. 108 00:07:11,505 --> 00:07:15,593 And your boobs... 109 00:07:15,595 --> 00:07:18,545 are great. 110 00:07:26,645 --> 00:07:28,503 [cell phone vibrating] 111 00:07:28,505 --> 00:07:31,503 Do you have to get that? 112 00:07:31,505 --> 00:07:33,555 Yes. 113 00:07:37,565 --> 00:07:39,625 Mm. 114 00:07:52,565 --> 00:07:54,463 No, no, no, no, no. 115 00:07:54,465 --> 00:07:58,583 Keep it on. 116 00:07:58,585 --> 00:08:00,653 - Oh! - Oh. 117 00:08:00,655 --> 00:08:03,613 Oh, I missed you. 118 00:08:03,615 --> 00:08:07,593 I love you. 119 00:08:07,595 --> 00:08:09,493 Mm. 120 00:08:09,495 --> 00:08:12,495 [both breathing heavily] 121 00:08:17,515 --> 00:08:20,513 [ominous music] 122 00:08:20,515 --> 00:08:22,573 ? ? 123 00:08:22,575 --> 00:08:25,575 [indistinct chatter] 124 00:08:42,545 --> 00:08:44,443 Great work today, everybody. 125 00:08:44,445 --> 00:08:45,593 Now get 'em fed. Get 'em beds. 126 00:08:45,595 --> 00:08:48,463 Get 'em whatever they need. 127 00:08:48,465 --> 00:08:50,613 Come on. In we go. 128 00:08:50,615 --> 00:08:58,615 ? ? 129 00:09:51,475 --> 00:09:54,543 [stairs creak] 130 00:09:54,545 --> 00:10:02,543 ? ? 131 00:10:02,545 --> 00:10:04,433 How about you tell me something? 132 00:10:04,435 --> 00:10:07,663 Tell me something so I know that this is real. 133 00:10:07,665 --> 00:10:11,603 Okay. 134 00:10:11,605 --> 00:10:14,443 My turn. 135 00:10:14,445 --> 00:10:17,583 I think that I am having doubts. 136 00:10:17,585 --> 00:10:18,623 [toy squeaks] 137 00:10:18,625 --> 00:10:22,653 ? ? 138 00:10:22,655 --> 00:10:24,603 [sighs] 139 00:10:24,605 --> 00:10:32,605 ? ? 140 00:11:04,555 --> 00:11:08,593 [peaceful music] 141 00:11:08,595 --> 00:11:16,595 ? ? 142 00:11:19,655 --> 00:11:21,583 - Morning, Sarah. - Good morning, Isaiah. 143 00:11:21,585 --> 00:11:22,633 Did everyone get in okay last night? 144 00:11:22,635 --> 00:11:24,533 Great. Place is crackling today. 145 00:11:24,535 --> 00:11:26,485 Great. 146 00:11:28,595 --> 00:11:30,625 - Have a good one. - You too. 147 00:11:37,495 --> 00:11:39,455 - Hey, Abby. - Hi, Sarah. 148 00:11:48,475 --> 00:11:51,475 [indistinct chatter] 149 00:11:52,515 --> 00:11:53,663 [laughter and chattering] 150 00:11:53,665 --> 00:11:56,463 - All right, I'll see ya. - Bye, Cal. 151 00:11:56,465 --> 00:11:58,543 Sarah. 152 00:11:58,545 --> 00:12:00,653 Cal, you're here. 153 00:12:00,655 --> 00:12:03,573 I'm here. 154 00:12:03,575 --> 00:12:05,513 Oh, good to see you. 155 00:12:05,515 --> 00:12:06,613 Good to see you. 156 00:12:06,615 --> 00:12:08,653 I somehow managed to avoid the East Coast winters 157 00:12:08,655 --> 00:12:11,483 for three years, and now I'm here. 158 00:12:11,485 --> 00:12:12,573 You're gonna have to be my little ray 159 00:12:12,575 --> 00:12:14,573 of California sunshine. 160 00:12:14,575 --> 00:12:16,533 Oh, God. Please don't tell me you're already flirting with me. 161 00:12:16,535 --> 00:12:19,463 Of course not. I would never flirt with you. 162 00:12:19,465 --> 00:12:22,453 Speaking of which, how's Eddie? 163 00:12:22,455 --> 00:12:23,543 He's great. 164 00:12:23,545 --> 00:12:25,633 - He just got back from 6R. - Oh, nice. 165 00:12:25,635 --> 00:12:26,643 God, he must be flying. 166 00:12:26,645 --> 00:12:29,603 Yeah. 167 00:12:29,605 --> 00:12:31,613 What? 168 00:12:31,615 --> 00:12:34,633 Nothing. 169 00:12:34,635 --> 00:12:36,533 You're sad, Sarah. 170 00:12:36,535 --> 00:12:38,613 No, I'm not. 171 00:12:38,615 --> 00:12:40,613 I just didn't sleep well last night. 172 00:12:40,615 --> 00:12:43,503 All right, well... 173 00:12:43,505 --> 00:12:45,553 I'm always here for you, even if you did break my heart. 174 00:12:45,555 --> 00:12:47,473 Oh, God. Hey. 175 00:12:47,475 --> 00:12:48,583 I'm sorry. It's reflex. 176 00:12:48,585 --> 00:12:50,433 On that note, I'm gonna let you go, 177 00:12:50,435 --> 00:12:53,543 but later, I want to hear everything. 178 00:12:53,545 --> 00:12:55,623 How Doc is doing, how the book is coming along. 179 00:12:55,625 --> 00:12:57,663 That's all great. 180 00:12:57,665 --> 00:13:01,543 He's in lockdown right now, writing. 181 00:13:01,545 --> 00:13:03,453 I'll tell you all about it in the meeting later. 182 00:13:03,455 --> 00:13:04,613 Okay. 183 00:13:04,615 --> 00:13:06,643 It is really good to see you, Sarah. 184 00:13:06,645 --> 00:13:08,663 You tell Eddie that I'm gonna come stalk you guys. 185 00:13:08,665 --> 00:13:10,513 It's gonna be like old times. 186 00:13:10,515 --> 00:13:12,483 Three of us up all night fixing the world. 187 00:13:12,485 --> 00:13:16,513 Except now we're in bed by 8:30, you miserable bachelor. 188 00:13:16,515 --> 00:13:18,575 - All right. - [chuckles] 189 00:13:30,575 --> 00:13:31,613 [engine turns off] 190 00:13:31,615 --> 00:13:33,533 [sighs] 191 00:13:33,535 --> 00:13:36,523 Hey, are we gonna work on the car this weekend? 192 00:13:36,525 --> 00:13:40,473 Mustang's not gonna run on corn, Dad. 193 00:13:40,475 --> 00:13:43,623 Sure it is. 194 00:13:43,625 --> 00:13:46,603 Hey, why all the doom and gloom? 195 00:13:46,605 --> 00:13:48,463 [sighs] 196 00:13:48,465 --> 00:13:51,653 [chatter, laughter] 197 00:13:51,655 --> 00:13:54,663 I don't know. 198 00:13:54,665 --> 00:13:56,653 Look, it's just for a few more months. 199 00:13:56,655 --> 00:13:58,663 Four months. 200 00:13:58,665 --> 00:14:03,483 I won't be 16 for four months. 201 00:14:03,485 --> 00:14:05,563 Doc asks us to wait for a reason. 202 00:14:05,565 --> 00:14:07,463 But Mom's 8R. 203 00:14:07,465 --> 00:14:09,463 I know Dr. Meyer will let me take my vows early. 204 00:14:09,465 --> 00:14:13,513 I... I just want to get out of this place. 205 00:14:13,515 --> 00:14:16,515 Just hang in there, kid. 206 00:14:19,445 --> 00:14:26,523 ? ? 207 00:14:26,525 --> 00:14:28,555 [car engine turns over] 208 00:14:36,515 --> 00:14:38,463 That's right. Just release it. 209 00:14:38,465 --> 00:14:39,653 The pain of last week, 210 00:14:39,655 --> 00:14:42,475 last year, ten years ago. 211 00:14:46,435 --> 00:14:49,483 Now go out into the day, free of the past, free of pain. 212 00:14:49,485 --> 00:14:53,543 Go into today with Light in your hearts. 213 00:14:53,545 --> 00:14:54,623 One last breath. 214 00:14:54,625 --> 00:14:56,573 [all exhale sharply] 215 00:14:56,575 --> 00:14:58,463 - Yeah! - [laughing] 216 00:14:58,465 --> 00:15:02,583 [applause] 217 00:15:02,585 --> 00:15:04,583 Whoo! 218 00:15:04,585 --> 00:15:07,493 Hey. Sean, Sean Egan. 219 00:15:07,495 --> 00:15:09,543 - First year Novice. - Mary. 220 00:15:09,545 --> 00:15:10,663 Mary, welcome. 221 00:15:10,665 --> 00:15:13,445 Are you comfortable? Do you need anything? 222 00:15:16,445 --> 00:15:18,473 Are you sick? 223 00:15:18,475 --> 00:15:21,435 I'll let someone know. 224 00:15:25,455 --> 00:15:29,433 - What's her name? - Mary. 225 00:15:29,435 --> 00:15:31,633 Hello. Mary, is it? 226 00:15:31,635 --> 00:15:33,613 How are you feeling today? 227 00:15:33,615 --> 00:15:35,665 Fine. 228 00:15:39,455 --> 00:15:41,643 This'll help. 229 00:15:41,645 --> 00:15:43,533 How do you know what I have? 230 00:15:43,535 --> 00:15:46,443 We get a lot of people in here in your condition. 231 00:15:46,445 --> 00:15:49,605 It's buprenorphine. It helps with the withdrawal. 232 00:15:52,535 --> 00:15:55,435 We're gonna bring you back, Mary. 233 00:15:57,515 --> 00:15:59,643 Back to the self you once were. 234 00:15:59,645 --> 00:16:02,465 Before all the damage. 235 00:16:12,455 --> 00:16:14,503 Hey, man, I'll come join you later. 236 00:16:14,505 --> 00:16:15,603 Sit in on your testimonial. 237 00:16:15,605 --> 00:16:17,623 Oh, no. You don't have to do that. 238 00:16:17,625 --> 00:16:19,643 Same old story. You've heard it a million times. 239 00:16:19,645 --> 00:16:22,583 Are you kidding? I love your story. 240 00:16:22,585 --> 00:16:25,593 Gets me fired up every time. 241 00:16:25,595 --> 00:16:33,593 ? ? 242 00:16:33,595 --> 00:16:35,633 This way, Mary. 243 00:16:35,635 --> 00:16:37,443 ? ? 244 00:16:37,445 --> 00:16:39,613 [shower running] 245 00:16:39,615 --> 00:16:42,643 It'll take a minute to warm up. 246 00:16:42,645 --> 00:16:50,645 ? ? 247 00:17:29,535 --> 00:17:32,513 all: We express deepest gratitude for this day, 248 00:17:32,515 --> 00:17:35,643 and every day, and that we have found The Ladder. 249 00:17:35,645 --> 00:17:37,663 There... [laughter in distance] 250 00:17:37,665 --> 00:17:40,593 Ugh, you'd think it would get old. 251 00:17:40,595 --> 00:17:43,443 It doesn't. 252 00:17:43,445 --> 00:17:45,473 Why is Ashley Fields staring at you? 253 00:17:45,475 --> 00:17:47,493 She's probably plotting to do something humiliating 254 00:17:47,495 --> 00:17:49,515 to one of us. 255 00:17:57,455 --> 00:18:00,453 [dark music] 256 00:18:00,455 --> 00:18:03,623 ? ? 257 00:18:03,625 --> 00:18:06,623 - Watch your step. - All right. 258 00:18:06,625 --> 00:18:08,523 ? ? 259 00:18:08,525 --> 00:18:10,523 One more. 260 00:18:10,525 --> 00:18:14,653 ? ? 261 00:18:14,655 --> 00:18:16,645 It's a nice day. 262 00:18:27,535 --> 00:18:35,533 ? ? 263 00:18:35,535 --> 00:18:37,513 Alison. 264 00:18:37,515 --> 00:18:39,533 [tense music] 265 00:18:39,535 --> 00:18:41,643 Alison! 266 00:18:41,645 --> 00:18:45,453 ? ? 267 00:18:45,455 --> 00:18:47,513 - [engine turns over] - Alison, we just want to talk. 268 00:18:47,515 --> 00:18:48,563 Come back, and just stop the car. 269 00:18:48,565 --> 00:18:51,633 We got to talk! 270 00:18:51,635 --> 00:18:55,523 ? ? 271 00:18:55,525 --> 00:18:57,595 [tires screeching] 272 00:19:04,555 --> 00:19:07,583 Mary? 273 00:19:07,585 --> 00:19:11,513 Mary, I don't know how much you know about us. 274 00:19:11,515 --> 00:19:14,613 Who we are. What we believe. 275 00:19:14,615 --> 00:19:18,543 I read one of your pamphlets. 276 00:19:18,545 --> 00:19:21,513 So, what, you just sign up, and you're pain-free? 277 00:19:21,515 --> 00:19:25,533 No. I... I wish. 278 00:19:25,535 --> 00:19:27,633 Everyone has pain, Mary. 279 00:19:27,635 --> 00:19:30,515 We just try not to carry it with us. 280 00:19:32,545 --> 00:19:36,543 And how did you get into this? 281 00:19:36,545 --> 00:19:38,635 I was born into it. 282 00:19:42,435 --> 00:19:44,623 Was Cal born into it? 283 00:19:44,625 --> 00:19:48,605 No, but he came to us as a very young boy. 284 00:19:52,465 --> 00:19:56,573 And now he's in charge? 285 00:19:56,575 --> 00:19:58,633 He's watching over us while our founder, 286 00:19:58,635 --> 00:20:02,453 The Guardian of The Light, is away. 287 00:20:02,455 --> 00:20:04,443 Dr. Steven Meyer. 288 00:20:04,445 --> 00:20:08,433 He's in Peru transcribing the last three rungs of The Ladder... 289 00:20:08,435 --> 00:20:11,613 The instructions for our spiritual development. 290 00:20:11,615 --> 00:20:15,453 He lives so deeply in Truth 291 00:20:15,455 --> 00:20:18,515 that Light literally surrounds him. 292 00:20:21,545 --> 00:20:24,633 I was you. 293 00:20:24,635 --> 00:20:28,513 I was you. 294 00:20:28,515 --> 00:20:31,603 I was lost, beaten, 295 00:20:31,605 --> 00:20:34,553 hopeless. 296 00:20:34,555 --> 00:20:36,553 I liked drugs. 297 00:20:36,555 --> 00:20:39,563 I liked girls. 298 00:20:39,565 --> 00:20:43,533 I loved my brother. 299 00:20:43,535 --> 00:20:47,533 You see, that was the one thing that I did have. 300 00:20:47,535 --> 00:20:51,473 My brother, John. 301 00:20:51,475 --> 00:20:52,593 Johnny. 302 00:20:52,595 --> 00:20:55,553 He took care of me. 303 00:20:55,555 --> 00:20:57,623 He got us this little apartment. 304 00:20:57,625 --> 00:21:00,473 It was just a... you know, 305 00:21:00,475 --> 00:21:03,623 bathroom and a kitchen, but... 306 00:21:03,625 --> 00:21:05,553 it was ours. 307 00:21:05,555 --> 00:21:08,495 He made sure that I finished high school. 308 00:21:12,435 --> 00:21:15,485 You know, I thought we were, uh... we were happy. 309 00:21:22,595 --> 00:21:25,605 - [voice breaks] - We, uh... we had each other. 310 00:21:31,585 --> 00:21:33,573 And one day I came home, 311 00:21:33,575 --> 00:21:36,493 and he was hanging 312 00:21:36,495 --> 00:21:39,665 in the kitchen from an extension cord. 313 00:21:42,475 --> 00:21:45,473 [tense music] 314 00:21:45,475 --> 00:21:53,475 ? ? 315 00:21:56,515 --> 00:21:59,603 Um... I'm sorry. 316 00:21:59,605 --> 00:22:03,523 Uh... [stammers] 317 00:22:03,525 --> 00:22:10,463 ? ? 318 00:22:10,465 --> 00:22:12,563 And then, um... [clears throat] 319 00:22:12,565 --> 00:22:15,533 Then, uh... 320 00:22:15,535 --> 00:22:17,443 I love this next part. 321 00:22:17,445 --> 00:22:22,523 You're running through the streets, and, uh... 322 00:22:22,525 --> 00:22:24,553 you want to do yourself in, right? 323 00:22:24,555 --> 00:22:27,473 You want to jump off a bridge. 324 00:22:27,475 --> 00:22:28,513 Step in front of traffic. 325 00:22:28,515 --> 00:22:30,513 I want to die. 326 00:22:30,515 --> 00:22:32,443 I don't want to live anymore. 327 00:22:32,445 --> 00:22:34,473 So you go into some... Some store. 328 00:22:34,475 --> 00:22:36,663 ? ? 329 00:22:36,665 --> 00:22:39,493 And, uh... 330 00:22:39,495 --> 00:22:40,643 it's a bookstore. 331 00:22:40,645 --> 00:22:44,453 ? ? 332 00:22:44,455 --> 00:22:45,593 I sit down, 333 00:22:45,595 --> 00:22:50,433 and there's this book... 334 00:22:50,435 --> 00:22:52,593 ? ? 335 00:22:52,595 --> 00:22:55,473 And I start thumbing through it. 336 00:22:55,475 --> 00:22:58,573 And I'm reading and... 337 00:22:58,575 --> 00:23:03,633 it starts explaining my life to me. 338 00:23:03,635 --> 00:23:06,453 "The Ladder," folks. 339 00:23:06,455 --> 00:23:09,523 First book of Meyerism. 340 00:23:09,525 --> 00:23:13,463 Everything... 341 00:23:13,465 --> 00:23:18,443 from the suffering... 342 00:23:18,445 --> 00:23:20,633 to the emptiness. 343 00:23:20,635 --> 00:23:23,533 ? ? 344 00:23:23,535 --> 00:23:26,653 It got me. 345 00:23:26,655 --> 00:23:31,663 So, you run six miles across town to our closest center, 346 00:23:31,665 --> 00:23:35,573 and... what did you find? 347 00:23:35,575 --> 00:23:38,533 ? ? 348 00:23:38,535 --> 00:23:40,553 Eddie? 349 00:23:40,555 --> 00:23:45,563 ? ? 350 00:23:45,565 --> 00:23:51,553 When you got there... 351 00:23:51,555 --> 00:23:56,663 when you came to us... 352 00:23:56,665 --> 00:23:59,533 what did you find? 353 00:23:59,535 --> 00:24:07,513 ? ? 354 00:24:07,515 --> 00:24:10,433 Home. 355 00:24:10,435 --> 00:24:12,643 As the doctor walked up the steep mountain... 356 00:24:12,645 --> 00:24:14,543 I was home. 357 00:24:14,545 --> 00:24:16,523 He thought about all the horrible things 358 00:24:16,525 --> 00:24:19,515 he had done to the soldiers at the hospital. 359 00:24:21,555 --> 00:24:25,643 He now knew that it was all lies... 360 00:24:25,645 --> 00:24:29,593 ? ? 361 00:24:29,595 --> 00:24:33,503 What he had been asked to do. What he had done. 362 00:24:33,505 --> 00:24:36,533 And he knew 363 00:24:36,535 --> 00:24:39,623 he couldn't live a life of lies anymore. 364 00:24:39,625 --> 00:24:43,493 ? ? 365 00:24:43,495 --> 00:24:44,543 [knock at door] 366 00:24:44,545 --> 00:24:46,505 What? 367 00:24:48,435 --> 00:24:49,665 Hope I'm not bothering you. 368 00:24:55,545 --> 00:24:57,565 No. Not at all. 369 00:25:02,615 --> 00:25:06,573 What's going on? 370 00:25:06,575 --> 00:25:08,443 Mary, right? Mary... 371 00:25:08,445 --> 00:25:10,435 Cox. 372 00:25:12,595 --> 00:25:14,583 We taking good care of you, Mary Cox? 373 00:25:14,585 --> 00:25:16,465 Mm-hmm. 374 00:25:19,645 --> 00:25:22,525 What can I do for you? 375 00:26:17,635 --> 00:26:20,465 You're very beautiful. 376 00:26:26,465 --> 00:26:27,665 Very. 377 00:26:34,635 --> 00:26:36,593 What are you doing? 378 00:26:36,595 --> 00:26:37,653 You don't have to do that. 379 00:26:37,655 --> 00:26:39,493 I can do it to you. 380 00:26:39,495 --> 00:26:42,585 I'm not doing anything, Mary. 381 00:26:44,585 --> 00:26:47,535 This isn't easy. Believe me. 382 00:26:52,575 --> 00:26:56,465 You don't want me? 383 00:26:57,525 --> 00:26:59,595 No, I definitely want you. 384 00:27:03,555 --> 00:27:06,515 I just, um... 385 00:27:11,455 --> 00:27:16,523 I just have this feeling that, uh... 386 00:27:16,525 --> 00:27:18,593 sex is... 387 00:27:18,595 --> 00:27:21,583 It's a very complicated thing for you. 388 00:27:21,585 --> 00:27:29,493 ? ? 389 00:27:29,495 --> 00:27:34,435 My dad started selling me to his friends when I was 11. 390 00:27:35,655 --> 00:27:39,533 All my life I had this fantasy. 391 00:27:39,535 --> 00:27:44,643 One day, an angel would float down from the sky... 392 00:27:44,645 --> 00:27:48,483 and save me. 393 00:27:48,485 --> 00:27:56,485 ? ? 394 00:27:57,625 --> 00:28:01,573 I think... 395 00:28:01,575 --> 00:28:06,493 that this was meant to be, Mary Cox. 396 00:28:06,495 --> 00:28:09,543 ? ? 397 00:28:09,545 --> 00:28:13,433 We were meant to find each other. 398 00:28:13,435 --> 00:28:16,483 ? ? 399 00:28:16,485 --> 00:28:21,633 Once you start to know The Ladder... 400 00:28:21,635 --> 00:28:24,533 all the pain, 401 00:28:24,535 --> 00:28:29,573 all the horrible things... 402 00:28:29,575 --> 00:28:34,663 that were done to you... 403 00:28:34,665 --> 00:28:37,513 they're gonna disappear. 404 00:28:37,515 --> 00:28:42,523 ? ? 405 00:28:42,525 --> 00:28:45,513 No, they won't. 406 00:28:45,515 --> 00:28:53,525 ? ? 407 00:28:55,645 --> 00:28:57,603 [door shuts] 408 00:28:57,605 --> 00:29:05,605 ? ? 409 00:29:28,615 --> 00:29:30,475 [door shuts] 410 00:29:39,495 --> 00:29:41,463 [car door shuts] 411 00:29:41,465 --> 00:29:43,555 [car engine turns over] 412 00:29:52,525 --> 00:29:55,523 [ominous music] 413 00:29:55,525 --> 00:30:03,525 ? ? 414 00:30:24,495 --> 00:30:32,495 ? ? 415 00:30:53,505 --> 00:31:01,515 ? ? 416 00:31:35,455 --> 00:31:43,465 ? ? 417 00:32:05,645 --> 00:32:13,645 ? ? 418 00:32:21,615 --> 00:32:23,573 [man and woman speaking Spanish] 419 00:32:23,575 --> 00:32:26,573 [percussive folk music] 420 00:32:26,575 --> 00:32:33,575 ? ? 421 00:32:46,615 --> 00:32:54,615 ? ? 422 00:33:20,485 --> 00:33:22,633 Hey, Eddie. 423 00:33:22,635 --> 00:33:25,613 Oh, hey. 424 00:33:25,615 --> 00:33:27,483 How you feeling? 425 00:33:27,485 --> 00:33:35,483 ? ? 426 00:33:35,485 --> 00:33:37,505 What is it? 427 00:33:40,495 --> 00:33:42,583 Eddie, what do you see? 428 00:33:42,585 --> 00:33:45,453 Ah! 429 00:33:45,455 --> 00:33:47,453 It's my brother. 430 00:33:47,455 --> 00:33:48,623 My brother. 431 00:33:48,625 --> 00:33:50,643 Okay. 432 00:33:50,645 --> 00:33:53,485 All right, all right. You're okay. 433 00:33:55,465 --> 00:33:58,433 - [sobbing] - Okay, let it out 434 00:33:58,435 --> 00:34:01,435 [sobbing] 435 00:34:02,665 --> 00:34:06,453 He sees his brother. 436 00:34:06,455 --> 00:34:10,515 Ask your brother what he wants. 437 00:34:16,545 --> 00:34:18,515 What do you want, Johnny? 438 00:34:34,565 --> 00:34:37,625 [sobs] 439 00:34:42,665 --> 00:34:45,665 - [man moaning] - [woman chattering in Spanish] 440 00:34:52,465 --> 00:34:54,465 [woman laughing] 441 00:35:09,475 --> 00:35:12,473 [dark music] 442 00:35:12,475 --> 00:35:18,563 ? ? 443 00:35:18,565 --> 00:35:21,513 Where are we going? 444 00:35:21,515 --> 00:35:29,515 ? ? 445 00:35:42,485 --> 00:35:43,643 What? 446 00:35:43,645 --> 00:35:46,523 In there? 447 00:35:46,525 --> 00:35:54,535 ? ? 448 00:35:59,655 --> 00:36:01,463 Daddy, Daddy! 449 00:36:01,465 --> 00:36:04,583 Hey, kiddo! Oh, look at you. 450 00:36:04,585 --> 00:36:07,543 I'm away two weeks, and you grew five inches. 451 00:36:07,545 --> 00:36:09,603 - She's a beanstalk. - What's up with that? 452 00:36:09,605 --> 00:36:13,493 All right, we're gonna have to plant you in the backyard. 453 00:36:13,495 --> 00:36:15,493 Hey. 454 00:36:15,495 --> 00:36:16,653 Was 6R awesome, Dad? 455 00:36:16,655 --> 00:36:18,553 What happened? Did you see things? 456 00:36:18,555 --> 00:36:20,563 Oh, man, I'll tell you all about that later. 457 00:36:20,565 --> 00:36:23,493 - I missed you. - Mmm. 458 00:36:23,495 --> 00:36:26,553 I missed you. 459 00:36:26,555 --> 00:36:34,565 ? ? 460 00:36:51,465 --> 00:36:54,463 [tense music] 461 00:36:54,465 --> 00:37:02,465 ? ? 462 00:37:03,535 --> 00:37:07,513 [keypad tones] 463 00:37:07,515 --> 00:37:15,525 ? ? 464 00:37:30,555 --> 00:37:32,593 You know what? 465 00:37:32,595 --> 00:37:35,625 I have to go finish up some work, but I'll be... 466 00:37:37,575 --> 00:37:40,593 Oh, what is... What is that? 467 00:37:40,595 --> 00:37:42,623 A slip. 468 00:37:42,625 --> 00:37:44,593 [both moaning] 469 00:37:44,595 --> 00:37:46,473 Oh, my God. 470 00:37:46,475 --> 00:37:50,573 Oh, baby. I missed you. 471 00:37:50,575 --> 00:37:52,603 I love you. 472 00:37:52,605 --> 00:37:55,613 [both breathing heavily] 473 00:37:55,615 --> 00:38:03,615 ? ? 474 00:38:33,565 --> 00:38:36,493 [phone line trills] Hello? 475 00:38:36,495 --> 00:38:38,473 No, you don't need to know my name. 476 00:38:38,475 --> 00:38:40,523 How about you tell me something so I know that this is real, 477 00:38:40,525 --> 00:38:43,475 and that this isn't a trap? 478 00:38:48,535 --> 00:38:50,535 Okay. 479 00:38:53,505 --> 00:38:55,585 I guess it's my turn. 480 00:38:58,555 --> 00:39:01,623 Listen, um... 481 00:39:01,625 --> 00:39:06,443 I think that I am having doubts. 482 00:39:06,445 --> 00:39:07,443 [toy squeaks] 483 00:39:07,445 --> 00:39:15,445 ? ? 484 00:39:26,545 --> 00:39:28,523 The future is coming. 485 00:39:28,525 --> 00:39:30,563 Everything Steve predicted. 486 00:39:30,565 --> 00:39:32,493 Global temperatures are rising, 487 00:39:32,495 --> 00:39:35,573 giving way to extreme weather events. 488 00:39:35,575 --> 00:39:37,493 The Arctic shelf is melting, 489 00:39:37,495 --> 00:39:41,493 and fire, floods, and famine will ensue... 490 00:39:41,495 --> 00:39:42,573 Exacerbating poverty, 491 00:39:42,575 --> 00:39:44,643 political instability, terrorism. 492 00:39:44,645 --> 00:39:48,563 Everything we know will collapse, 493 00:39:48,565 --> 00:39:53,525 but those of us who ascend The Ladder will be safe. 494 00:39:55,455 --> 00:39:56,613 As you all know, 495 00:39:56,615 --> 00:39:59,443 Doc is finishing transcribing the last three rungs. 496 00:39:59,445 --> 00:40:01,653 He's told me there's stuff in there that is gonna make 497 00:40:01,655 --> 00:40:06,525 our lives in the here and now so much better... 498 00:40:09,525 --> 00:40:13,603 And our lives in The Garden... 499 00:40:13,605 --> 00:40:15,583 spectacular. 500 00:40:15,585 --> 00:40:18,583 I can't wait to be with you all in The Garden. 501 00:40:18,585 --> 00:40:19,633 [chuckling] 502 00:40:19,635 --> 00:40:24,453 When will they be done? 503 00:40:24,455 --> 00:40:26,433 - Eddie? - No, no, no. It's okay, Sarah. 504 00:40:26,435 --> 00:40:28,473 Um... 505 00:40:28,475 --> 00:40:30,485 Doc isn't here. 506 00:40:32,525 --> 00:40:35,443 I don't care if you're not 8R. If you have questions, ask 'em. 507 00:40:35,445 --> 00:40:40,593 I was just wondering when Doc might be done with the rungs. 508 00:40:40,595 --> 00:40:43,613 I mean, they're important. 509 00:40:43,615 --> 00:40:46,465 You know, we... we need them. 510 00:40:49,545 --> 00:40:52,493 It's not up to Doc. 511 00:40:52,495 --> 00:40:55,573 When the message is done, 512 00:40:55,575 --> 00:40:58,663 Steve is done. 513 00:40:58,665 --> 00:41:06,433 ? ? 514 00:41:06,435 --> 00:41:07,663 She was tired tonight. 515 00:41:07,665 --> 00:41:11,563 She was out like that. 516 00:41:11,565 --> 00:41:13,623 What happened on your retreat? 517 00:41:13,625 --> 00:41:15,503 What do you mean? 518 00:41:15,505 --> 00:41:18,445 You've been acting distant since you got back. 519 00:41:20,505 --> 00:41:22,463 [sighs] 520 00:41:22,465 --> 00:41:25,603 Yeah. Um... 521 00:41:25,605 --> 00:41:29,515 My "trip," you know, it just didn't go so well. 522 00:41:31,575 --> 00:41:33,473 Medicine? 523 00:41:33,475 --> 00:41:35,583 Yeah, I think it just, you know, affected me badly. 524 00:41:35,585 --> 00:41:37,533 I'm sorry if I've been a little weird. It's just... 525 00:41:37,535 --> 00:41:40,573 - Who'd you call last night? - What? 526 00:41:40,575 --> 00:41:42,433 I woke up. You weren't in bed. 527 00:41:42,435 --> 00:41:45,623 I went downstairs. You were on the phone. 528 00:41:45,625 --> 00:41:47,593 Why didn't you say anything? 529 00:41:47,595 --> 00:41:51,433 Did you transgress, Eddie? 530 00:41:51,435 --> 00:41:54,613 What? Babe, hey, no, no, no. 531 00:41:54,615 --> 00:41:58,513 No. Look. I was talking to a Possible. 532 00:41:58,515 --> 00:42:03,473 Miranda Frank was on your retreat. 533 00:42:03,475 --> 00:42:05,613 Miranda Frank? 534 00:42:05,615 --> 00:42:07,473 Wait, what? 535 00:42:07,475 --> 00:42:08,623 How do you even know that? 536 00:42:08,625 --> 00:42:09,643 I looked it up. 537 00:42:09,645 --> 00:42:11,493 We're transparent, Eddie. 538 00:42:11,495 --> 00:42:14,513 We don't keep secrets. 539 00:42:14,515 --> 00:42:17,633 I am really struggling here. 540 00:42:17,635 --> 00:42:22,623 All right, I love you, and I chose you. 541 00:42:22,625 --> 00:42:26,443 - You chose me? - I chose you. 542 00:42:26,445 --> 00:42:27,543 What do you mean, you chose me? 543 00:42:27,545 --> 00:42:29,503 Chose me over Cal? Is that what this is? 544 00:42:29,505 --> 00:42:31,453 No, no! That is not what I am saying. 545 00:42:31,455 --> 00:42:35,523 No? 546 00:42:35,525 --> 00:42:39,473 Look, I'm... 547 00:42:39,475 --> 00:42:42,573 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 548 00:42:42,575 --> 00:42:44,623 All right? 549 00:42:44,625 --> 00:42:50,475 I know that I have been a little off... 550 00:42:52,465 --> 00:42:54,503 But you need to know 551 00:42:54,505 --> 00:42:57,563 that you are it. 552 00:42:57,565 --> 00:42:59,533 Look at me. 553 00:42:59,535 --> 00:43:04,573 You are everything to me, okay? 554 00:43:04,575 --> 00:43:08,563 You're it. 555 00:43:08,565 --> 00:43:10,543 I remember the day. 556 00:43:10,545 --> 00:43:13,613 I never imagined a future for myself before you, 557 00:43:13,615 --> 00:43:18,453 but then there... there you were 558 00:43:18,455 --> 00:43:20,553 with that glass of water, 559 00:43:20,555 --> 00:43:26,483 and I didn't have to try to imagine one anymore. 560 00:43:26,485 --> 00:43:28,495 I had it. 561 00:43:30,605 --> 00:43:34,563 Okay? 562 00:43:34,565 --> 00:43:37,613 If you've done something, we'll get through it. 563 00:43:37,615 --> 00:43:39,573 - Oh, babe. - We'll do the program. 564 00:43:39,575 --> 00:43:40,613 My parents did it. 565 00:43:40,615 --> 00:43:44,433 I'm not doing the program! 566 00:43:44,435 --> 00:43:48,663 Sarah, there is a kid struggling over joining us, okay? 567 00:43:48,665 --> 00:43:50,603 He called me late last night. 568 00:43:50,605 --> 00:43:54,603 I was doing my job, okay? 569 00:43:54,605 --> 00:43:58,533 I was doing my job. 570 00:43:58,535 --> 00:44:01,453 I am intuiting something else is going on. 571 00:44:01,455 --> 00:44:03,465 Well, your intuition is off! 572 00:44:05,435 --> 00:44:13,445 ? ? 573 00:44:24,505 --> 00:44:26,613 I don't know what the hell I'm doing here. 574 00:44:26,615 --> 00:44:28,643 You know, I was high as a kite, so what I saw, 575 00:44:28,645 --> 00:44:32,543 or what I think I saw, 576 00:44:32,545 --> 00:44:34,463 was it real? 577 00:44:34,465 --> 00:44:38,483 You know, I mean, was the vision of my brother... 578 00:44:38,485 --> 00:44:41,493 even real? 579 00:44:41,495 --> 00:44:45,603 I mean, am I gonna blow up my life, 580 00:44:45,605 --> 00:44:48,663 a life that I love, 581 00:44:48,665 --> 00:44:52,513 because of something I don't even know 582 00:44:52,515 --> 00:44:54,653 if I really saw? 583 00:44:54,655 --> 00:44:59,513 ? ? 584 00:44:59,515 --> 00:45:01,613 I guess so. 585 00:45:01,615 --> 00:45:05,453 Otherwise you wouldn't be here. 586 00:45:05,455 --> 00:45:06,655 [knock at door] 587 00:45:09,525 --> 00:45:11,553 Sorry to wake you up. 588 00:45:11,555 --> 00:45:14,485 No, I was up. 589 00:45:28,485 --> 00:45:31,503 I was so scared of you 590 00:45:31,505 --> 00:45:32,613 when we were young. 591 00:45:32,615 --> 00:45:34,563 Before Eddie. 592 00:45:34,565 --> 00:45:38,525 You'd sneak into my bed. Your hands were like fire. 593 00:45:40,455 --> 00:45:44,533 I thought, "This guy could never really love a person. 594 00:45:44,535 --> 00:45:47,485 Not for the years. He needs too much." 595 00:45:50,565 --> 00:45:53,623 Then Eddie walked into my life. 596 00:45:53,625 --> 00:45:57,473 And I thought, "Eddie. 597 00:45:57,475 --> 00:45:59,475 Eddie can love a person." 598 00:46:08,495 --> 00:46:10,605 I was so wrong. 599 00:46:23,575 --> 00:46:27,603 He transgressed. 600 00:46:27,605 --> 00:46:32,543 I just followed him to meet a woman at a motel. 601 00:46:32,545 --> 00:46:39,573 ? ? 602 00:46:39,575 --> 00:46:40,573 [door slams] 603 00:46:40,575 --> 00:46:48,575 ? ? 604 00:47:00,615 --> 00:47:02,645 Mary? Mary? 605 00:47:05,645 --> 00:47:08,565 Let's make it better. 606 00:47:19,515 --> 00:47:22,623 Good morning! 607 00:47:22,625 --> 00:47:24,643 Oh, hey. 608 00:47:24,645 --> 00:47:26,553 - [giggles] - No! 609 00:47:26,555 --> 00:47:28,473 Mommy, make him stop! 610 00:47:28,475 --> 00:47:29,603 All right, let's get up. Let's go. 611 00:47:29,605 --> 00:47:31,463 I don't want to be late for gathering. Come on. 612 00:47:31,465 --> 00:47:32,523 Hey, did you brush your teeth? 613 00:47:32,525 --> 00:47:33,613 No. Should I? 614 00:47:33,615 --> 00:47:35,633 Yes. Go, go, go. 615 00:47:35,635 --> 00:47:38,435 [groans] 616 00:47:48,565 --> 00:47:50,443 Hey, uh... 617 00:47:50,445 --> 00:47:52,473 [faucet running] 618 00:47:52,475 --> 00:47:55,563 I'm sorry about our fight last night. 619 00:47:55,565 --> 00:47:58,443 I shouldn't have gotten so angry. 620 00:47:58,445 --> 00:47:59,663 I'm sorry too. 621 00:47:59,665 --> 00:48:02,483 [ominous music] 622 00:48:02,485 --> 00:48:07,493 [applause] Hello, everybody. 623 00:48:07,495 --> 00:48:10,633 Welcome to our service. 624 00:48:10,635 --> 00:48:13,513 It's beautiful to see you all here today. 625 00:48:13,515 --> 00:48:15,493 This morning, 626 00:48:15,495 --> 00:48:17,503 I'm gonna tell you the story 627 00:48:17,505 --> 00:48:20,533 of Plato's Cave. 628 00:48:20,535 --> 00:48:23,513 Plato asks you to imagine this cave 629 00:48:23,515 --> 00:48:26,583 that people are born into, 630 00:48:26,585 --> 00:48:31,453 chained, so they can only see in one direction... 631 00:48:31,455 --> 00:48:34,533 At the wall in front of them. 632 00:48:34,535 --> 00:48:37,603 - Everybody got that? - [laughter] 633 00:48:37,605 --> 00:48:39,643 On this wall in front of them, 634 00:48:39,645 --> 00:48:44,493 they see figures, shapes. 635 00:48:44,495 --> 00:48:47,563 And they have names for the things that they see. 636 00:48:47,565 --> 00:48:50,623 Their work, 637 00:48:50,625 --> 00:48:54,433 their jobs, their towns, 638 00:48:54,435 --> 00:48:55,663 their friends, 639 00:48:55,665 --> 00:48:58,623 their lovers, 640 00:48:58,625 --> 00:49:01,563 their gods. 641 00:49:01,565 --> 00:49:03,633 And of course the prisoners believe everything 642 00:49:03,635 --> 00:49:07,503 they see is real, true. 643 00:49:07,505 --> 00:49:08,653 Why wouldn't they? It's what they see every day. 644 00:49:08,655 --> 00:49:10,663 It's all they know. 645 00:49:10,665 --> 00:49:12,653 Now, Plato says, 646 00:49:12,655 --> 00:49:15,663 "Imagine one of these prisoners is able to get free." 647 00:49:15,665 --> 00:49:18,453 He doesn't say how, but this prisoner gets free, 648 00:49:18,455 --> 00:49:21,633 and for the first time, he's able to see behind him, 649 00:49:21,635 --> 00:49:24,513 and he sees that there's a fire. 650 00:49:24,515 --> 00:49:27,593 And between the fire and the prisoners 651 00:49:27,595 --> 00:49:29,443 there is a bridge, 652 00:49:29,445 --> 00:49:33,513 and across the bridge, figures walk. 653 00:49:33,515 --> 00:49:37,533 And suddenly the free man realizes that what he 654 00:49:37,535 --> 00:49:40,473 and his fellow prisoners have been seeing all this time 655 00:49:40,475 --> 00:49:43,653 are the shadows of the real things 656 00:49:43,655 --> 00:49:45,623 that walk over the bridge. 657 00:49:45,625 --> 00:49:48,553 - All: Oh! - [laughter] 658 00:49:48,555 --> 00:49:50,605 Shadows of reality. 659 00:49:53,615 --> 00:49:57,563 Now, the man understands that everything 660 00:49:57,565 --> 00:50:01,465 he thought was real, isn't. 661 00:50:03,605 --> 00:50:05,643 So now he wonders, 662 00:50:05,645 --> 00:50:08,663 - "Well, what else don't I know?" - [laughter] 663 00:50:08,665 --> 00:50:10,553 And he scrapes 664 00:50:10,555 --> 00:50:12,623 and he crawls his way up out of the cave, 665 00:50:12,625 --> 00:50:15,593 until finally he pulls himself out panting, breathless. 666 00:50:15,595 --> 00:50:19,633 And that's when he sees the sky, 667 00:50:19,635 --> 00:50:23,663 the sun, the moon, the... 668 00:50:23,665 --> 00:50:26,513 the things that make the seasons. 669 00:50:26,515 --> 00:50:29,533 And the free man realizes 670 00:50:29,535 --> 00:50:33,493 that there is a real, 671 00:50:33,495 --> 00:50:37,543 true world out there 672 00:50:37,545 --> 00:50:40,653 that his fellow prisoners, his friends, 673 00:50:40,655 --> 00:50:43,583 they don't know. 674 00:50:43,585 --> 00:50:47,503 - So now he's got to tell them. - [laughter] 675 00:50:47,505 --> 00:50:51,433 So he comes back ranting and raving. 676 00:50:51,435 --> 00:50:52,653 "What you think is real, isn't. 677 00:50:52,655 --> 00:50:55,463 "You're a prisoner. Your life isn't real. 678 00:50:55,465 --> 00:50:57,593 You're just looking at shadows." 679 00:50:57,595 --> 00:51:01,543 Then, Plato asks, 680 00:51:01,545 --> 00:51:04,593 "What would the prisoners do?" 681 00:51:04,595 --> 00:51:08,533 Would they, if they could, 682 00:51:08,535 --> 00:51:11,473 stone this man? 683 00:51:11,475 --> 00:51:13,563 Kill him 684 00:51:13,565 --> 00:51:16,635 rather than have their reality destroyed? 685 00:51:20,455 --> 00:51:22,523 What would you do? 686 00:51:22,525 --> 00:51:27,663 Would you choose to remain in your shackles? 687 00:51:27,665 --> 00:51:30,593 - No. - Would you choose 688 00:51:30,595 --> 00:51:35,593 to hold on to your pain and your suffering? 689 00:51:35,595 --> 00:51:37,483 All: No. 690 00:51:37,485 --> 00:51:40,623 Or would you dare to break free? 691 00:51:40,625 --> 00:51:42,603 - Break free. 692 00:51:42,605 --> 00:51:47,603 Would you dare to let me unchain you and lead you up? 693 00:51:47,605 --> 00:51:49,643 - All: Yes! - Up out of the cave? 694 00:51:49,645 --> 00:51:53,633 All: Yes! 695 00:51:53,635 --> 00:51:55,533 Hi, Daddy. 696 00:51:55,535 --> 00:51:58,453 ? ? 697 00:51:58,455 --> 00:52:02,503 Where the fuck have you been? 698 00:52:02,505 --> 00:52:04,623 That's my dad. 699 00:52:04,625 --> 00:52:12,625 ? ? 700 00:52:14,595 --> 00:52:18,503 I want you to get on your knees, 701 00:52:18,505 --> 00:52:21,455 and I want you to beg your daughter's forgiveness. 702 00:52:26,495 --> 00:52:27,533 You will beg. 703 00:52:27,535 --> 00:52:32,543 You will grovel at her feet 704 00:52:32,545 --> 00:52:36,453 for what you've done to this innocent soul. 705 00:52:36,455 --> 00:52:43,503 ? ? 706 00:52:43,505 --> 00:52:45,503 Ugh! 707 00:52:45,505 --> 00:52:46,653 Oh! 708 00:52:46,655 --> 00:52:49,655 [grunting] 709 00:53:02,635 --> 00:53:04,633 [grunting] 710 00:53:04,635 --> 00:53:12,645 ? ? 711 00:53:14,525 --> 00:53:18,493 Would you dare to let me unchain you... 712 00:53:18,495 --> 00:53:20,573 - Yes! - And lead you up, up? 713 00:53:20,575 --> 00:53:21,633 - Yes! - Out of the cave? 714 00:53:21,635 --> 00:53:23,583 All: Yes! 715 00:53:23,585 --> 00:53:27,503 Would you let me lead you up out of the world of shadows? 716 00:53:27,505 --> 00:53:28,593 All: Yes! 717 00:53:28,595 --> 00:53:30,643 - Will you? - Whoo! 718 00:53:30,645 --> 00:53:35,653 ? ? 719 00:53:35,655 --> 00:53:39,483 Will you let me lead you into The Light? 720 00:53:39,485 --> 00:53:41,623 - All: Yes! - [cheers and applause] 721 00:53:41,625 --> 00:53:49,625 ? ? 722 00:54:14,465 --> 00:54:17,465 [grunting] 723 00:54:22,585 --> 00:54:24,533 You wanted to see me? 724 00:54:24,535 --> 00:54:26,575 Yeah. 725 00:54:30,575 --> 00:54:33,503 You know I love you like a brother, Eddie. 726 00:54:33,505 --> 00:54:37,463 Yeah. 727 00:54:37,465 --> 00:54:42,503 So I'll get right to it. 728 00:54:42,505 --> 00:54:46,473 You having an affair, Eddie? 729 00:54:46,475 --> 00:54:48,643 No. 730 00:54:48,645 --> 00:54:50,653 No, Sarah just... look. 731 00:54:50,655 --> 00:54:52,553 This whole thing is just a big mix-up. 732 00:54:52,555 --> 00:54:54,603 Who'd you meet at the motel last night? 733 00:54:54,605 --> 00:55:02,605 ? ? 734 00:55:06,525 --> 00:55:09,453 So what did you see, anyway, 735 00:55:09,455 --> 00:55:12,453 when you opened the door? 736 00:55:12,455 --> 00:55:20,465 ? ? 737 00:55:34,495 --> 00:55:37,505 There is no Light. 738 00:55:39,878 --> 00:55:44,145 Sub Synced by Hootoh Media